what do you wanna know about my last weeks?
yeah, was really stressed, running from A to B and back.
I'm still stressed cuz lately I can't really follow in my course anymore, we now are talking about things where I clearly realize how much I forgot and how much I still have to learn. And I don't really know where to start. I have to learn the basics again, to understand what we are talking about. But at the same time I need to prepare for the next course day. the whole situation just makes me wanna scream. it's frustrating, depressing, scary and whatever. and getting paniced about all of this, doesn't really help with concentrating, sighhh