SWARON OS: THE REALIZATIONS ( FOR DEEP'S B'DAY)

Tuck...Tuck... The knock on his door brought him back from his thoughts.

He refused to raise his head and curled himself in the shape of a ball and continued shedding tears. He was in this state from past few hours after he had witnessed his love undergoing such pain.

And the thought that she refused to share her pain with him killed him.

If only he would have not forced her to dance today...never she would have let him know about her asthma.

He had challenged her that if she danced for him for one last time he will never question her decision of leaving dance. But he was unaware what was coming his way.

He had did this to make her realize that dance only is her true passion...she is born to be a dance and not mere just a manager of a dancing team.

Sharon on the other hand accepted his challenge thinking if she takes this risk. She would free him forever from the bond which binds him to her. It would allow him to live his life away from her...away from all the sadness and hurt in his life...which according to her...she was the sole reason of their existence.

According to what Simmi had told her she used her inhaler before hand ...to avoid getting breathless while she was going to perform one last piece of dance for the person who meant everything for her.

She wore a fiery red dress...and looked breathtaking beautiful. She had a look at her for one last time in the mirror before she made her way out of the locker room.

It took her back to the memories of her childhood when she had made a promise to her dad that day when she had performed for the first time.

She had worn a red frock and had danced in front of her dad showing the routine to her dad which she was going to perform the next day.

Her dad had praised her a lot and even called her an angel and had said her that she looks so beautiful in it because red is the colour of love and he even said she looks the best in it.

It's not that she looked less pretty in any other colour but there was something different about red colour. Her fair complexion in combination with the colour took her beauty to another level.

The next day she had danced wearing a white colour frock on being questioned by her dad, that why she changed her dress...

A small 8 year old girl had answered...

"Dad, you said Red is the colour of love. So, I would dance wearing red colour only for the person I love."

Sharon had loved only two men in her life... one was her Dad...which was the reason of her existence...and today she was going to dance for him... wearing the same colour which itself was a proof of her love for him.

She wiped the tears flowing from her eyes and made her way out towards the hall where he was waiting for her.

She saw him standing leaning over a pillar dressed in white looking drop dead handsome as usual. His hair perfectly combed.

"How can someone not love you Swayam."

And she blew a kiss towards him. Building the hard shell around her again, which could cover her emotions she went and stood posing right in the center of the hall ready to dance for the one last time.

He turned around and looked at her...His heart did summer saults seeing her like this. He knew her know for 5 years...but till today every time he saw her he would fell in love with her all over again.

He soon stopped smiling remembering his decision...he will find out the reason which was keeping her away from dance.

Soon the music played and she started dancing and he matched her... She was dancing with all heart...letting her emotions flow.

Soon, her hidden emotions for her took over and she danced around him... not even moving an inch away from him...

He stared at her witnessing the way she was dancing...he stood in the center and saw her taking turns around him...

He raised his hands to hold her in his arms, His hands remained in the air when he saw her getting breathless and coughing.

He then noticed that she was not able to breathe properly...and he held her asking her what happened.

Forgetting about her secret getting out...she grew restless and ran like a mad searching for her bag.

She saw he bag in one corner of the hall and ran towards it. Her condition worsening every passing second, he followed her questioning her...

She sat on the floor emptying her bag contents on the ground searching for her inhaler.

He sit besides her getting worried on her behavior...but his voice was stuck in his throat unable to question her any further when he saw her removing an inhaler and inhaling the medicine.

She pumped thrice and inhaled the medicine it took her several minute to settle but her breathing remained unsteady.

Within minutes her whole body was covered with sweat as the uneasiness was pulling life out of her.

After her breathing got steady and she was able to breathe normally... she remembered about his presence and looked up to find tears flowing from his eyes.

She raised her hands to wipe them off his face... but stopped in between thinking she is only the reason behind them and ran away leaving him behind.

He was too numb to react...He could bear any amount which will come his way...but the pain of seeing in her in such a state was unbearable for him.

Rey opened the door of his door when his knocks were unanswered. He was in his own state of misery. Only he knew what Sharon and Swayam mean to him and seeing them in pain was way too painful for him.

He somewhere held himself responsible too for their conditions. How could he be so blind to not see the misery his best friends were going through!

He should have too questioned Sharon about the reason behind her denial for dance. After all they had begun their journey together and today he moved forward as a professional dancer leaving behind her old companion who meant more than a sister to him.

Only he knew how scared he was when he saw her breathless lying on the ground trying to reach the inhaler lying at some distance.

He had never seen her in such a state before. He had never confessed but Sharon's strong and positive attitude was his strength. He was always scared of witnessing her shed tears. Her tears always scared her and today he had witnessed her in such a state.

From the day he had realized how much Swayam loves her he always thought Sharon was the lucky one but today he was forced to think over it he was unable to make who loved the other more, Swayam or Sharon.

He had mentioned it but knowing she had asthma was scaring him to death. He feared he may lose her forever. He was very sure about it that without her his every success will be complete.

After Sharon told him everything and her point of view that why she wants to stay away from him. He straight went to meet Swayam he very well knew Sharon was the only person which can shake him till the roots.

He saw him curled up in a form of a ball. He rubbed his tears and called for him.

Swayam raised his head on hearing his best friend's, his big brothers voice and ran hugged him as a baby.

He cried his heart out...

Rey...Sharon...

I know...

You know...

Yes I do... I saw Sharon in college today. Rey confessed.

You saw her na...You saw how she was shivering...how she became breathless... Dam Rey...why my Sharon has to go through all this, why my Sharon ??

