Bepannah ~My thoughts ~ ep 40~11.5.18 Which password?
One popular form to relieve our mind is to offload it into a machine . The machine keeps all one wishes to deposit about one's life securely guarded from the rest of the world. Who so ever wants to gain access to one's personalized statistics requires a password set by the user to get into the person's life. So one's privacy is maintained by a specific key word, some secret phrase or sequenced characters that allows entry into the machine.
Makes me wonder, Aditya and Zoya; Pooja and Yash, kept their lives totally private for the past half a decade. But the untimely demise of Pooja and Yash ends up having a knock-on effect on Adi and Zoya's privacy too. All they kept reserved from the world now stands exposed, to much public speculation and suspicion from the law. Ironically no password was required. One embarrassing, baffling, horrific, serious incident was enough to pull out three families dirty linen in public. For private knowledge to be freely available as common knowledge.
Keeping passwords in mind, it's hard to ignore that between Aditya and Zoya too, some password exists that forces them to give access to each other. The beauty lies in the edit, both undertake when they gain contact with each other. I see each day, their ability to read each other progresses, when minor changes take place within the original Aditya and Zoya.
The way things move between them it makes me curious about what exactly is their secret password that allows them admission into themselves. These passwords spring to my mind.. Resist. Submit. Commit. In a pensive mood , I would like to see which passwords seem a best fit to open more about Aditya and Zoya's developing preoccupation with each other.
Zoya as Mahi's protector is on pins and needles regards getting her out of Aditya's reach. Presently it seems like looking for a needle in the hay stack. One look at Zoya's face tells him he gives her pins and needles! She's bound to react in some way? Interesting , she chooses Adi's technique of soil the garment! The need for change of clothes is bound to arise ! mission accomplishes. Mahi much against her wishes is sent packing home by Zoya.
Thread the needle.. Adi knows Zoya's resistance will not last. She will submit to what he desires. Sew the button on his shirt. The fruit drops right in his lap! Without him lifting a finger! he is as sharp as a needle!
For Zoya to sew the button on his shirt is like passing the camel through the eye of a needle. Emotionally it is a next to impossible task for her to accomplish. She has to pass through the tiny gap with two sides. Her past and present! Its close quarters with him that shirks her soul. Such activities are linked with moments of her past, that still prick her. Aditya's offer to help thread the needle ,shows he'll make it easier for her now that willingly she submits to undertake the task he hankered for her to do. Zoya too like him is sharp as a needle. She has no plans to let him get away ! with his fake cry of ouch! Zoya turns it for real when she pricks him.. to teach him, what a prick feels like.it numbs the flesh! As tiny as it is , it still tingles and frays the nerve endings.. just like this moment.. where both stand facing each other. She has the strange power to thread all his strengths and weakness on one thread.. despite being needled by him consistently.
But the real prick to his conscience remains. Zoya hates playing games. She challenges Adi threading along Mahi's emotions along. Although it puts her in a situation where Adi turns around much amused, why does it matter to her? Zoya remains unaware that with his ostentatious woo Mahi drive. It's really testing her waters! His concern is Zoya, resists, submits.. but will she commit? He shrugs, its early days, yet. But to me the scene is about sensing out if commitment lies between Mahi and Aditya? Yes.. professional commitment that's all. Yet to Zoya its misleading Mahi. She tells him upfront. That's the way she is, calls a spade.. a spade. Aditya knows she means well. But for him it's to veer back issues to Zoya's interest in him! He is so vacant, wants her to fill the space with her usual pointers and indicators that previously too put him on track.
In comparison, Zoya tends to go off track by his beat around the bush words ! he spins around her like a demented bumble bee whizzing around a fragile flower. Pity is summer is a while away for the nectar of trust is yet to form in the attractive flower! Once bitten twice shy! Thus Zoya too now draws herself into the conversation which began with Mahi and Aditya equation. She ,much to Adi's delight wants to know why does he saves her if he constantly needle's her?? resorts to methods of targeting her! yet picks on Mahi. Why?
The story bounces back to them. Decoy is done away with. Aditya gives her the password to his whole being, good or bad.
Common thread! Lets her in.. if their sorrow is similar . then why should one suffer alone? While the other gets spared? If pain is common then grief too should be shared. Makes life bearable. Takes the prick! out of the tingling semi numbness that still ,both feel in their lives. In times to come, however, lies the hope . only they themselves are destined, to bring back sensation in their frayed nerve endings.. but this is no over night task. It takes time. Meanwhile, all Aditya and Zoya can do for temporary relief of being pricked! is use warm or cold compress ,as and when required!!
The scene where Zosh is sealed. For me is like picking up the thread once more to explore issues that began , were left, but after a hiatus are back in Adi and Zoya's faces! Of recent, both were beginning to lose the thread of their painful past. But the common thread of their grief is back! This time having far reaching effects on Zosh employees as well. While all hang by a thread! Aditya does the needful. Challenges the bailiffs on the document. There has to be a common thread to the contract. The offer and the signed proof of acceptance document.
The mad hunt for Yash's borrowed amount proof puts Zoya in a corner. Aditya's severe verbal lashing , reduces her in own eyes. How as a wife she coaxed Yash into chewing more than they both could swallow. As a wife she let Yash pamper and pander to her needs.. heart broken she realizes she may be more at fault. Its Adi who makes her see this side in her. But worse still is her inability to defend herself before Aditya. His mercilessly cross questions about being a wife who knew nothing about why her husband borrowed money left right and centre? All this scathes Zoya leaves her hanging by a thread. Adi is right she partly knew, but now she knows there is much about Yash she never knew.. as for Adi.. one look at her, changes his fury ,into sincere compassion for Zoya.. for like him! her heart too is in the right place despite her stupidity. But then again only mortals are imperfect! They love and lose in it.. yet they pick up the thread from where they left off! For love is the thread that gives meaning to life!
Getting the safe to open is like threading the needle. No easy task! The try likely passwords.. which fail of miserably! Aditya hangs on a thread.. fears a bad outcome of his hunch is likely to hurt both him and Zoya.. he can deal with it? But can Zoya cope with it? Well! Adi clenches his defined jaw! She bloody well! Will have to come to terms with the password CHEATERS! Adi puts in Pooja's DOB and Yash's safe opens! Their cheating spouse, Yash and Pooja make up the eye of the needle they are trying to thread!
Thankfully, the common thread in this precarious scenario is to use the appropriate password , to gain access to Yash's safe! Where his secrets are kept. Well, all pick up the thread. What went on between Yash Arora and Pooja Hooda.. the password word says it all! Zoya is cut up inside.
But she conceals it in her heart. For her to see Adi s heroic act to save the company's jobs ,at the expense of exposing the wounds of his heart gives her hope. There is chance that they just may thread their way to each other. For the password of Common thread! seems to work for both. Thus to gain access to each other, is not as much of an improbable task! Hamlet53 12.5.18
Me loved the episode.. our leads were both as good as each other. Mahi's evil giggles.. she has to keep them going.. her duplicity too gives a shove and push to the story.
happy 40 episodes.. well done all for keeping our forum a buzz! love hammie
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