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Okay so m gonna write about the only tv series that is and apparently will ever be so close to my heart...beintehaa!
Okay so i might not be able to do justice to really what my feelings are for this show but u know what for me its not just a tv series but alot more than that i mean it has somewhat helped me discover the person i am i mean i never used to cry over any scene in a movie or on tv no matter how emotional it would be but BI changed that too( well ill get into details later)and alot of other things
I have become so emotionally attached to the heart warming love story of zaya
Okay so it all started off with this
So bigg boss 7 was gonna go off air soon and i saw the promos of bi and rr and frankly i found rr more interesting but i never thought i was gonna watch any of them so i kinda became sad coz when bigg boss 6 ended i was like dude i have no life but then i saw revenge n i really liked it and 3rd season hasn't yet aired in india but thankfully bb7 came n when it was about to end i thought ill go through all that i-have-no-dhang-ka-tv-show-to-watch phase all over again so when bb7 ended it wAs my winter holidays n that was sone pe suhaaga moment but then one day i went to esha's house n she was watching bi so i watched it with her n i quite liked it. At that time i had missed about 7 or so episodes and yeah thats how it all started.
At that time i just saw it to pass time n had no idea that this which-i-thought-was-vaise-hi-jaise-aur-shows-hote-hai kinda a show but as the weeks passed i had no idea it will end up meaning so much to me and thats the time i started developing a special interest and inclination towards it i felt as if i was a part of the family and each emotion was portrayed so beautifully that it hit my heart but there was still time to when i realised it .
Now frankly i never thought zain aka harshad arora was good looking i always thought he looked like
edward cullen of twilight with extraordinarily big eyebrows but i found him quite funny n entertaining in a charming way n coming to aliya umm i never liked amrita rao so never found nything gr8 bout preetikas looks too coz u know there was a stereotype that she-is-also-not-great-like-her-sis but i was always in team aliya and not in team zain n thought she was very bhola and satyawadi swami type but she proved me wrong when she thought of giving it back to zain thats when she emerged as a strong character and hated suri and liked nafeesa better than shazia n never found arub and sana cute and and found aayat stupid wid a stupid hairstyle like do chotiyo wali aunty. But now i feel alia is very pretty n zain very cute and seeing them together gives me happiness.
As time passed i started falling for their pairing n their million dollar chemistry n their nok jhok n kit kit and chup chup k wala cute sa romance hayeee maar daal dete they dono it left me craving for more
When they used to do something cute onscreen i found myself blushing and even after the epi ended i used to (and still do )smile like an idiot thinking about those adorable scenes that lingered in my heart. It did not seem like they were acting it was as if they really felt those emotions for each other i wonder how can someone b so talented i mean the way they create magic onscreen in a very light hearted youthful simple and realistic way was just breathtakingly beautiful i mean if beintehaa was a person i would marry it i am so in love with it
In such a natural way the story about their journey of discovering love from hatred was portrayed that it deeply touched my heart n i couldnt help getting addicted to it. Every night before sleeping i started recollecting all the supercute scenes n imagining my self made zaya romantic scenes which r quite erotic n guttery :p
My fav scene was the confession one it was the first time i cried on something on tv actually not only the scene but the whole episode was <3<3 first hug kiss n confession all in one episode otherwise other shows would have taken weeks to show all that they showed in one episode and still it wouldn't have had the charm the spark n the charisma that zaya did . I seriously think they should be a couple in real life n the sr was so hawwttt omggg but anyway i expected a longer one but i realised that even it wud have been longer i still wouldn't have been contented i always want more zaya
I die when he closes his eyes when he hugs her i die when they look at each other their eye locks kill me their unconditional love trust support every single thing n trust me ,here everything that kills me makes me feel alive *_*
When i see them i start believing in love stories not that i dint believe in em before but it just strengthens my belief
They are not mature but their love is till quite an extent
I cry a lot during the show i cry when they do cute scenes make love n i cry when they cry i cry when they are sad n i cry all the time
I watch the show i watch the repeats n then watch the show again on my phone n still m not satisfied (not to mention that i rewind the romantic scenes 100 times till m contented )sadly i cant save the cute pics on my phone fearing someone would see them otherwise my gallery would have been half full with zaya pics which i would stare all the time n smile like a total idiot n perhaps mom would feel weird seeing me like that n feel like her daughters gone mad and apparently misunderstand it by thinking it is some guy whom m texting u know parentsss...
