After discussing RDX sir's party at the TanHa AT for well..a few weeks now.. I couldn't resist reminiscing about that night on the forum. They say epics aren't created overnight, but this one was and what a night too! A lanky-boy next-door finally got a glimpse of the dream. The dream that was Sharon Rai Prakash, the Diva. She had everything looks, talent, style, money but most important of all a golden heart, a heart she was too afraid to let the world see. A heart she kept imprisoned more securely than Fort Knox so it couldn't be trampled on by the ruthless world. I'm not going to narrate the scene here, there is no need. Every SwaRon fan knows it by heart. Instead I will talk about what that night meant to Swayam and Sharon and us. We knew Swayam loved Sharon. What we couldn't figure out was why, why does he love her so much? We saw what the rest of the world saw- an arrogant bitch and we couldn't for the life us make sense of the perfect guy mooning over her. That night, we saw. When the dope kicked in and the mask came down we saw a thing so beautiful, so radiant that most of us spent the next one and half years defending every mean barb Sharon threw at Swayam. For Swayam that night was merely an affirmation. He knew the truth, had seen it in her eyes long before we had even bothered to look. That night gave him the strength to keep loving and keep hoping. For Sharon that night was the night her well constructed walls developed that 1st fatal crack. In that brief drug induced moment the floodgates had opened and bathed her heart in the sunshine of Swayam's love. Her soul had soaked up his warmth and surrendered. For one brief moment she had been exactly where she was destined to be, in his arms. As expected her mind fought back soon enough but her heart that had been held captive for so long had tasted freedom and proceeded to put up a fight that became the SwaRon story. What followed was a vortex of pain, love, passion, denial and surrender. A vortex in which we tossed around along with those two and loved every minute of it.
As I write this I am unbelievably grateful to the people who made this possible:
The writers- I have cursed more often than I have praised but I will be eternally thankful to them for creating this magic. It is easy to write extravagant, larger than life scenes and dialogues but subtlety takes talent. They showed us Sharon's true face with just one line- "kya dekh rahe ho tum?" The girl who walked like she owned the world, who sneered at her countless admirers, who threw a disdainful yeah so' look at whoever told her she was the best, in five words laid bare her disbelief at being considered worthy of being looked at with such utter devotion. For me that was the moment I fell in love with Sharon Rai Prakash.
Shantanu Maheshwari/Swayam Shekhawat - I didn't believe inexperience could be a blessing till I saw him. His rawness added to his character's innocence. His not-yet-pitch-perfect voice made Swayam sound huskier and somehow added that fairydust to the scene. When he whispered "tum bahut special ho, humara first kiss bhi bahut special hoga" in his raw, immature voice we felt our hearts skid to a stop. The guy won over a million hearts that night and rightly so.
Sneha Kapoor/Sharon Rai Prakash - Sneha was a newcomer portraying a character so complex she could be a case study for advanced psychology students and in this sequence she had to show every layer of that formidable personality. Did she succeed? Damn right she did! Reams have been written about her acting. The creatives and her co-actors have publically stated that she was scary to work with coz she was so good and in this sequence she showed why. Be it the disgust on her face while abusing the weaklings in the beginning, the wobble in her steps while walking along the pool reiterating her confidence about Swayam not being able to deny her anything, the initial hesitation in her body language when he asks her for a dance, the following surrender, the blessed smile on her face as she let Swayam's words touch her soul, the gratitude in her tears as he wiped them, the devotion in the soft kiss she planted on his palm or the shock and horror in her eyes when she woke up and realized she had committed the cardinal sin, Sneha Kapoor was beyond brilliant. Everything about her portrayal of Sharon was subtle yet it reverberated like an executioner's gong in our mind. Perhaps the biggest testimony to her brilliance is the fact that in the period from Swayam asking her for a dance to her running out of the venue, she had a grand total of two dialogues with one of them being just one word- "Swayam". Sharon's life changed in that period, the fairytale called SwaRon began in that period and all Sneha needed to convey that was two lousy dialogues.
I can't be preposterous enough to think I may have captured the beauty of what conspired between those two diametrically different people that night in such few words but I do hope I reminded people of what we fell in love with and brought a smile, maybe nostalgic maybe wistful, on their faces.
Here are a few pictures to help relive that first breeze of loveš