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First love
How do you know when you love someone? How can I be sure that I've fallen for you, maybe I've just stumbled and not fallen. Does that even make sense? Why do I think of you when I hear romantic songs? Why are the moments spent with you the first things that come to mind when I think of love? Why do I dream of us getting married and having kids? Why do I imagine kissing you hugging you and walking down the street holding your hand?
I know we broke up but I still think of you at least once a day.. no scratch that..i think of you a dozen times a day. I remember how it felt to be in your arms, I still recognize your sent till this day. I get a tingly feeling when you are near me, it's like I can't breath properly. It's like my body stops responding to me and surrenders to you. I suddenly remember that I haven't brushed my hair properly, that maybe I should have worn the other dress this morning. And when I hear your name I can't help but blush and a smile spreads across my face. I feel like I'm losing myself to you, but this time I don't mind.
I still dream of the day we might get back together, even though it seems almost impossible these days. Do you still love me? Sometimes I even doubt your love but I know it's because I'm insecure and I know that your love was real. But I wonder if you've moved on.. then you smile at me and all my doubts are cleared.
You know what I hate the most? It's the feeling I get when I see you talking to other girls, laughing with them or even look at them. I know it doesn't make sense since I was the one that ended it With you, but surely you must know that I still care, that I still miss you, that I still need you..
All these feelings are so new to me. I'm not used to staying up half the night thinking about boys, trying to analize someones actions and trying to find clues that maybe, maybe that boy cares and still loves me. With you I know I'll always be safe and no matter what happens you'll be there for me. I just hope I'll one day be able to be there for you.
I remember everything about you, every word you spoke, every tear you wiped and every promise you made. It's funny how I was scared of your intensity when I feel just as much for you..if not more and now I've understood that I do love you. I LOVE YOU..I LOVE YOU with all that I am..
Edited by Swaron93 - 12 years ago
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