BB 13 is coming to an end and My BB 13 journey ended up being a SidNaaz journey only 🤦🏻♀️🤣 .
When show started, one thing I knew for sure that I am going to support Sidharth Shukla as I am his fan since Balika Vadhu days . Shipping was last thing in my mind. Shipping in a realty show specially in BB is a big no no for me . Sidharth getting involved with anyone in BB is something which I never imagined. I just thought to enjoy the show as a show and support Sidharth.
Well aah I ended up shipping SidNaaz and my whole BB 13 journey became all about SidNaaz only. In week one unexpectedly I liked Shehnaaz and I liked her with Paras ( weird na 🤔 ) . I felt bad for her when he said Na tere aane ki khushi , na tere jaane ka gham . As I ended up liking Shehnaaz & me already being a Sid fan, I started noticing their scenes or interaction in the mid of first week and I just wanted them to be in one team . Then second week started, Paras nominated Sana and I was done with Paras and wanted Sana to stay away from him. As I wished, Sana joined Sid and Asim in the second week. Also in the second week I ended up watching many Sidnaaz unseen videos from week one and I fell for them .
Now I wanted them to become close friends and started shipping them . It was even before they were named SidNaaz . I was one of the first shippers.
Best week for me was week 2,3,4 . Third week started with Lazy lamhe and I started shipping them hard . Hand holding happened in this week and lots of super cute unseen videos. Following week was also good and then Sana started moving towards her first palti. Sid tried to make her understand in the jail but failed. Sid also told her that he will cut his feelings because he doesn’t wanna get hurt and I ignored Sana’s interest towards Paras and gang thinking Sana is naïve and gullible. I didn’t know she was still obsessed with Paras.
Week 6 was my worst ever week as a SidNaaz shipper. it was Sana’s first big palti . She joined Paras and Mahira who insulted her in past and insulted her during this week too. She left Sid and hurt him for these people and I could never forgive her for this and could never trust her ever again. Every episode, every promo during this week was a pain to watch . I can’t believe I have spent so many sleepless nights throughout the season because of SidNaaz.
She did come back to Sid after this , I again became a shipper but I never could trust her completely and she has always proved me right that she is not a trustworthy person. She has hurt Sid again and again throughout these 4 months.
Whenever I thought that she is with Sid and has nothing to do with Paras emotionally, she has proved me wrong. I could never get her Paras obsession . How can someone fell for someone in 4-5 days or it was her game only .
It’s not that I never felt bad for Sana. I was super pissed at Sidhath and Asim , specially at Sidharth during the rose task when he Saved Arti and didn’t even inform Sana before doing this . I felt like crying for Sana .
So ….. I tried my best to cut my feelings from Sana and SidNaaz but I couldn’t but few weeks back because of Sana’s non stop intentional actions to hurt Sid, I stopped being hurt and it turned into anger towards Shehnaaz.
As a SidNaaz shipper, along with week 6 , my worst moments were Sana’s ILU to Paras ( it came out of nowhere & I was super pissed at her) , Chuha Billi task , whenever she used attachment word for Paras , she lost Poker task to make Paras win , or whenever she took Paras’s name , her obsession for Paras , her last palti towards Asim and when she pushed Sid & bitched about Sid to Asim.
No matter how she tries to cover up that fake ILU ( for the game ) for Paras , but when Sid will watch that episode , he will be hurt badly and won’t trust her that she is over Paras and that it was a cute ILU from any angle .
In 8th of Feb’s episode ,after the task when Sana and Sid were arguing , Sana told Paras that I don’t like you and you don’t like me , to this Sid replied “ what a joke “ . This is his real feelings. He still thinks she likes Paras . He still thinks she will change once she will be out. May be age gap is his insecurity and he has lots of insecurities regarding Shehnaaz . His feelings are real & genuine and he has expressed those many times now . Poor guy is badly hurt and he thinks Sana doesn’t love him.
During his fight with Sana, Sid ended up making these statements. These are his real feelings which he ended up saying in anger and hurt .
Thora emotions hain life mein , Jhhol hai who bahut bada , Socha tha idhar aane ke pehle ke bilkul emotions mein nahin bahunga kuch nahin kisi ke saath rakhunga , saala band baj gayi kiyunki kar diya galti se , galti ho gayi , mere ko sab ne bola tha ke bilkul nahin (emotionally ) invest karna , toh mere ko nahin karna tha , parr ho gayi , kiyunki yeh chaah ke nahin hoti hai bass ho jaati hai , par bajti hai band toh accha hai ,accha hai , bahut accha hai , kiyunki aakhein khulti hain .
https://twitter.com/ashu_sidheart/status/1226307473646080000?s=21
I wish Sana could assure him with her feelings, I wish she was never with Paras ( for real or for game ) . I wish she was loyal. I am still hoping that things will be better outside but then Sana is going to see a lot of fame first time and as Sid said Laondo ki baarish hone wali hai . Let’s see how she handles it .
So for me BB 13 was all about SidNaaz . Bitter sweet experience but best ever ship and best ever Jodi BB ever had .
P.S how I prayed for Mahira’s survival during initial weeks so that Sana can stay away from Paras 🙈😜
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