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bohot funny lagi is ki batain mujhe, bohot baar ye hamari chat ko read kiya main ne, lol

koi or hota na to os ne pehli he baar keh dena tha haan ansar os ko rula do, magar ye meri famiy hai <3 bina dekhe, bina sune he kisi keyliye itni jaga rakhi hai inhon ne dil main,

main sachi wala sooch raha tha ager sachi main ye baat kar leti kuch waqat to kya hota. ye jitna bhe pyaar ya on ki respect karti hai wo meri waja se, jo batain main ne btayin just on baton ki waja se.

warna eyse kese ho sakta hai main os ko keh raha hoon mere sare dukh ki waja wohi hai or wo keh rahi hai mamu saza na dena os ko....

1 ya 2 months pehle keh rahi thi mamu ''on'' ka haal kesa hai, main sad tha, os se kaha number le lo khud he puchti raho apni ''on'' ka haal,

os ne 2 baar kaha mujhe, main ne nahi diya,

ab os ne kaha main ne 100% de dena hai :x

phir 1 he mesg karegi, or os zalim ki taraf se ager to reply aya to wo jesa hoga wo samjh jayegi ke os ke mamu ki zindagi ke sath kis ne khela hai, lol

mujhe wapis ja kar ye galti sudharni hai, on ko sach btana hai ta ke wo galat fehmi main na rahain, or galat insaan ke bare main sach samjhain jo hai,

bohot yaad atey hain wo khuwab,

jis main tum siraf mere they,

Khuda eyse ''zehr'' se sab ko door rakhe, meri to life barbaad ho gayi, Khuda se req hai eyse logon ko duniya main na he bheje, na jane or kitne logon ki life barbaad hogi...

drama, drama or bus drama, jhoot bhe,

os ki galti ye ke mujhe ullu banaya, or meri galti ye ke main os ke hath se bewakoof bana..

samjhdar hai wo, os ne target he sidha mere heart ko kiya, warna kahan ye sab kar pati wo, 7 janam bhe kam they os keyliye, bus dil ke hathon haaar geya main.

dekho na yaar, kisi ki acting ki intehaaa,! har baar, jo bhe kar lo main to tumhain nahi choron gi, or jab chora to mur ke dekha bhe nahi, or chora he nahi, chorna or baat hoti hai,naya ashiq dhond lena or baat hoti hai,

eysi batain suni main ne kisi ki, har din, koi 6 months tak, main galat nahi hoon :) main ne bohot zeyada or dil se koshish ki thi, magar dosri side ka drama mujhe le dooba,

kisi ko ye sab dekhna pasand nahi, kiyon ke os ko mirror dikhta hai :P khud ki okaat nazar ati hai os main, ye nazar ata hai ke os ne kisi ki life ke sath kya kiya :P is liye gussa ata hai kisi ko in sab SS se,

itni he mature thi to samna karti apni galti ka, block kar ke bhaag gayi coz os ko pata tha os ki zubaan band hai mere samne is liye, or hamesha rahegi :) jawab ho to theek, jab jawab he nahi to phir kisi ki himat ho he nahi sakti samna karne ki,

wo to main janta hoon na kisi ke natak ka kese samna karta tha main, din raat kisi ki zid, chance do, chance do, kuch bhe kar lo main door nahi jane wali, main bhool nahi sakti, ye sab wo sab, or jab dekha ab ye sachi wala dil se meri side pe ho geya to cheat kar diya,

eyse log hote hain jo dosron ko umeed dilate hain ke eysa hoga, or mere jese bewakoof jab seiours ho kar kuch karne lagain to wese talent wale log apna real face dikha dete hain

jail main rehne se kam nahi, lol accept kar liya tha main ne jail main rehna bhe wese,

dono khush rehte, kisi ki chotti soch ne wesa nahi hone diya ,

abhe 1 ko khush rehna hai or dosre ne zinda he nahi rehna,

2015

mujhe na chorna main mar jaon ga,

''chorne lagi hoon'' lol

dec 2016,

ansarli tum jo marzi karo beemar ho ke bed pe chale jaoge lekin maro ge nahi, is liye ye sab band karo, meri Mama kehti hain jo insaan marne ki khuwish kare wo zinda rehta hai,

baat to theek kahi Mama ne <3 <3

magar meri khuwaish nahi, koshish hai, or in dono main fark hai,

ab koi nahi keh sakta ke main bed pe rahon ga beemar ho ke.. 2nd wale se he zinda nahi rehta, bus kismt kharab thi, abhe 3rd wala hai na, no problem,

meri awaaz he band ho gayi thi kasam se, family se bhe baat nahi ho payi thi itne din se,

1 umeed nazar ayi to mujhe sukh ka sans aya,

meri family is se sad hogi, mere marne pe khuhsi nahi hogi on ko, but kuch time keyliye he, phir sab apni life main busy ho jayein ge,

jitna mere andar talent hai, utna he main looser hoon.

mujhe sapne dekkhna acha lagta tha kiyon ke sapne dekho ge to he pure honge,magar har sapna Ap khud pura nahi kar sakte,

kuch sapne khud he pure hote hain, or kuch karne parte hain,

ager hamain insaano ko kuch sochne ki himat di hai Khuda ne to wo hum kar bhe sakte hain, eyse he wo soch nahi de di, bus same wohi baat kuch kaam akela nahi hote,

Mama ki yaad sab se zeyada ati hai jab main toot jata hoon, ya khud ko akela feel karta hoon, itne ache dost hain mere, sab main reh kar bhe mujhe akela pan feel hota hai, yehi waja hai jo yahan main jaldi a geya, warna main ne last 10 din he yahan guzarne they, abhe zeyada, kuch guzar gaye thore reh gaye, phir family ke paas main <3

main phir se active ho geya yahan, ye theek nahi, jitna yahan rahon ga sad batain karon ga, theek hai wapis jana he.

4 saal na he hon yaar kash, 2nd wale attack se bach geya ye meri kismat kharab thi, 3rd wale ka wait karon ga, kab hoga ye main nahi janta, ek din ayega jab ye mere din ginne ki addat khatam ho jayegi,

kuch dard insaan ko khatam kar dete hain, ye is duniya ka 1 sach hai, zarori nahi hota kisi ko goli se he mara jaye, talent bhe kaam a jata hai kuch logon ka, or wo mout goli se buri hoti hai,