Right now I am utterly at a loss...
And thats y I decided to write dis letter to u...as we hv always considered ourselves,soul sisters,friends,philosophers n guides of each other...
So... I decide to confide to u...what I feel right now... And even if i am not very clear with what I write, i expect u to assemble everything according to ur heart...
Jaiwanta... I consider myself d luckiest of all d mothers of this world...
Not only cuz i hv a daughter like ur would b daughter...but also cuz i hv a wud b son as ur son...
And i dont hv words to describe d utter satisfaction,relief n joy they gave me...
They made my dream come true...
Am not boasting jaiwanta...but i always knew that my daughter deserved loads more than she had received since she was born...
And I knew,,,,that her faith and love for kanha ji will not go unheard...
And see! Kanha ji himself appeared praying for her hand...!!
I have always seen a kanha ji in pratap,,,,,and since d day he arrived at bijolia... I knew...it was HE himself...as if in search of HER...
Jaiwanta...
I am overwhelmed...
I cannot control my emotions...
If d words of my letter appears blur,,,, consider it to b my overflowing eyes...overflowing happiness...
And...overflowing...emptiness...
When...did my daughter grow up?
Wasn't it just yesterday that she was crying on my lap?
And...
Today...she will b sitting before...d fire...
Time...and tide...wait for none...
Jaiwanta...
I had always had d feeling...she is much more a daughter of u than mine...
She speaks like u...thinks like u...acts like u...
I know...u will love ur daughter as much as I do...
And I pray... U'll love her much more than I do...
She is my priceless jewel,,,,,
sister...protect her...with ur heart..
Yours lovingly,
Hansa