Part 2:
kunwar didn't get what to reply so he says "wo...sorry...i was thinking something tho...anyways sorry muje aise gussa nahi hona chahie tha tumpe..." saying this he once again try to start the car...he did not want to think about anything related to shakz at that moment...he was unable to resist what'z happening with him today...the resolution he made when shakz went to NY, all are breaking today..off course by him...he decided that now onward he will not think about his past and how he used to feel about shakz that's why he immediately accepted charlie and decided to move on in his life with her...
his chain of thoughts were again broke by shakz ...
shaks : tumne aisa kyun kiya kunwar...mere sath (she was totally not in her senses..her head was resting on a seat and she was making some designs in the air with her finger and talking to kunwar)
kunwar looks at her in a total disbelieve...he did wrong with her???okay he was not sure about what matter she was talking but not even in dreams he did something bad to shakz till date...and she is openly blaming him...
kunwar : i dont know about what you are talking shakti...please tum hosh mein nahi ho..hum fir baat karenge...let me first drop you home...they were in some deserted road where apart from their car parking in one side of the road, no vehicles were passing on the road...
shakti :no(turns to kunwar).. muje abhi baat karni hai...tumhe nahi karni hai tho mat karo...but sun tho sakte ho meri baat..
kunwar was really getting tensed the way shakti is behaving...the way she is talking, anyone can make out that she wants to talk about something serious issue but at the same time she was not in her senses..and she was not even ready to agree on what kunwar is saying..again his thought process was disturbed by shakti...
shakti : please (folding her hands in a pleading guesture) meri baat sunlo aaj...muje nahi pata fir kabhi main tuje ye sari baat bata paungi ki nahi...aur...aur...tumhe pata hai kunwar ye sab batein muje andar hi andar khaye jarahe hai..kabse...main teek se so bhi nahi parahi hoon in baaton ki waje se...i need to share them with you...please kunwar..sun lo na meri bat
kunwar felt bad for shakti..she is in some problem since many days and he didn't know about that..and he is in his own world...he felt guilty for not being with her in such situation...so he stops starting the car...
kunwar : bolo shakti...kya baat hai...jo tumhe itni pareshan kar rahi hai??
shakti smiles looking at him and says "tum solve karoge na meri problem?? (in a sweet voice)"...before kunwar could open his mouth to reply she continues "off course solve karoge tum meri problem...kyun ki...kyun ki" amar was eagerly waiting for shakz to complete her sentence for some unknown reasons...but next thing what shakti said makes him spellbound...
shakti : "kyun ki tum hi tho ho meri problem..(hiccup) she bites her tongue and says "sorry wo (again hiccup) kuch jada hi chad gai hai aaj muje ..(smiles widely)"
kunwar after few long seconds, coming back to his senses "what do you mean shakti?? main aur tumhari problem??i mean..how??" totally confused..but his questions trigger shakti this time..
shakti : (in a serious tone) haan tum...tumhi ho mere problem kunwar..sirf tumhi ho meri iss chote se dimaag ko kachada karne wale insaan...
kunwar was shocked to hear such a statement on him...how on earth he did this serious damage to shakti...???
shakti : kya ghoor rahe ho?? (after a pause) kyun kiya mere sath aisa kunwar?? kyun?? (her eyes started to fill now slowly) you know...??? nahi...you dont know anything you idiot...(kunwar did not get what shakti is talking but he thought to let her say whatever is bothering her..) agar tumhe charlie hi chahie thi tho mere sath "haye rama" kyun kar rahe the??
kunwar : what???(he was totally in a shock now)
shakti : haan you cheat...mere sath (counting with her fingers) "hum the woh thi", "radha kaise na jale", "in lamhon ke daaman", haye rama" aur "tujko jo paya" sab kiya tumne...sab(sobbing now) aur muje chod ke charlie ko accept kiya apne real life mein??? (holding his collar) kyun kunwar?? kyun??? kya tumhe wo sab song karte waqt mere sath, kuch bhi feel nahi hua??wo sab tumhare lie really acting hi thi??
kunwar was "shocked" would be a understatement that moment...he couldn't react to shakti's any words...he never in his dreams thought that shakti would accuse him in future for all those moments who were most precious in his life once upon a time...may be now also he cant deny that those moments are precious to him..
shakti : tumhe pata tha kunwar??you knew about my dreams right??you knew na that i wanted to go abroad to learn dance in future...??i thought you would be the most happiest person to know that finally i got that chance in my life...aur jaane se pehle i was about to express my feelings to you...but you (hitting with her finger in his chest), bloody actor...tumne mere jaane ka waqt aaya tho charlie ko apna gf banake social site pe announce kardia??? do you even have slightest idea about...how i felt at that time??(starts crying)
it was really a big blow for kunwar...his heart was jumping like a drunk monkey in his heart but his mind was blank thinking about charlie...he didn't know how to react??what to reply to shakti??whether to accept that he had feelings for her??may be still he has...or just to avoid answering shakti as she was not in her senses...totally drunk...but people say truth in drunken state right???
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