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For the first time it happened with me...
I had never, ever cried watching the episode or any of the scenes RIGHT THEN, be it the saddest or the most heart breaking scene.
I don't know, but you all may find it strange but that's the truth. After watching the whole episode, its during the time when at night, I'm all alone in my bed, tears roll down my eyes, I've always cried at night. Because that made me feel better. When there's no body to see or hear you, you can cry peacefully. I used to think about those heart breaking scenes and let out the tears which I held back.
But yesterday I failed... I literally failed in which I had done a diploma I guess, holding back those wretched tears.
The scene where pratap i.e. Faisal jumped off the cliff, the moment when younger Pratap turned or I say transformed to older Pratap...I broke down. All those scenes flashed before my eyes- Pratap plucking mangoes and defeating the afgan soldiers, the fight with shamz khan's army, killing shamz khan finally, meeting akbar, meeting meera bai, ajabde and phool's entry, the mala connection in the river, then came those PrAja moments, the flower shower, akhiyan hari dasan ko pyaasi, hand grabbing scene, haldi moment, dream marriage sequence, cow shed scene, Pratap leaving bijolia and that heart breaking face of a broken Ajab, confession, sacrifices, the war, the marriaage, the var maala scene, sindoor daan, Ajab screaming PRATAP, him making her wear the ring on her toe and the last PrAja meet, last RoSal scene together.
The beautiful trip with RoSal has ended, that half an hour and those one hours we spend together, everything had come to an end.
I know that I can still re-watch those episodes and cherish the moments. But will they have the same feeling? Shall I feel the same re watching them? No.
Saying a good bye to Faisal and Roshni is like saying good bye to your two best friends who had been your world the last 7 months.
This thing itself made my cheeks wet.
I am thankful to God...If mom had been there beside me watching the epi, then I would have to answer many silly questions.
RoSal, you are amazing, you are awesome, you are brilliant. Take a bow for making millions smile and millions cry for you, and for being our world the past months and for leaving a scar in our heart which all of us would never like to heal.
I had never, ever cried watching the episode or any of the scenes RIGHT THEN, be it the saddest or the most heart breaking scene.
I don't know, but you all may find it strange but that's the truth. After watching the whole episode, its during the time when at night, I'm all alone in my bed, tears roll down my eyes, I've always cried at night. Because that made me feel better. When there's no body to see or hear you, you can cry peacefully. I used to think about those heart breaking scenes and let out the tears which I held back.
But yesterday I failed... I literally failed in which I had done a diploma I guess, holding back those wretched tears.
The scene where pratap i.e. Faisal jumped off the cliff, the moment when younger Pratap turned or I say transformed to older Pratap...I broke down. All those scenes flashed before my eyes- Pratap plucking mangoes and defeating the afgan soldiers, the fight with shamz khan's army, killing shamz khan finally, meeting akbar, meeting meera bai, ajabde and phool's entry, the mala connection in the river, then came those PrAja moments, the flower shower, akhiyan hari dasan ko pyaasi, hand grabbing scene, haldi moment, dream marriage sequence, cow shed scene, Pratap leaving bijolia and that heart breaking face of a broken Ajab, confession, sacrifices, the war, the marriaage, the var maala scene, sindoor daan, Ajab screaming PRATAP, him making her wear the ring on her toe and the last PrAja meet, last RoSal scene together.
The beautiful trip with RoSal has ended, that half an hour and those one hours we spend together, everything had come to an end.
I know that I can still re-watch those episodes and cherish the moments. But will they have the same feeling? Shall I feel the same re watching them? No.
Saying a good bye to Faisal and Roshni is like saying good bye to your two best friends who had been your world the last 7 months.
This thing itself made my cheeks wet.
I am thankful to God...If mom had been there beside me watching the epi, then I would have to answer many silly questions.
RoSal, you are amazing, you are awesome, you are brilliant. Take a bow for making millions smile and millions cry for you, and for being our world the past months and for leaving a scar in our heart which all of us would never like to heal.
