I BELIEVE... Everyone has one mother belief — I know I have one too but I can't sum it up in words. I know I have a goal but I do not know what it is. I believe you can be the greatest actor alive or the greatest star possible but the problem with me is that I want to be both — when I die I want to be remembered as a great actor and a big star, not someone who was just part of the movies. I want to contribute to the film industry, I have a legacy to carry forward — but it is not something which bogs me down. In fact, I am extremely grateful that I have been born in this family. Yes, I have got it easier than possibly millions who come to this industry, but I too have my own struggles which may not be of the same magnitude but that does not take away my struggles. CLASSICS FOREVER... Watching classics was a huge learning curve. Take Do Bigha Zameen — it's a film where the characters work. You are connected with a world which was way back there and yet today's audience can connect — that's the power of cinema. The classics had films which were not just topical but dwelt on human traits, like say Mehboob Khan's Andaaz or all of Guru Dutt's films, from Pyaasa to Kaagaz Ke Phool (my favourite). In fact, the latter is one of the greatest films of Indian cinema — Guru Dutt had a story which he really believed in, which he thought would make good cinema. Today, people do not put their all into a movie because there is always a next one, a back-up which may take you out of a rut. For those filmmakers their film was their life. There are many examples of people who mortgaged their houses to raise money to make the film. They made movies like kings. MY JOURNEY OF CINEMA BEGAN... The day I was born. Born to a film family, my life has always been films. I have known no other 'normal' way of life apart from movies. Story sittings, music sittings and actors and 'glamorous' actresses coming home, donning make-up, was all part of my growing-up years. There was no eureka moment, the connect with cinema happened subconsciously, it could have been watching a Shahrukh Khan running in slow motion or a Mithun Chakraborty doing disco dancing. I have grown up watching movies, from Guru Dutt to the trashy ones as well, mainly the early to late 80s ones. |
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