It is Friday evening. Everyone is out having fun. But for him, she is the only one he can think of. The boy Lets call him AK..is at home thinking about her. Trying to come up with scenarios and ways to maybe tell her how he feels. Maybe tonight is the night that he will make that big move of finally talking to her.. After putting 10 to 12 hours of work during the day, seeing her is the highlight of the day for him. He is desperately waiting for that time.. at 10:30, he leaves his house and head out to the gym where she works out. It all begins.
She is generally there with her friend working out... She seem to be looking around the gym... looking for him... Trying to find him... without him, she can't workout. and the minute she sees him, her expression changes. She smiles and gets excited...The next 2 hours at the gym is full of intense moments where he tries to go talk to her.. she tries to come close to him.. They try to avoid each other.. They try to play the game of who should approach who. It is one frustrating game full of intense moments of happiness, frustration and anxiety. Then it is the end of the night. She says good bye to her friend.. she comes back to the gym... does her cardio.. hoping and waiting to see if he approaches her... he can't... then she walks off and before she leaves.. she turns around look at him who is already looking at her hopelessly. Walks away to her car..The night ends!!!!!!!! Frustrated, mad, upset and down on himself, AK... walks back to his car.. vowing that he will talk to her tomorrow.
It is finally tomorrow.. the next day.. It all begins again.. unfortunately it is same story but Different day.. Back at it..
There is a twist in the story just like the movies.. and it is that this is a true story and it is my story. I am the guy and I am just frustrated and irritated with myself.
I am an introvert, shy and I still don't feel comfortable around women. I am the definition of ODD AND WEIRD... and I always felt like an Alien since I couldn't fit in anywhere.
Now I am thinking that I should change my gym.. so I don't see her... I don't want to be this creepy guy looking at her yet can't even make a move... She is probably already frustrated.. whatever she felt, she probably doesn't feel anymore... I am lost!!!!!!!!
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