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eysa kuch read kar ke kasam se janoon a jata hai, dil karta hai break leni he nahi chahiye smoking se.

help karegi ye meri.

dil me jab dard zeyada barh jata hai,

insaan osi me he doob kar mar jata hai

acha bhala betha tha, abhe abhe yaad aya ke main ne subha aahat dekha tha, ab yaad aya to dar lag raha hai.

yahan rahon ya Atlanta me, hoon to akela to dar har jaga lagta hai mujhe

main ne 2016 me 1 business plan banaya tha, phir os ko behtar kiya, or sochte sochte ye samjh aya ke ye 2018 se pehle nahi hoga, 2018 aya to socha saal or lag jayega,

2019 aya to tab bhe nahi ho sakta tha,

2020 me ho sakta tha lekin covid 19 ne kaha na bache abhe nahi,

to abhe i m ready,! risk lena chahiye, wese bhe kaam 0 pe hai stil to kuch karna parega new,

covid 19 ne duniya hila di,

or Bhootni-32 ne mujhe hila diya, lol

or ye jo main karne ja raha hoon na ye main ne 100% apni Bhootni keyliye socha tha, koi ehsaan nahi karna tha, bus main on ko return karna chahta tha jo on ki luck ki waja se mujhe mila tha,

jab wo mere sath thin to eysa nahi socha tha becoz sab on ka he to tha,

lekin jab wo apne ashiq ke sath bhaag gayin thin to main ne socha ke ab kuch karna parega,

but problem ye thi ke main on keyliye kya kar sakta tha? eysa kese ho sakta tha ke main on ko kuch return me karta?

yehi soch soch kar mera dimaag kharab raha, becoz 1 software engineer keyliye mere paas koi plan tha he nahi.

or mere liye bohot hard tha, eysa sochna, or sab se bhari problem ye thi ke is tarhan se sochna ke wo ye sab apne ghar se kar sakain, on ko indonesia thori na bhejna tha main ne,

wo ansar he nahi jo mushkil se mushkil kaam na kar sake, to main ne socha but abhe kar nahi sakta, lol

ajeeb baat hai, jis insaan ko dil me rakh kar main ne kuch eysa socha, osi ka naam is list me nahi hai ab,

or is ki waja hai on ki nafrat. or mera dar.

main ne on se req karni thi ke plz Ap accept kar lain ta ke main bhe to Ap ko kuch return kar sakon jo Ap ki waja se mujhe mila..

but may 2019 sab change ho geya tha.. on ki nafrat main ne ache se feel ki,

main ne on se kaha tha ke main Ap ki khushi keyliye karta sab, to onhon ne kaha dont say that again mera future tum se related nahi hai,

to mujhe bohot gussa aya ke ye larki pagal hai? i mean mera matlab kya hai ye samjh he nahi rahi or apni he bakwaas kar rahi hai, matlab ager soch chotti hai to no porblem lekin samjhne ki koshish to kar sakti hai na ke main eysa bol kiyon raha hoon?

to main ne phir se same baat boli, or phir on ka wo gussa dekha main ne jo shayed kabhe nahi dekha tha , mujhe laga ab ager main ne bola to ye na ho ye kuch galat bol dain muhe, lol

ye sab baton ko samne rakhte hove meri himat he nahi hoi ke on se ye req kar sakon...

main ne bohot kuch koshish bhe ki lekin dar lagta tha ke ye naagin gusse se baat karegi, or meri baat ko samjhe gi bhe nahi, ulta he soche gi,

ab ye Naagin jee ka number tha lekin on ki nafrat se wesa hova nahi, abhe kisi or ko ye offer ki thi main ne, os ke baad 2 or logon ko, total 3 hain,

jis me se 1 ne kaha ke wo indonesia jana chahta hai becoz wo ghoomna chahta hai wahan to main ne kaha ok no problem, lekin jo baki ke 2 hain 1 India se hai, or 1 UAE me hai, wo ghar se he ye kaam karain ge,

main ne kabhe socha nahi tha ke software engineer se bhe koi kaam hoga kabhe mujhe,

lekin ye jo naagin hai na ye mujh se sab kaam karwa leti hai, mere sath rahe na rahe,dil me hai na to sab karwa leti hai, main wo sab bhe kar leta hoon jo socha bhe nahi tha, or abhe socha bhe or kiya bhe,

carpets ka business abhe nahi hai hamara, wo to bus zarorat thi to os ka sahara le kar oper aya tha main,

same samsung ki tarhan :)

ager kisi ko samsung ki history nahi maloom to check karo ye log pehle sabzi, fruits, meat, eysa kaam karte they, lekin aj samsung ki pehchaan he or hai :)

same main ne bhe yehi kiya, money ko saha jaga invest kiya, business keyliye bohot kuch socha, bohot kuch build kiya,

or aj main is kabil hoon ke koi bhe business kar sakta hoon, but apne liye nahi.. mera to bus naam hai or kuch nahi... mere jiju hain na is liye, koi or hota to shayed main sochta he nahi ye sab