Hey guys how are you all. So D3 is ending so end of Swaron too. I dont know if they will show Swaron patch up properly in the show or not. For me Swaron iss not just a mere TV couple they are someone who has defined love for me. So this is an OS on current track patch up. My version of an emotion patch up.It is abit bad only dint turnout the way i wanted yet give it a try and pls give feed back and i will update my other works this week sorry for the delay was busy with new job. Thanks for the support 😊
One last time
"Lets park this this musical is going to be our last performance"
"last performance as couple"
"last performance"
Despite of her trying hard to focus on the performance which marked the end of musical , these were the only thoughts running in her mind. She had thought it will be better for them to part their ways to be happy but she when the day came when she hard to do this she s finding it really hard.
"Bharat chal jaldi properties leke aa...jaao"
She turned around locating him. Flash of their memories good bad.. everything ran infornt of her eyes.
He is not just a mere boy friend or ex- boy friend for her. He is an addiction , headache, support,... many more . He is her life. Yet she choose to break up with him.
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She went back to the day when she said those words to him. She kept crying repenting her own words. She knew if she would give a call or message Swayam will understand her as usual. Just when she was about to d the same she remebered the look on his face when she asked him for a break. His heart broke into million pieces she could see that still she went ahead asking for a break coz she was angry. She offened him.. she offened their love ad she didnt have a rason why she did that .
"May be his bua is right im not the correct person for him. I love you Swayam I love yo so much...so much ...but i end up hurting to every damm time.Not any more Swayam. I can never make you happy... you deserve every bit of happiness. I'll make sure you will get it."
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She knew she had to break him up to make him go away from her. This might give him pain but this is better for him. Staying away acting harsh is not easy especialy when the person frm whom you want to hide your emotions understand you more than yourself.
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He felt a gaze hitting him he turned back to see her staring at him with moist eyes. The moment she realised he was staring at her she turned away hiding her emotions yet again.
"Why do your eyes convey me something else Sharon"
A relationship status cant end the love two individuals have shared. No matter what he knows that he cannot hate Sharon or give her place to any one. Somewhere in corner of heart he knows Sharon feels the same for him. The way she gets effected by every small reaction of his and covers it up by insulting him more. Only thing he failed to understand is why she does it. If being away from him makes her happy so be it he thought.
"I love you Sharon...I miss you"
He turned around wiping a lone tear and waited for her to perform one last time with her.
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She closed her eyes taking in the moment as this is going to be their last performance. She eaned to live every moment of this dance as she is going to live her entire life with the memories of this dance. He held her by waist. She looked into his eyes letting her emotions flow for one last time.
They moved to the tunes of their heart forgetting the world around. They have lived their love once again for one last time through the performance.
They came out the trance when they have heard a loud applause . It was a cheerful moment for the entire world around them but it was the most painful moment for them. Sharon removed her grip from Swayam's neck and slowly started moving back as Swayam stood rooted to the stage. She turned around and ran back to the room unable to hold the tears flowing.
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She ran to the green room. She kept wiping her eyes but the tears didnt take the name of stopping. She wanted this then why is hurting so much even after convincing herself that Swayam will be happy.
She felt a grip on her shoulder, she turned around wiping her tears trying to cover up to find Simmi staring at her with a questioning look. She hugged her tightly crying her heart out.
"Thank you Simmi"
"Sharon i dont know or may be i know the reason why you are crying dont you think you are being.."
"Im doing it for everyones good Simmi ..."
"Your wish Sharon btw i just came to tell that we are going to Swayam's house in the evening for his farewell party"
"what farewell party"
"Oh ya he is leaving for US for 2 years to pursue his studies.. "
"What yeh kab hua i mean US uska plan bhi nahi tha... shayad.."
"Ya quite surprising... mujhe bhi kal hi patha chala infact he did everything in few days it seems... he left home to pack aaj raat ko nikal raha hai"
"Simmi i got to go.."
"Sharon par"
Simi sighed and smirked looking at herself in mirror.
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"Ha bua kar raha hu paking raat ke flight hai... mid night pahunch jaunga jodhpur ha aap rakho ab"
Swayam sat in his room. He came back to his house right after the performance. Feeling of emptiness engulfed him. He threw all the clothes around in frustration. He sat in the corner letting his emotions flow.
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She reached his house in a ziffy. She didnt know what and why she is doing this the thought of not seeing him anymore is killing. Hurting or loving each other she wanted him to be there next to her. She entered his room just to see him sitting in the corner holding a pic of hers. Seeing a few bags packed. She didint know why she felt angry why did she feel like hitting him ... She went and threw the suitcase away.
He looked at her with a surprise.
"Sharon"
She kept throwing all the packed stuff in the room.
"Sharon tum... yaha... and what are you doing. Sharon stop"
"How dare you..."
"Sharon kya..hua..and "
She started hitting him pulling his hair
"Sharon stop"
He held her by force and pinned her to the wall.
She looked at him panting with puffed eyes with anger ...pain ...
"Hua kya tumhe Sharon .."
She tried hitting him again.
"How dare you leave... you will leave me and go... ek baar bhi batana zaroori ahi samja... how can you ... Kaha jaa rahe ho koi aur milgayi hai kya... uske paas jaa rahe ho..bolo.bolo."
"Enough Sharon... kya bakwas kar rahi ho... and aur agar mein kahi bhi chalajau kisike saath rahu ab..tumhe farak kyun padega Sharon ... you hate my presence around you... mere aath rehna nahi chati mere saath dance karna nhi chahti.. tera problem kya hai Sharon tumhe chaiye kya ."
He held her demanding an answer...
"You"
"I..I thought that it will be okay i t will be good for us to be away but the moment you went away i just couldnt breathe... i need you more than anything.."
"but ...but you dont deserve this pain na Swayam...my complex nature...my emotions...every time i end up hurting you.. thats why i have decided to move away make you move away from me...but when you are moving away..i dunno y im not able to take it..."
"I want to let you go...but im not able to... i..love you so much...i dont even know why i came here.. i...i.m so sorry . I..should.."
He placed his lips on hers making calming her down. She was taken back by his sudden reaction. Gently..yet firmly he kissed her pouring his love almost answering her unanswered questions. She wound her arms pulling him more to herself. He broke after a few minutes leaving her breathless.
He rested his forehead on her smiling to himself. While she cried holding him. He cupped her face.
"Look at me Sharon"
She looked in to his eyes which were moist..
"I Love you and mujhe nahi patha ki mein yeh tumhe kab yekein dila paunga ki i can never be happy without you..i dont know why par nahi reh paunga khush mein..."
"How can you love me so much..i have hurt you so much...agar mein tumhari jagah hoti tho...o wuld have hated that person.."
"Pata nahi..."
"Ilove you Swayam...i want you to be happy... but i"
"Be with me Sharon if you want me to be happy be with me.."
"Are you sure..."
He nodded his head... kissing her forehead while she pulled him into a hug...
"So... nahi jaa rahe ho na..."
He pulled out of the hug..
"And btw tum itna emotional kaise hogayi..i mean mein tho"
"wht do you mean kaise ho gayi...tum 2 saal ke lye US jaarahe ho and tumne mujhe bataya tak nahi and "
"What!! US 2 saal...hold on Sharon mein jodhpur jaa raha tha 2 din keliye"
"KYAA...par Simmi ne tho..."
He started laughing while Sharon felt like a dumb ass. She started hitting him again as he ran for his life.
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