I am obsessed with beintehaa i know it might sound funny that i wrote freaking god-knows-how-many-paras on a tv show but i just felt like writing out my emotions as i couldn't have possibly told it to a person coz he/ she would think m mad u know
Hmmm beintehaa is one show i can never quit watching no matter how shitty it gets.
And by shitty i mean shitty not that god forbid zaya will divorce n i wont stop watching(i dnt know myself maybe ill watch it even then ) coz i said shitty i never said unacceptable!
You have no idea what all i have done coz of this show okay so the bhopal riot track was going on and i read spoilers about zaya finally confessing their love ( i stalk beintehaa everywhere to get spoilers) and it was a friday episode and we had plans with naveen uncle and nani and ana Masi about going to d club to play tam-bola the same day i couldnt afford to miss the best episode in the history of beintehaa at that time n because it was a friday episode i knew i had to wait 48 hrs for the repeat omggg who would wait so long and even if i could have seen it on mobile afterwards( gud i dint coz those idiots cut the confession in the links) i mean how could have i missed it after all it was the bestesst episode and it was way beyond better than my expectations so i planned a fake stomach upset n what all dint i do... i pretended to have sat in the washroom after freakin almost every 5 mins ate bimaaro wali khichadi n prayed to gawwwd that mom leaves me coz if i would have said it directly to her that i don't want to go i would have had it and obviously she wouldn't have allowed me nor could have i told her the reason behind me wanting to stay at home but then finally she agreed n guess what she left me to watch the epiisodeee!!!!! And went for dinner and i watched it 100 times after that on my phone.:)))))))))
In the current track its the gauhar-rizwan-aayat"N because of these puddles of susu abd pieces of shit my zaya are fighting and guess what according to the new spoiler shabana n ghulam will get alia to sign a blank paper i hate to say this but i m shit scared i fear its something related to divorce i mean how can parents ruin the happiness of their own children because in ydays episode they witnessed zain-drunk-alia-crying fight and also saw a girl was killed by her in laws for dowry this is y maybe they r scared plz god plz dadi plz allah zain and alia always stay together and this is a false spoiler plsss i cant see zaya fighting and sad like thisand i dont understand why did they have to involve themselves in gaurizyat drama those three are old enough to solve their issues i just felt like getting inside the tv and kicking zains ass he was bloody f**kin mean to alia i mean how dare u say those bakwaas lines that too to the love of your life i mean " marring you was the biggest mistake of my life" what the hell zain abdullah watch out m not gonna spare you for this shitty dialogue what do you think of yourself huh zada chaudh aa rahi hai i get it he wasn't in his senses when he said so but this must have been so because he had this buried somewhere deep inside thats why he said this right? I seriously want alia to get drunk and speak her heart out to him take out all her frustration and say things she has buried inside her heart and make him realise how much he hurts her saying such harsh words (and trust me harsh might be too kind to describe how bad it was ) and give him a taste of his own medicine i mean he has done this freakin 3 times now but this time was just unacceptable i personally would have never taken this kind of shit from from the first and last love if my life. And the fact that he had physically hurt her tormented him.
What monster had he turned into?
If he loved alia he would understand he is just taking everything personally and his decisions are implemented by his emotions and love for his friend and aayat
Alia on the other hand is trusting gauhar and trust me if that bitch is lying alia will be in deep shit and things will turn out to be more difficult for her that fatso better be telling the truth or she better watch out
Acc to spoiler aayat and rizwan will get married and trust me i don't give a single f**k about them let them do hell with themselves i am just so dun n pissed with them and if this is their attitude what is the difference between suraiya and them so from today i am indifferent .. I dont care if they live or die
Osman mamu pls get well soon everything is going out of hand since u r unwell you are lucky gor the show too its has lost trps after your accident .mamu has always acted like a protective umbrella fir zayas relationship and has protected it from many storms. I bet everything will be back on track after he gets well and show suri her real place (in my ass) shes really started chaudofying after the accident he should set her right.
