Swaron FF: An Unforgettable Mistake (Updated Chapter 13) - Page 2

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Chapter 2

Silence awaited both of them, he wanted to kill himself for reminding both of them of all the pain they had suffered, and she wanted to jump out of the car because she didn't want to deal with him at all. No matter how irrational they felt inside they weren't going to do anything stupid, at least now. She stayed quiet at first while he cursed himself.

"I think you know why I didn't tell you, and yes I did think about it before, hence you and me were over." She said it with such a coldness that it was hard for him to digest. Was the idea of them having a child so disgusting to her?

He stayed quiet for the rest of the trip and as they got closer to her city he asked for an exact address and directions. Nearing a relatively new building Swayam saw the newly built apartments and expected one of them to be Sharon's.

She said her thankyou and moved towards the door when he spoke again, "I would have never forced you, you know?" He said it with the most sincerity a former lover could.

She looked into his eyes, not sure if it was the truth or not, "no you wouldn't have, you would have emotionally blackmailed me instead." She flatly stated her belief.

He closed his eyes in pain, realizing how low he had dropped in her eyes. How could she not trust his love, and that it was meant all for her before anything else. "I stayed shut up in front of our families for your sake Sharon! I wanted to marry you the minute I told you that I loved you; you said you needed time and I waited without questioning. I waited and kept waiting while you did what ever you wanted. I'm sorry Sharon but from where I'm standing you emotionally blackmailed me."

Sharon who was about to leave his car couldn't help but let tears escape her eyes, why did he have to do this now and that too after 5 years. He grasped her wrist and yanked her body to face him.

"If anyone deserves an apology then its me Sharon, you ruined me." He whispered nearing her face.

His eyes scanning every corner of her face, trying to ignite every inch of her body with his sincere and stern eyes.

She finally gathered all her courage to speak up, "what did you expect Swayam, we break the news to our parents saying we're pregnant.' Huh? I was for f**ks sake 24 years old! I had an entire career ahead of me, and a life that I worked my ass off for. I didn't spend my years and my education all to give up for something like becoming so called housewife.' My parents invested their life in me to do something great, become somthing, something I invested my life completely into. How the fu*k is it fair that you get all you want, being successful and rich, and then topped of with a trophy wife plus an automatic kid? ARE you seriously that delusional as a man to ignore that women too have dreams apart from running a home? Because if that's the case then THANK GOD I LEFT YOU WHEN I DID!" She screeched out her words so it would hurt him hard.

He was dumbstruck at her outrage but more so at her own delusional state of fabricated mind. Her belief was simply to make Swayam the villain of the story, probably making it easier for her to digest it herself. "I wouldn't have made you do anything except carry that child safely to term, I would have given up my entire life so your dreams would come true. I would stepped back in my own career if that's how much u wanted yours/" He stated it quietly and flatly.

She was lost for words for sure, but not at all convinced. "Please! This is just a way to guilt trip a selfish' women like me. As a man you think you make me feel bad about aborting a child and then give me some sorry ass speech about how you could have let go of your own dreams for mine?

She paused and with pure venom continued, "firstly I would had to listen to you my entire life how you gave it up for me, and then from my own child that it's mother is a work obsessed bitch who doesn't have time for it. I am sorry if I chose the easier option in life, but I am not sorry for what I did. Welcome to the 21^st century where women actually have a choice. Let go of my hand Swayam, we were done a long time ago."

He first didn't realize he was holding onto it, and then didn't let go; instead he let a tear drop from his eyes. At this point he felt like she had lost absolute control over her emotions, screaming at him was only to reaffirm everything she wanted to believe. It was all in her head because she knew he loved her very much.

He looked down and then slowly back up at her, moving in closer and diminishing the gap between their foreheads he whispered and cried, "I can't." He wanted nothing but to kiss her lips after all those years, just to feel her warmth all over him again. A part him so desperately wanted to, but so much was stopping him as well, knowing that this was going to go nowhere.

Suddenly he let go of her hand and without even thinking a second longer Sharon ran out the door to her apartment. She didn't wait for him to utter another word and banged his car door as loudly as she could. Leaving him cursing out loud in his car. He hated that she had such a strong pull over him regardless of what she did, he hated that he probably loved her even after what she did. This wasn't right and neither fair on him, he believed that he played the cards correctly, that he deserved better didn't he? Why the heartless bitch who refused to believe him even now?

He drove for a little while thinking that he was headed back home, realising that he had unfinished business with Sharon to tend to, which couldn't wait a second longer. He parked his car in a nearby alleyway and then pretended to be a drunken idiot who forgot his key to get past the main security, so they would open up. He had memorised the room that had lightened up when Sharon ran towards her apartment, so he could roughly guess her apartment number. He took off his jacket and loosened his tie to breath before doing this, and then he knocked.

Sharon was sitting in her room trying to unpin her sari from her shoulder while contemplating all that had gone through the evening, finally managing to get the pin out she relieved her fingers before going any further. And then she heard some vigorous knocking, thinking that it was her neighbour since her bell hadn't gone off, so she walked over to open the door. Only to be shocked by his presence. There he stood in his crisp white shirt that dangled a tie around its collar with a jacket over his arm. She honestly didn't know how he got in and she certainly didn't want him there, but there was no stopping him. After a few seconds he made his way into her apartment.

"Swayam this isn't the time nor place, please leave and don't make this any more difficult then it already is. I don't need a scene created here."

He didn't utter a word, yet he stared at her. Her sari was barely hanging on her shoulder and her eyes were only on him.

He smirked at her then, "make me."

She was annoyed and angry, this wasn't how men were supposed to behave and especially men that respected women.

Her eyes went back up at his open buttoned shirt; everything about Swayam screamed sex at that very moment, but the dangerous kind. But she had to deviate her mind no matter what. He couldn't possibly be here just for that could he?