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to ye tha wo gift jo mujhe 2019 ko meri BD pe mere Dad ne diya tha, sach kahon to ye chotta sa gift hai mere liye,

1 or ghar hai jis ki baat kar chuka hoon wo bhe or ye mere naam par registered hai, total 3 hain jo mere naam pe hain.

ye jo dikhaya ye to last year mila is se pehle jo 2 hain wahan jab mera dil karta tha main chala jata tha, or maze ki baat ye to bus mujhe mile na, baki Dad ke bhe hain,

mere Dad ke paas bohot property hai, on ka shok tha ye or onhon ne wesa kiya bhe,

ab main soch raha tha ke wo 2020 wali meri BD pe mujhe kya gift karain ge? lol

kash Bhootni gift kar dain mujhe :( lekin Bhootni koi cheez nahi hai jo gift di jaye, lol wo insaan hai jis ko siraf pyaar se jeeta ja sakta tha or wohi pyaar mujh se hova nahi ya shayed os ki samjh me nahi aya, lol

Originally posted by: Cursed

smoking time,

main eyse he laga rehta hoon mujhe smoking ki addat nahi hai,kuch log time pass keyliye karte hain, kuch ko maza ata hai or kuch ko addat hoti hai, or mujhe in 3 main se koi eysi baat nahi hai.

jin ko addat ho wo 1 hour bhe nahi reh sakte smoking ke bina, but main to pura din guzaar leta hoon, jab mere kisi apne khas insaan ki BD ho to main os din smoking nahi karta, control kar leta hoon,

main cigarette ko os waqat tak hath nahi lagata jab jab meri ankh se ansu na nikle ya main sad na ho jaon, mujhe bus ye hota hai ke jab tak ye cigarette rahe gi mera dheyan os ki taraf hoga or dard thora kam hoga, lol addat nahi hai mujhe,

ye jitni bhe main ne batain ki na ye gahr dikhate waqat Bhootni jee ka naam liya ye sab abhe to eyse he lag raha hai but ye sab sach hone se koi rok he nahi sakta tha, bus osi ne roka jis ka sath chahiye tha mujhe :P warna kuch mushkil nahi tha, 100% ho sakta tha, ye dreams tootne keyliye nahi, pure hone keyliye bane they, bus os naagin ko naya ashiq mil geya or os ka dil badal geya :P

indonesia ko le kar bhe bohot se dreams they, or indoneisa he kiyon? puri duniya ko le kar mere bohot se dreams they,

yehi waja thi ke main os ko kabhe batata he nahi tha ke mere paas kya kya hai, ye sab surprise tha, lol wo to samjhti thi ke shayed ansar ko job he eysi mili gi ke wo mere liye to kya khud keyliye bhe kuch nahi kar payega but ye sab kuch laga tha jo main nahi chahta tha ke on ko maloom ho.

ager main on ko bata deta to onhon ne kehna tha oye ansarli itna kuch to hai tum indonesia me kya kar rahe ho? jaldi se ao mere paas hum mu meetha karain, lool,

or main ne jhoot bhe nahi kaha tha kuch, onhon ne kabhe pucha he nahi tha ke mere Dad kon hain,! puch letin to shayed tab he sab pata chal jata on ko, lol

bus eyse he toote hove sapne le kar main is dard me jee raha hoon,

kabhe kabhe dil karta hai mera ke os se baat karon, reason main bohot baar bol chuka hoon ke jis insaan ne meri zindagi se khela hai wohi insaan hai jis ki mujhe zarorat hai, jese Ap ka koi dil dukhaye ga to Ap Mama ko ya Sis ko hug kar doge, meri to Mama he nahi, to ye ajeeb mushkil hai mere liye ke jis ne dard diya wohi hai mere liye sab kuch,!

or eyse he kuch din pehle main bohot zeyada sad tha, mujh se raha nahi geya or main ne Naagin ko call kar di wo bhe video, or is se pehle ke wo dekhtin main ne shayed 2 ya 3 sec ke andar he band kar di thi, ye soch kar ke nahi... meri ankhon me abhe ansu hai or naagin mujhe or rulayegi or mujhe bohot dard hoga jo saha nahi jayega, ye soch kar main ne khud ko bohot he mushkil se sambhala tha or apna mobile bhe off kar ke rakh diya tha kuch time ke main again ye try na karon,

dar lagta hai mujhe. zakhm to already hain mere paas ager salt laga to zeyada pain hoga,

main on ko online dekh loon to eysa lagta hai jese pata nahi ye eysa kya bol degi jis se mera dil dukhega. eysa hova hai na hamesha, os ki baton ne mujhe bohot rulaya hai to dar geya hai ye dil andar se bohot zeyada,

3 hours IF ko diye very bad, abhe bye bye, mujhe zara bahir jana hai long drive pe. main chahta hoon jitna khud ko rok sakon utna rok loon sad hone se but jab nahi rok sakta to kya karon phir, lol

abhe 12 nahi hove, 1 AM ko jaon ga,

BRB

kal 14 july bhe thi na. hayee. log kehte hain din bohot jaldi guzar rahe hain or mere to guzarte he nahi,

4 years, 7 months

14 dec 2015 - 14 july 2020

5 months reh gaye phir 5 saal ho he jayein ge. phir hum 6 years keyliye din count karain ge..

total 1674 din..

ary yaar itne din to hum ne sath bhe nahi guzare they jitne din main ne is tarhan se guzaar diye....

14 april 2014 - 14 dec 2015. 2 years bhe pure nahi hone diye they onhon ne,.. or kehti thi ansarli main ne tumhare sath rehne ka soch liya to bus soch liya, ye socha tha os ne :P naya ashiq dhonda or bhaag gayi,