REMEMBER ME?
(23.09.14)
Would you remember me, if I'm there no more? Would you miss me...? Remember the moments that we had spent together...remember the times when I had held you in my arms, when you'd feel lonely in the darkest hours of the dubious night? Would you..? I don't know...I'm just wondering...
I ask these questions, because I don't know how long I'm here. You know sometimes I feel like I'm disappearing. Or rather the world is disappearing in front of my eyes and I'm grappling with the verity of my broken reality.
Sometimes ,I feel as if I don't know myself anymore...I feel as if I'm losing myself in a maelstrom of churning emotions inside me...I wonder whether you still know me ,the way you used to.
Can you see through my fake smiles, that I manage to put on, in front of the world? Can you see the pain inside me, the pain that is slowly eroding my sanity? Can you see my faade crumble, and the smile slowly turn into a grimace?
Hurting. .I'm hurting, and I'm oblivious to the reason behind this inexorable pain.
You know every night, I fall asleep searching for my answers in the atramentous darkness of the night..hearing my mendacious heart lie to me once again-making me believe that everything would be alright, when I know that it won't. My heart-its just like them, fighting tooth and nail to make me believe in empty promises and words.
I'll be waiting for your answers..you're my last hope..because I know that I won't be able to leave without knowing my answers...just tell me..because I'm tired of fighting against myself...Do you even know how exhausting it is?
Just tell me the truth,okay..because I deserve atleast that much...please...
Hey!Can you hear me...can you? Do you still remember me..I can only hope so...
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-Ann
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