Rey hugged him and consoled him...when he refused to calm down. He finally gave up and shouted.

You both are Idiots. You two cry and make me also cry.

Swayam gave me a questioning look. Rey then signalled towards the door.

He saw his love standing at the corner of the door staring at the ground as if she is holding herself responsible for all this happenings in their lives.

Swayam got up and continued to stare at her where she continued crying and had started hiccupping too.

Rey held her wrist and got her inside and pushed her towards Swayam.

She landed on his chest and he quickly wrapped his hands around her. Rey gave them a bone crashing hug.

Rey... leave her dude. She may suffocate between us. Swayam said concerned.

Rey slammed his forehead and walked out of the room winking at Sharon.

He walked out leaving them behind locking the door from outside...he still had doubt on them that this two can leave in mid way. So he blocked there way of going out, and hoped that they will finally realize that they are incomplete without each other.

Sharon again hugged him burying her face in his neck.

Why didn't you tell me Sharon?? Why?? Swayam shouted.

Because I knew you won't be able to bear it... I know Swayam you love me the most and I can't afford to hurt you.

Why Sharon when I don't mean anything for you why all this?? He asked.

She cupped his face and rubbed the tears on his cheeks. I will answer you every unasked question today Swayam.

You wanted to ask me right why I always remove my anger on you?

I do it. Because you are the only one who could see how sensitive I am and you feel my pain. When I can't give you any happiness who am I to hurt you. But the only thing that could keep you away from me is my anger on you.

You wanted to ask me, why I wanted Trial relationship?

I never doubted your love for me. The one who was on test was me. I knew it I never deserved you. I wanted to make myself capable for your love. I wanted to give to all the love you deserved .I wanted to test whether I am right one for you or not.

You wanted to ask me, why I needed a break?

I needed a break because I had caused you pain all again and I wanted to punish myself for hurting you so much. And nothing can cause me more pain than staying away from you.

You wanted to ask me, Why I stopped our calls when I was in Delhi?

The time I reached Delhi, there wasn't a single second I didn't miss you. I missed you in my every breath. I just wanted to run in your arms. I had decided I will give you all the love in this world; I came to know about my asthma. You said I complete you. When I myself is incomplete how will I complete you.

You wanted to ask me, why I pushed you away from me?

The time you would have come to know about my asthma, you would have stopped dancing you would have left all your dreams all you opportunities of having a bright future behind and just stood by my side.

You wanted to ask me, why I didn't tell you about my asthma?

I can't dance Swayam...I can never Dance. This was killing me inside, but still I managed to manage myself if you would break that will break me Swayam...this will break me...

I can't see you in pain Swayam...I just can't...

Why Sharon?? He asked just tell me the answer for this please, he demanded.

Because...I ...I love you Swayam. I LOVE YOU.

He pulled her in a bone crashing hug finally content that he owns her heart. And as far asthma is concerned he will kick it out.

His love will never let her fail and her love will never let his decision get weak.

Finally, after all this they were together for real and he just prayed to god to don't allow her brain work more than necessary and never a thought of pushing him away crossed her mind again.

Hope you like it 😳

He refused to raise his head and curled himself in the shape of a ball and continued shedding tears. He was in this state from past few hours after he had witnessed his love undergoing such pain.

Pain...the other name of LOVE...u portrayed that so beautifully ...LOVE ...the way u showed sharon the little girl..her faith on love ...the little portion made me smile and believe in love even more...the wore Red the color of love just for him...the proof of her love for him...😳

A small 8 year old girl had answered...

"Dad, you said Red is the colour of love. So, I would dance wearing red colour only for the person I love."

Sharon had loved only two men in her life... one was her Dad...which was the reason of her existence...and today she was going to dance for him... wearing the same colour which itself was a proof of her love for him.

He turned around and looked at her...His heart did summer saults seeing her like this. He knew her know for 5 years...but till today every time he saw her he would fell in love with her all over again.

After her breathing got steady and she was able to breathe normally... she remembered about his presence and looked up to find tears flowing from his eyes.

She raised her hands to wipe them off his face... but stopped in between thinking she is only the reason behind them and ran away leaving him behind.

He was too numb to react...He could bear any amount which will come his way...but the pain of seeing in her in such a state was unbearable for him.

This part depicted their pain so well..his tears...her guilt..her pain...this is the most special portion of this OS...its just amazingly done...i want to say so many things about this sequence ...but this made me spellbound...

His realization part was amazingly done ...he finally got to know the reason behind her denial ..her pain..her reason...and somewhere he found himself responsible...the Reyam scene is a beauty..

You saw her na...You saw how she was shivering...how she became breathless... Dam Rey...why my Sharon has to go through all this, why my Sharon ??

You both are Idiots. You two cry and make me also cry.

.Awww i could feel their pain ..their love..this part gave me goose pimples...what followed was amusing..and beautiful...

Rey pushed her into his arms..and locked the door from behind...this reminded me the epic scene of abandoned corridor showdown ...went Kriyansh locked Swaron together...u made me nostalgic ...aha...

I loved the conversation..where she kept her heart like open book...in front of him...it was just so amazingly done ...When she said she would break if he would be broken...loved the lines...u just rock partner...

You wanted to ask me, why I didn't tell you about my asthma?

I can't dance Swayam...I can never Dance. This was killing me inside, but still I managed to manage myself if you would break that will break me Swayam...this will break me...

I can't see you in pain Swayam...I just can't...

those words every Swaronian are dying to hear...when he demanded his answer ..and she let her feelings reach him...those 3 magical words..

Why Sharon?? He asked just tell me the answer for this please, he demanded.