"I knew I loved her completely fiercely and with every part of my heart, even the broken parts ,even the parts that felt unworthy and without value. And maybe with those parts, most of all "
She accidently, out of fear sprayed him and he wailed like a child in pain. She felt so protected towards him that she took him under her wings and hugged him fiercely. She couldn't be the reason, even if accidently, for his pain internal or external and that thought was bugging her now from few days. Aditya.. her Aditya.. she couldn't keep anymore the truth of BM hidden from him. They will fight her BM together ..she is sure of it.
She tried to give him some relief from his pain by applying the ice. The outward pain/burn he was feeling ... the inner turmoil/fire she was going through. That ice was soothing them both at the same and making them even more aware of each other's proximity. She was saying sorry over and over again .. him not understanding the importance of them right now, the real apologies she was conveying was more than the things he could see but soon he will. All he was noticing right now was how his strong Zoya was still the same old Zoya .. the pure soul.. far away from the dikhawa of the duniya. She is so so cute that he just can't get over the fact that she was all his and he blurted out the same to her.
Aaj meri jaan ne naah meri jaan lene ki kasam khaa rakhi hai
Tumne apne pati par attack krdiya aur mujhe Ghayal krdiya
Mujhe ghayal krne ke liye tumhari Adayein kafi hai
(And I wished here so strongly someone would have said these exact words to me and I would have melted right there in his arms.. to never recover again)
He pampered her with letter.. Saree.. beautiful setting and gave her sukoon again midst of all the toxic realities. She laughed from the heart after so long and that laugh made him weak and he pulled her strongly towards her.
Dard diya hai na .. dawa kon karega
And She felt a strange desire to care for him, to apply feminine affection and counteract all the physical damage/pain she caused him. She brushed her lips to his forehead and he took it as an ibadat. The most purest form of affection.
Dariya na sahi tu mujhe Chahat ka..
dede mujhe bus ek katra
Tinka tinka mere dil ka karta hai tujse dua
Meri manat tu tujko hai tujse manga
Meri manat tu tujko hai maula mana
Meri manat tu
He pointed at his eyes.. she kissed them tenderly one by one seeking forgiveness to hurt them with the spray.. to bring pain in the eyes that watch her with so much love. Those same mischievous eyes playing with the strings of her heart at that instant. He was all bechain with the anticipation of the kiss .. his heart beating fast.. waiting and waiting. She clutched him.. his jeans so tightly surrendering to his demands and her heart desires. He was giving her all the time in the world to make the the first move. A husband letting all the decisions in the hand of her wife to lead the way. He showed her what he wanted and now she was the one having all the powers over him. Zoya couldn't handle the sweetness.. the rawness..the pure gesture behind his actions. But if he had given all the powers to her than why not make the most out of it.He couldn't believe she would do that..what!! Ice in his mouth.
Ab aisa krogi tum mere sath
Zoya will drive him mad with need one day for sure. That pure childish heart and those sexy curves seducing him to the point .. he might never return back to sanity. She ran and he chased.. prey and predator feel but really two souls .. two friends.. two lovers.. being mischievous and naughty before getting to the point of complete Samarpan. He finally caught her and held her by the waist so tightly.. never ever letting her go again. So close to her yet so far... he inched forward to brush his lips with her but again she got away. There again creating distances between them and he clutched his jaw so tightly. No.. now he won't let her run away. He will make her his forever. He will Kaid her in his love. She won't ever be able to free from his heart's prison. He jumped on the bed to get to her.
Tumhe kidnap hone ka dar lag raha than na.
Aaj tumhe aise kaid krunga ki zindagi bhar mere saath rahogi
Kabhi aazzadi nahi milegi
Aap ki kaid se hame kabhi aazaadi nahi chaiye
Her words pleased him beyond his imagination. She applied Marham to those wounds which never healed and scarred his heart. Zoya wanted to have pure conscience to take this next step in the relationship but his fierce look .. tripsy eyes.. spectacular body .. that closeness.. intoxicated smell were playing with her mind and she couldn't say what was needed to be said to clear the air. He kissed her forehead.. her eyes.. her cheek.. the gesture worshipful and full of possession .
Alas!!Again they were interrupted.
Destiny will bind them together in everyway for sure and very soon but before that they have to pass all the tests given by her to them to prove she chose the right pair. The destined right people who will bring the light to all the dark corners in the life.
All I wanna say is this is the real intimacy and the real romance i wanted to see on ITV. I bow to BP team.. cast.. director.. JenShad to give us this wonderful romantic scene which we will talk about for a very long time maybe until we get something much more sensual than this one.šš
P.S Yeah it is a very very late Post and everything has already been discussed in detail about the scenes. š š