Fivr š¤š¤š¤ I don't know what to say, but I'm with Mash especially for her last sentence! :D Some things happen for the best.... who knows maybe even better things are in store for you??? Maybe you can win the lottery or something :) More importantly please don't be harsh on yourself and the last thing you should feel is failure, then again we all feel that at some point or the other, but you can bounce back from it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF8uR6Z6KLc (I'm biased here, but I absolutely love this speech!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmTxr7OsPj0 (Another cool video!)
And something I read today "But when Reimer has suffered a loss or given up a bad goal, he has not allowed that to kill or weaken his confidence. His ability to "bounce back" has been very impressive as well." Source: http://www.theglobeandmail.com/sports/hockey/leafs-beat/is-james-reimer-the-real-deal/article1926758/
Lots of jhappis to you, and some jootein too!