AYLS CC: Itsy Bitsy Spider - Page 69

I miss my happy self too...sometimes i feel i have forgotten what happiness is...i mean i m happy but its not that blissful happiness that being happy for no rhyme no reason that feeling where every moment every freaking moment u feel the gift the miracle of life and u r just happy even at end of crappy day u r happy that tomorrow will be a new day again...i havent felt that insane crazy invisible happiness since ages happiness that makes u cry out loud like a baby...m not saying m not happy i m happy but its just routine happiness m just getting through with life u know...?...but that insanity which makes u fele magic in the very air thats not there and it all just i dnt know...i just dnt let myself think or allow those lil voices in my heart speak up loudly coz if i start thinking this sens of semblance too wld be lost and i wld be forced to accept that there is a huge unfillable void emptiness...

kinda the same with me. I can have fun, I can be some kinda happy. But it's not the happiness, I'm missing at the moment. The happiness that fills me in and out. that makes even the darkest day shine in the brigthest lights. Lets you see all the amazing things that are waiting everywhere for you. makes you wanna dance through the world and embrace everyone and everything.

omg this week;s OUAT ws so MDish it was such a rip of the entire MD story of end of s one early s two and i hate when ppl over exaggerate its nothing heart breakish man specially nt if u have witnessed MD pain of that time...the only scene which really teared me up ws btw Prince and his mom that ws one hell of a scene...and i have to say this is the true example of an ensemble show...each epi focus is on someone entirely diff entirely new and everyone is being given the center stage since the VERY beginning instead of GA where MD were made to be the show since word go

Originally posted by: chandni2111

kinda the same with me. I can have fun, I can be some kinda happy. But it's not the happiness, I'm missing at the moment. The happiness that fills me in and out. that makes even the darkest day shine in the brigthest lights. Lets you see all the amazing things that are waiting everywhere for you. makes you wanna dance through the world and embrace everyone and everything.

sigh, I want it back, cuz it makes things so much easier.

sigh i want it back too it makes life such a beautiful journey it makes the hardest of times toughest of days scariest of fears biggest of problems so damned easy too get through
happiness is not just being happy once the bad thigns r over its being happy while when u r right right in the middle of all the toughness its smiling through it all embracing it all believing that all of it is just God's desire and he has given us this problem he wld and so wld sail us through to...want it back want it back like right freaking now...but it seems unreachable like i know its just out there in my hand's reach but the minute i extend my hand to touch it it vanishes

and hey hey hey i want to do something fun something gossipy i want to see all the delusional Addek fans tumblr and laugh 🤣 have been wanting to do this since so long coz i keep seieng twitter ppl freak out over certain Addek posts on tumblr but i dnt know any Addek tumblr so Satan show me some and make me laugh phlz 🤣 omg m such a gossipy person☺️🤣

already had he feeling that ppl overreact with Ouat. To be honest, they do that very often and most of those times it's really not appropriate. Like all the ranting about: Why is it always MD that have to suffer? Uhm, maybe cuz it's a drama show and they are the main couple.

I can try to find some Addek posts, but apparently I managed to not follow anyone whos an Addek fan. Actually I wonder, why those hardcore and so called sane MD fans do follow Addek fans.

huh, I don't get if this is a MD or an Addek fan:

Originally posted by: FollowYourHeart

sigh i want it back too it makes life such a beautiful journey it makes the hardest of times toughest of days scariest of fears biggest of problems so damned easy too get through
happiness is not just being happy once the bad thigns r over its being happy while when u r right right in the middle of all the toughness its smiling through it all embracing it all believing that all of it is just God's desire and he has given us this problem he wld and so wld sail us through to...want it back want it back like right freaking now...but it seems unreachable like i know its just out there in my hand's reach but the minute i extend my hand to touch it it vanishes