He grabbed her wrist firmly and dragged her inside the first empty classroom he found not even closing the door behind him. There was no way in hell he was going to let her get away so easily this time. She had crossed all her limits now. What does she think of herself accusing him of such things in front of so many people? Just because she knows he feels something for her she has no right to question his character that too in front of the whole collage. He pinned her against the wall, grabbed her wrist and held her left hand firmly behind her back. He grabbed her right hand placed it against the wall blocking her completely. Her eyes big filled with anger and somewhat fear. Her breathing slowly becoming heavy and she was constantly shouting at him threatening him to let her go. His eyes were filled with rage and hurt as he glared at her and his one glare made her throat go dry. She stopped shouting at him and whispered "le..let..me..g…go" and then unable to take his deadly glare she turned her head sideways but he grabbed her chin and made her look at him again setting her right hand free and said "why Sharon? why so scared now?...u didn't seem so scared outside where u were charging me with different accusations" she grabbed his hand from her free hand and tried to get out of his grip but to no use. He didn't leave her and then she said "I meant each and every word I said and u know what I should give u some credit for ur mind blowing acting" he slammed his hand against the wall near her face making her close her eyes and her heart beat faster. Swayam barked at her "oh so that is what you think of me….u know I had no idea after all I did to make you believe that I love you. You would still fall to such a level and accuse me of such stuff" Sharon started at him for a second as she digested what he just said and replied "how dare you!...I am not the one who has fallen to any level. It is you who is cheap and characterless" swayam once again glared at her said while pressing his body against her and once again grabbing her hand which he earlier set free "oh so I am characterless!...you know what I should have given u a proof of my cheapness when u spent the night alone, drunk with your head resting upon my chest" she stared at him in disbelief and tears which she was trying to hold back for so long ran down her cheeks. Swayam saw that and continued "ohh did that hurt Miss Sharon Raiprakash?...so how did it felt? I guess something like I feel whenever you say anything to me because you hardly say anything nice to me….but what a minute I guess that's how you talk to someone who is there whenever you need him, you is ready to do anything for you, someone who had committed a god damn mistake to fall for you" he left her and moved back running his hands through his hair fighting back his tears. While Sharon stood there dumb struck by what she just heard and unable to take it anymore she went towards him grabbed him by his collar and shouted at him "you are so disgusting…..how dare to talk to me like this…u are trying to make me feel bad when you are the one who has been playing games with me all along" swayam grabbed her by shoulders and shouted "shut up….I never played any games with you. My love for u was pure as due drops and I never even for a second thought that you would ever do such a thing to me…I always thought that u listen to ur brain and suppress ur feelings but I believed that u will listen to ur heart when time comes…but I was so wrong." He twirled her around and now pinned her against the desk. She was half lying and half standing while he was bending over her. She was numb for a moment when she looked in his eyes. They used to be so warm and whenever she would look in them she would feel like drowning in the pool of love in his eyes held for now but now she was scared of the coldness and bitterness in them. For a moment neither of them said anything and then he continued "do you honestly believe I am a characterless person?...do u honestly never felt anything for me? Do you honestly think I would play games with you? Do you honestly never saw the endless love for you in my eyes?" she was at loss of words. She didn't know what to say to him and then she felt a sudden pang of guilt in the heart slowly spreading in her entire body making her numb. She just started in his eyes trying to find the warmth she always felt whenever she looked into her swayam's eyes but there was no warmth right now. All she felt were chills down her spine when she looked in them and it hurt her more than she could have ever imagined. "Stop" said swayam and her eyes grew bigger in confusion. "stop spilling those precious tears as if anything I said even for a second mattered to you Sharon Riaprakash" she was taken aback with the amount of coldness in his tone. It was the same with it as it was with his eyes. Everything about him which used to give her a warm feeling was suddenly turning icy. His words pierced through her heart cutting it in several pieces and she remembered what she just said to him in the cafeteria how his face looked, like a wrecked person who is hurt beyond repair. She could now feel how he must have felt when she talked to him in her usually bitter manner and more tears ran down her cheeks. Swayam tightened his hold on her shoulders, pulled her up from the desk and once again slammed her against the wall shouting "I SAID STOP" and she closed her eyes in fear as goose bumps rose on her skin and more tears ran down cheeks. She didn't open her eyes to look in his cold ones again. He waited for her to open her eyes and accuse him of something again but that didn't happen and her body started to shake due to suppressed sobs. He brought his face close to her so that inches were left between them and said "main tumhein ek minute main apna bana sakta hoon" his voice still had that bitter end to it. She could feel his hot breath upon her face and knew what was coming her way. She didn't say anything. She was ready to surrender and she could feel almost no space between their lips but then suddenly she could feel the warmth of his hot breath going away from her face and she slowly opened her eyes only to see him standing a few feet away from her. "you know I am not gonna let u bring out the worst in me so that u can actually have proof against me to prove that I am a characterless person…..and moreover I think I have already told how I want our first kiss to be, if u remember when I proved to u how characterless I am" a lone tear ran down his cheek and without giving her a last glance he turned around and left. As soon as he left Sharon grabbed her torso thinking it might fall of her body. Her knees gave away and she fell to the ground. She clenched her hands in fists and bit her lower lip in order to bare the pain but to no use. A wave of fresh guilt passed through her body as she remembered what just happened and what she earlier said to him in the cafeteria. "Oh god what have I done!...how can I even think that my swayam is a characterless person? How will I ever tell him that I have always felt something for him? How can I think that he can play games with me?" she shouted at herself in disgust while crying badly. "swayam I always saw the endless love for me in your eyes but I was too stupid to show you the reflection of it for u in my eyes" she whispered to herself and finally admitted "I love you swayam!!...what have I done?"
P.S: okay so how was it? eagerly waiting for ur comments on this one dunno why but waiting lol...hope i did justice to them and their emotions and as always do leave some feedback and hit the button.
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