Aap Jhoothe hain !

That is Zoya's line of defence. That is her wall that is holding her fortress together. She wants to feel and believe that what Aditya is telling her is a lie.

I loved yesterday's episode. Honestly, this is what Bepanah is about. I'm not sure how many feel but yesterday in office was an actual confession of love.

This is who Aditya Hooda is. Logical and to the point. Yesterday was no flowers , no epic lines , no histrionics, just raw passion and emotion. Aditya Hooda this is what you were expected to do in the beginning but you fell prey to mindless counselling. Doesnt matter , welcome back ! Welcome back to Bepanah!!! We couldn't be happier.

Aditya offered Zoya simple explanations and took her back to a few days when he was behaving in the most absurd manner. He voiced his doubts " Saala humare saath itna kuch hua, main tum se kaise pyaar kar sakta hun". He voiced his insecurities " Kahin phir main galti toh nahn dohra raha. Dosti ko pyaar samajh raha hun".

For fleeting few seconds, comprehension dawned on Zoya's face. That explained his behaviour , his failed attempts at staying away from her. But she doesnt want to believe it and she will wont believe it. For the next 6 days she will hold on to the thought that Aditya is lying. Only then can she fulfill her father's wish and go ahead with the wedding.

Even if she lets herself feel that she is in love with Aditya for an iota of a second , she knows she wont be able to go back. That is Aditya's bepanah paar. An all consuming love that washes over you making you feel emotions that were alien to you.

Zoya doesnt want to feel those emotions. Last time when she loved, she suffered. Not just her but her family too. Her parents are not living in Mussorie anymore. She was called all sorts of names and she almost pushed herself to point of taking her own life. Her heart desired Aditya Hooda and her head says opt for a simple back up plan. Arshad is her back up plan. A sane option that has everyone's stamp of approval. Aditya Hooda on the other hand presents an option that is rebellious. Again. Her father disapproves of the man , Aditya could carve out his one kidney for Siddhiques but the man wouldnt blink in gratitude. Adi's mother in clear words has mentioned to her that she is bad luck for her son. Not exactly in good books of future MIL. It is blasphemous for society too that they enter a relationship. These can be major or minor reasons but they are all reasons. Arshad is a path of least resistance and she is walking that path.

When Aditya realized that he loved Zoya, he decided to stay away from her. His parents anniversary held him back else he would have taken his flight to Paris the next moment. They are both emotional escape artists at this point. Zoya too is taking the route of avoiding Aditya and his love. She is opting for her back up plan proposed by her father , Arshad.

Aditya Hooda was himself in yesterday's episode. He was logical and sane. He had mentioned an episode earlier that Zoya would be doing something stupid. He is no sooth sayer, it is just that he knows her well. She may have never told him that she loves him but her actions were good enough for him. When she learnt of his departure to Paris , she was heartbroken. She decided to defend him infront of the world. She was ready to go to jail to bring him back. He is aware that she loves him. All she has to do is face those feelings head on.

I didnt watch the episodes from the proposal scene because I felt a disconnect. Aditya had pure intentions but he was being impulsive and selfish. And where it got him to? He now has his work cut out. Zoya is getting married in a week's time and he has his back to the wall. He has established that Zoya ko Farak Padta hai. Now, we will see Aditya Hooda in full form leaving no stone unturned.

Zoya Siddqui is in the centre of an emotional all consuming tornado called Aditya Hooda. She will come out better and in love. For she deserves all the love.