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phir main kisi sunsaan jaga pe car rok doon ga, jahan doooor doooooor tak koi nahi hoga,

main car se bahir a kar on ko bhe nikaal doon ga bahir. or on ke kareeb a kar, nai nai jitna likha utna nahi, thora zeyada kareeb,

to kareeb ja kar main apne left hand se on ka hand hold kar loon ga or or or or,

dosre hand se dhere dhere, araam araam se, thore dar ke sath,

chocolate nikaal kar on ke hath pe rakh doon ga,

phir wo mujhe goli maaar dain gi ke ansar tum ne mu meetha karne wala scene bana kar choclate de di

bus itna he phir wo ghar chali jayein gi

acha ab main chalta hoon abhe :$

ye jo likha main ne eysa ho sakta hai, aj ke din he ho sakta hai , lekin hoga nahi,

main hamesha kehta hoon na ke halaat insaan khud banata hai to os naagin ne eyse halaat bana diye ke eysa ab socha he ja sakta hai but ho nahi sakta, warna ye koi eysi baat thi he nahi jo eysa ho na sake,

mujhe to 2018 me bhe yakeen nahi a raha tha on ki baton ka, phir bhe kar liya tha ye soch kar ke shayed ye jo kab se bol rahi hai ke main pehle jesi nahi rahi to shayed change ho gayi ho, lekin main bhool geya tha ke main os ka toy tha or aj bhe hoon, to wo bus khel sakti hai meri feelings ke sath, to 2019 ke baad main to kabhe is baat ka yakeen karne he nahi wala ,

pehle he on ki baaton pe trust kar ke kafi humiliate ho chuka hoon,

or mujh me itni himat nahi ke os se ye baat keh sakon, mujhe to os ne dara kar side pe kar diya main to kehne nahi wala, dard nahi lena or, already din raat mar raha hoon os dard me jo mila,

is liye ye sab ho to sakta tha wo bhe aj ke din he, lol or ho bhe sakta hai lekin ab hoga nahi.

jab 1 side se natak ho to sapne toot jaya karte hain, jo log dil se sache hon wo on sapno ko tootne nahi dete kuch bhe ho jaye,

koi eysi baat hoti jis ko bus main karta sakta to ye sapne kabhe tootne ki himat na karte,

har 1 wo baat jese boli thi, jese sochi thi wese he puri hoti ager bus mere he karne se sab hota to, but yahan main akela kuch kar nahi sakta tha.

mujhe help nahi bus sath chahiye tha.

sath mil bhe jata ager dosri side se sach hota to. jab natak tha to ho he nahi sakta tha sab sach,

main wahan jana nahi chahta. koi matlab hai he nahi, magar phir bhe jaon ga abhe.

sapne to rahe nahi, or toote hove sapne meri ankhon ke samne se jate nahi.

aj main ne sara din WA pe bohot si yadon ko dekha. but ye 2 din me eysa nahi karne wala.

mujhe on ke city me ja kar wo sab read nahi karna jahan wo natak karti thi ke ansar jaldi se a jao main tumhain bohot khush rakhon gi, loool. jaldi se a jao ansarli mujh se raha nahi jata :P.

or sach ye hova ke wo bhaag gayi apne ashiq ke sath, lol na kuch share kiya mujh se. na kuch kaha. jo kiya khud he soch kar kiya os ne. or os ki is harkat ne mere sare dreams or khushi barbaad kar ke rakh di,!

maiin jab bhe on ke city me jata hoon mujhe bohot dard hota hai. sab kuch 1 dam fresh ho jata hai wo sara pain..

last time main jane wala tha wahan . phir on ke city ke kareeb ja kar socha nahi jana mujhe to kahin or nikal geya tha long drive keyliye.

mujhe nahi maloom main wahan jata kiyon hoon. mera koi matlab he nahi hai. na koi umeed or na he ye soch ke shayed koi iteefaaq ho jayega, eysa kuch nahi hai phir bhe kiyon jata hoon maloom nahi mujhe.

mera dost wapis a jaye phir main kisi eysi state me ghar loon ga khud ke on ke city me jane keyliye mujhe bohot sara time lage, shayed phir main ruk jaon ga

main aj kal news nahi sun raha, mujhe check kar lena chahiye covid ki waja se wahan koi problem to nahi, lol kiyon ke mera koi apna nahi hai naagin jee ke city me to main ne 2 din rehna hai to stay kahan karna hai, lol

hmm yahan to sab theek hai. to sahi hai, abhe nikalta hoon 30 mintues ke baad,

mujhe wahan jane se pehle he sad feel hone laga hai, i dont know wahan ja kar or wahan se wapis a kar kya hoga, lol

14 dec 2015 se pehle me kitna khush tha yaar.. wait nahi ho raha tha wahan jane keyliye. khushi se pagal tha.

sach hai kisi matlabi insaan ne halaat badal diye,

har baar ilzaam hum par he lagana theek nahi,

wafa khud se ho saki or khafa hum par hote ho

wo to mere liye apni 1 addat ko bhe na badal saki,,

jane kiyon main ne os keyliye apni zindagi badal di.