Bepannah My thoughts~ ep 179 21.11.18 In an ideal world ..
Their meeting was not the perfect meeting, their growing upon each other was almost perfect when ,it developed into Bepannah love, culminating in marriage. They dreamt of being the ideal couple in an ideal marriage. But come trials and tribulations by the end of this episode Zoya and Adi discover that perfect couples in an ideal marriage exist only in an ideal world. The world around them, the predicaments they are forced to face makes fissures in their bond and they both awaken from one idyllic dream.. to face the far from ideal and perfect world.. if only Adi and Zoya had met in an ideal world, where things happened exactly how they wanted them to be.. but both find some more ugly realities of the real world, in the episode. That reality can be bitter.
In a ideal world Arjun would have come up to Zoya's expectations of defending his brother Adi of the wrong murder charge of their father Harsh Hooda. Its heart-breaking when Zoya appeals to Arjun to think from his heart when condemning his brother. But Arjun is no idealist , but a realist who points out that in his business cases are fought on the basis of one's mind. That all rationale points to Adi being the murderer . Zoya tries to persuade Arjun to see that Adi was drunk and thus unable to recall clearly what really happened. But Arjun, factually reminds Zoya that most crimes are also likely to be committed when offenders are under the influence of alcohol. Arjun is a realistic when he confesses before Zoya his first duty is the look to the welfare of his family. Mainly his mother, who needs him,. it's what his father would expect from him. Adi he curtly tells Zoya, is over to her for looking after.. so really Arjun too, condemns Adi as the one who killed his father.
Rajveer waits in the shadows of Hooda house and yet again repeats his indecent proposal . In this imperfect scenario, he gives give's Zoya the perfect key to Adi's freedom.. he'll wait for her at 8.pm in his room.
Zoya was right when she told Arjun Adi didn't defend himself, because was dead drunk. We now meet Adi in his cells.. the alcohol begins to shows signs of wearing off. The almost near tragic hallucination he faces of witnessing his stabbed father! In a daze with tear stained puffy eyes he presses both his palms to seal the blood oozing out of the gashes on his fathers chest!! This shows that he recalls finding his father already being assaulted. In snippets he sees visions of his father calling for him in the cell, Adi says sorry. His father smiles and Adi finds himself in his fathers warm strong embrace.. suddenly with puffy eyes, he returns to the reality of the solitude of his cell! with his fathers blood on his palms! Hysterically he wipes his dead fathers invisible blood on his white kameez! But his palms are still unclean! How in frenzy he slaps! bangs and pounds his bare palms on the brick wall of his cell! Here was Zoya biggest strength grieving uncontrollably for the father he lost!
Disturbed ,broken, traumatized and bleeding Adi is hospitalized. The booze appears to have worn off. What Zoya finds is a like never before wrecked and spiritually fragmented Adi. It's hard for her to see him lying half dead, with both his hands bandaged up. It's bad enough for Zoya to see her Adi physically hurt. But what shakes her up most is when she talks of fighting to get him free, he already speaks of laying down his arms! in a defeatist tone. Adi has always been her strength in worst possible scenarios she came across. But now in a feeble voice, he tells her she might as well stop fighting for him! as he is beyond fighting for! He wants her to cease shedding tears for him.. as the hour now approaches for them to part their ways! Something in Zoya breaks! Clearly he is a badly damaged and a broken man , unwilling to fight! That now, not even her existence! Their Bepannah love, matters to him.. her meeting time with the love of her life is up! and Zoya leaves Adi to be taken back to his cell..
She needs time to gather her thoughts, come to term with her fallen warrior! Her lost way maker, her dazzling sunshine, hidden behind a dark cloud. Her smiles fade away, and her eyes pours out floods of tears, he bade her not to shed for him. But Zoya sits under the shadow of the crucifix a symbol of sacrifice and giving away .. candles flicker under the cross, catch her tear stained face! She is one lost soul in need of direction! She cries for Adi and for herself.. she cries for all the failures she faces in saving her true love Adi for something he did not do! She kneels before the cross with joined palms seeking ,praying for all negative input towards Adi to pass away.. suddenly ! Rajveer's key pressed in her clasped palms slips out of her palms onto her lap.. Zoya senses she finds the direction she needs to get Adi out of prison.. she will have to forego ,forfeit to achieve what she desires!
To get his neck out of the gallows, Zoya has to put her neck on the line! with this in mind her first move is to strike a business deal with Rajveer.. check the proof he has.. then if needs be kill him to get the proof! With this in mind she heads for his room ,uses the key , that will give freedom to her Adi !
Naani the make belief saviour for Adi but really the banshee who wants to see Adi and Zoya apart forever. Her courtesy call to Adi in his cell, which he angrily rejects , is all to whip his anger against his good wife Zoya who while he is banged up inside is not leaving no stone unturned to get him out. She names and shames Zoya enough! before Adi so he is worked up enough against Zoya! Naani grants Adi bail only ! So that with his own eyes Adi witnesses what his Zoya got up to with Naani's Rajveer to get her husband out of prison. Naani mocks Adi , Zoya has given her all! her dignity! her grace! her chastity! to Rajveer! For the sake of her husband... Naani only twists Zoya's purpose and method to shame and hype Adi! Adi is well and proper drawn into this manipulative adders' ways.. and he forgoes his trust in his Zoya..
The truth of the matter is, Zoya does see the clip which gives weight to what she believed in the first place! that Adi did not kill his father! But the fowler.. Rajveer has his own filthy condition , for Zoya if she wants her hands on the evidence! She should let him get his hands on her! hamlet53. 22,11.18
The precap is all about catching Zoya red-handed with Rajveer on his bed! Its not how it looks! Zoya's plea! But to Adi it looks exactly as Rajveer's Naani narrated ,speculated to him! Fed up! Zoya shouts she is no Sita who will give agni pariksha! She will not give him any explanations .. as Adi himself is no Ram, or the ideal husband , who would take into account all the trials and tribulations she too was suffering with him! Instead of being her strength! to fight for his innocence! He is the one too say quits! First!... Zoya walks away from him... will Adi prove himself to be the ideal man and husband for Zoya??
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