SwaRon TS Hiatus Part 2 upd - Page 4

They cried for each other. They cried for staying together. They cried to be forever together. But they just couldn't. Things were complicated. Swayam's family being the conservative group of people never would understand Sharon's free thoughts. So did that mean swayam and Sharon weren't going to be swaron again?

Sharon's POV

While turning his arms, living through every of his touch I felt complete. His intense gaze made me feel secure. His warm grip made me shiver. That love in his eyes dominating the feeling of pain and anger. Those moist eyes longing for me. I could see everything. When he took out the inhaler from his pocket I only knew one thing. My loverboy was back. Seeing still he cared for me soothed my aching heart. But I had to go. I couldn't allow myself to lose to his love. But I really wish I could, I missed him so much. His protective nature, his love, his reassuring kisses, his tight hugs assuring me he will never leave me. I missed everything. I missed my Mr. Shekhawat. After the break up I just know, that it didn't happen because I didn't love him anymore. It happened due to circumstances, his family was never going to accept me. And I'm not a person who will tolerate the loss of my self esteem and ready to became a dummy who will be controlled by someone else. But can't I do that much for swayam. I loved it him a lot. I still love him. But I'm sure swayam would never want me to loose my self respect and be his. Well, he risked his life for me. But that day he didn't fight for me? Does he really care. If he didn't then he wouldn't have acted like a mad-man when I was attacked by asthma. He wouldn't have had an inhaler with him. I just hate dilemma's . I'm not in dilemma about loving him. I just can't decide whether to be together forever or not. But I know one thing. There can be no one in my life as my partner if it's not swayam. Its him or no one.

Swayam's POV

Her scent is still the same. Her skin still trembles with my touch. When she shivered, I had that pride in my eyes. Her tears weren't unnoticed. I knew she was broken. I broke her. I can never forgive myself. My family, whatever they did to her is not acceptable. But she really thought I didn't fight for her. How can she think, that I will stop caring for her. I'm her loverboy. Once a Sharon loverboy always a Sharon loverboy. But she is not wrong in standing up for her self esteem. She is right in her place. she was ready to give away her life for me. I knew she still loved me. But situations isn't appropriate enough for us to be together. But I know she's my only partner for life. It's her or on one.

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Swayam turned the stereo on and the song which had stopped abruptly, continued.

Pyaas ka ye safar katam hojayega.. Kuch adhura sa jo tha pura hojayega... Jhuk gaya aasmaan
Mill gaye do jahaan...Har taraf hai milan ka samaa...Doliya hain saji, khushbuein har kahin...Padhne aaya Khuda khud yahaan..

swayam smiled at these lines. Could they be together he thought. Sharon could hear the song, the song was so captivating that she got up and moved towards the rehearsal hall. Swayam turned around and his eyes met Sharon's eyes.

The song was still playing

Hamari adhuri kahani...Hamari adhuri kahani..

They both cried seeing each other. Both of them longed for each other. They were so lost in each other's eyes that they didn't know when they had minimised the distance between them. After a lot of time that had passed. Swayam spoke

' I'm shattered Sharon. Fixing me will take a lifetime.'

Tears weren't stopping from both their eyes. She put her left palm on his left cheek and said

'I've become a broken glass swayam, holding me will only bleed you.'

She cried aloud. Swayam wiped her tears and said

' It's only a hiatus Sharon I promise that'

Sharon's eyes brightened.

She finally had a smile of relief.

'yes swayam it's only a hiatus'

she replied

' I hope'

she thought to herself and moved out of the rehearsal hall leaving him smiling through his tears.

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