@bold - ewxactly !! i am relaxd..but when i am now thinking thatw hy am i not jumping around like every aorund is..adn why am i not writing n bak bakin as usual i used to do abt KaSh..i dunno..but man ke andar soch soch ke laddo phoot rahe hain 🤣..even i just jump on my bed n write diaries n decorate it with stickers...but never think of partying around coz tha satisfaction this gives..parties dont ;)..Originally posted by: black_haze
I completely get where yr coming from,Vaish..
You know...even when i was in Australia and i got to know of this news..i couldnt possibly do anything about it..i mean,i dint even smile to myself as i almost began to think that am anyways so far away..how does it make a difference? I was happy..very happy..but i dint know how/when to share it...and when i came back here...i dint know how to either..:S...
I think this is because,more than happiness,we are relieved it has happened..You know,right after exams get over,i prefer just sitting at home and relaxing on the couch than going and partying outside as am just relieved its over and nothing else..Probably thats why u feel lost somewhere in this whole process...When you want something real bad and it happens,your just satisfied with it and u feel like just living in the moment than screaming out loud in happiness...and that has what has happened to you,Vaish...:)
But i wanna KaSh abdly but i have not been ab le to actually !!
Well i can say Shilpa kinda f saved me from goin deep into this LOSTNESS coz he was the one i first jumped around screaming 🤣 !! thnx for that jhallz ji :D
@Red - Which i din do..and i feel somewhere that has caused this dullness !! i can bet upon !