Faili thi siyaah raatein
"What are u watching so intently sharon that u didn't even feel my presence?" he asked "This lovely morning swayam. Its such a beautiful sight. Isn't it?" She queationed him "Yeah it is Sharon..actually u know I love morning." He replied "Why?" She asked "Coz subah bilkul tumhari tarah hoti h sharon ek dum fresh" he uttered these words involuntarily
A light smile touched her lips. He never left a chance to make her feel special. She turned her face to see him lost in the morning as if feeling her in it.. She turned back towards the window and leaned her head on his shoulders..
Kuch toh hai tujhse Raabta
Kuch toh hai tujhse Raabta
Kaise hum jane humein kya pata
Kuch toh tujhse Raabta
Ab kya hai kehna
Humko hai rehna
Jannatein bhoola ke
Teri bahoon mein pannah leke
"Can I ask u something swayam??" She said "Hmmm" was his rply while he handed her a cup of coffee "How can someone as good as u love girl like me so much swayam?? Mera attitude, arrogance, stupidity, tantrums and moreover yeh jante hue ki mein kbhi tumhe pyar karungi bhi ya nhi...kaise karte ho tum yeh sab" she questioned him while a lone tear escaped her eyes. He felt her emotions..her questioning gaze and as her tear touched his shoulder he couldn't help but turn her towards him. She was now facing him. He wiped her tear with his thumb making her close her eyes and replied "Kuch karna nhi padta..pyar sab karwa deta hai..infact mera dil toh tabse sharon ka tha mujhe pata bhi nhi tha pyaar hota kya hai."
He cupped her face and said lovingly " aage se aapne baare mein aisa kuch mat sochna sharon jo mujhe hurt kare please..kyunki for me Sharon tum iss duniya ki sabse khoobsurat insaan ho."
Faili thi siyaah raatein
Aaya tu subah leke
Bewajah si zindgi mein
Jeene ki wajah leke
She remember how much reluctant she was to start a new relationship in life with him. She never had a good experience with relations. Her parents died when she was 5 in an accident. Her aunty who was soul reason of her survival after her parents death also died wen she was 18..leavind her alone in this world. But her faith in relations and love died the day she came to know about he fiance betrayal..he just moved on in his life leaving her all shattered coz he didn't like her anymore and felt that she is not the right person for him...she couldn't understand what was so wrong with her that whoever person she loved had left her alone on her own to survive...from that point of life she couldn't make herself believe in love...she considered this all as infatuation which fades away wid time..
She made up her mind to stay away from love and commitment. But then swayam's entry in her life, made al the difference. His attempt to woo her..his efforts to bring a smile on her face...and his unconditional love which can b felt from his every gesture.
Meherbani jaaye jaate
Mujhpe kar gaya
Guzarta sa lamha ek
Daaman bhar gya
Tera naazara mila
Roahan sitara mila
Taqdeer ka jaise
Koi Ishara mila
"She loved spending time wid him, talking to him...coz they are friends..very good friends " she convinced herself. She knew a day will come wen he will confess his feelings for her and that day would be the last day of their friendship coz she can never accept his proposal nd live with th fear of losing the person she loved. Therefore she tried her bt to push swayam away from her and her thoughts. But swayam showed her the new meaning of love.
FLASHBACK
"Swayam kya hua..why r u sad?? Kuch hua kya??" Sharon asked "Nothing sharon" Swayam replied and started walking away "Swayam u can tell me after all we r friends " Sharon said grabbing his wrist to stop him. "Main tumhare liye jo feel karta hun uske baad main tumhara dost kbhi nhi ban sakta..Do u get that?? Mai jhoot bolke thak gya hun sharon..hum aise behave kar rhe hai as if hum best friends ho..but ab nhi bohut hide and seek ho gya sharon..bohut chipa liya..tumse..khudse...I love you dammit. Can't u see that" he replied angrily leaving sharon shocked. She knew this day would come and she feared it as now she will lose her only friend too. "What rubbish?? How can u think so?? U r just a friend for me...dats it. Is that clear??" Sharon replied back "No it is not" said swayam angrily walking towards her. He grabbed her hand and pinned her to the wall.
"Tum apni limits cross kar rhe ho" she said " Ok..fine toh bata do meri limit kya hai?? Mai tumhe chu nhi sakta?? Tumhare paas nhi aa sakta?? Tumhe door se hi dekh sakta hun?? Tum se baat nhi kar sakta?? Tum jo limit dogi usi mein rahunga lekin tumhare saath hi rahunga Sharon...Bolo sharon kya main aur tum hum nhi ho sakte??" Swayam said angrily waving his away from her and turning his back towards sharon. "This can't be possible Swayam..I cannot live again with a fear of losing someone who means alot to me." Sharon said in a whisper audible enough for him
"Sharon tum jitna mujhe door karne ki koshish karogi mein utna tumhe apne paas pull karunga" he replied " Trust karke toh dekho nhi tutne dunga mein tumhare dil ko" "But I don't thinkI can ever love u back swayam..All u'll get will be just hurt from this relationship" she replied weakly "Pyar dard nhi deta..pyar mein expectation dard dete hai. Jisko pyar karte hai uski khushi mein khushi dhundke dekho zindgi kitni sunder hai...aur mein tumhe woh khushi dena chahta hun." He replied clamly "Aur dekhna sharon ek din mein tumhe mujhe pyar karne k liye majboor kar dunga...I'll make u fall in love wid me sharon" he said confidently " tab tak tumhare paas time hai try kar ke dekh lo mujhse pyar na karna"
FLASHBACK END
Ruthi huyi khwaishon se
Thodi si sulah leke
Aaya tu khamoahiyon mein
Baaaton ki jirah leke
Khoya tha samundaron mein
Tanha safina mera
Sahilon pe aaya hai tu
Jaane kis tarah le ke
"Sharon coffee thandi ho jayegi" swayam said reminding her..and breaking her chain of thoughts..bringing her back to her present..her gift...her swayam. Life can never be this beautiful..atleast she never imagined life to b this beautiful. Now she knew its really very hard not to fall for him..nd now since she ia sure of her feelings towards him...its high time she should now confess too..Sharon mentally thought
"I love u swayam" sharon said out of blues making him gasp He was overwhelmed that finally she confessed her love..her feeling. He couldn't help but engulf her in a hug and placing a kiss on her forehead. A kiss of assurance that this is the new beginning of their life which will be filled with her smile, he will take care of her each nd every day and will hold her hand until then end of time.
Every thing in life seems right, with the right person in life to make ur journey of love easy..
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