In todays episode 23/8/2014
Aayat : main kabhi nai chahungi ki meri waje se appi n jeeju ki ladhai ho
Me : saali bkl bc abhi tu nai chahti to itni badi fight hogai bhagwaan jaane jab chahegi tab kya hoga so plz tu to rehne hi de saare fasaad ki jadh to tu hai dafa hoja i planned to ignore u coz ur character has been bugging me since long u start the spark n just get rid of it by saying"o m sorrry o i dint mean to" how convinient right? Get lost wid rizwan n never come back tu bhi khush main bhi khush u cant just get rid of everything with that immature tag go f**k urself as if i really care but zaya relation getting spoiled because of an outta-her-mind girl like you no dude i wont tolerate that girl u need to realise that u r spoiling others life with urs i dont really care about ur life tho. Stay away from my zaya.
I have loat all hopes and am very disappointed in zain he dsnt deserve aliya
And coming to the precap
I am really interested in how Zain and Aaliya react here, yes they are angry at each other and hurting, they've done and said things they shouldn't but their love for each other is still there. It was evident in today's episode when Zain bandaged Aaliya's wound and how it bothered him when his mom once again striked at Aaliya, but he held back. I don't think he can do the same tomorrow or at least I hope so, it would just be out of character to see him not do anything at this point. Maybe this is the wake up call Zain and Aaliya need to stop being stubborn and speak things through, let them see how out of control things have become. Hopefully this happens and there is no involvement from Rehan, I do not see him having any role in this track and it would be illogical to include him now.
Me : finally a good news about beintehaa ( referring to the zaya second dance sequence shown on sbb 24/7/2014)
Life : lol wait a sec
Seriously thats whats been happening with me since so long
I just saw sbb and they showed a beautiful dance sequence not paying heat to the arguments bw harshika i
Dont like em its like they r puttin each other dwn in frnt of public
Episode 24/7/2014
If aliya is stubborn then zain is no less look at the precap itna kya hora hai use rizyat ki shaadi karane ka
Okay Suraiya is the current villain of Beintehaa and she slapped Aliya because thats what shes wanted to do since she set foot in their house...but Zain...WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM!? AS IF HE WOULDNT STAND UP FOR HER! I understand that she was caught red handed doing something stupid but its not okay to stand there and not say anything to someone who slapped his wife even if it is his mother...I dont understand...a week ago he would jumped down someones throat if they even said A WORD against Aliya and hes just gonna stand there while someone slapped her...its not right even though they are fighting and he doesnt like her taking him for granted, hes not a child to know that now is not the time to show her that if she takes him for granted hes not going to stand up for her...and even when she was leaving, saying "Usse nikaah ki hai" instead of "pyaar" or something to indicate to us that theyre still in love, its ridiculus...they are TRASHING the bond between Zain and Aliya that they developed SO beautifully...
25/4/2014, he is taking her for granted. Its like in the note he wrote today, he doesn't believe that anything can ever keep them apart. Does he really think Aaliya would be okay with his decision, that it would be something she would just have to accept? It doesn't work that way. Zain is doing the exact same thing he got angry at Aaliya for doing. He is digging his own grave by getting rizyat married. I hate zain i hate shabana i hate ghulam i hate everyone they r turning worse than suraiya btw her dance was just like her lame and hilarious n chape n disgusting and
Eww
Rizwan may not accept gouhar know but there is one proverb blood is thicker than water, once he see child he will accept her and baby and by that time aayat will be highly disappointed and reveal the truth that its zain who helped them in getting married.
Zaya. They know each other so well, the trust is still there buried, but still they are not able to figure out that someone is playing with them!!!!
If rizwan is not at fault no probs alia can console herself by marrying them and what if she is right. zain have got rizwan and aayat married and now what he will do if he is wrong. The mistake/careless ness he have done can not be corrected.
I am not able to breath every time i try to smile something negative or the other about zaya relation comes to bug the f**k out of me and i start crying my lungs out (but be conscious that mom-dad don't c me like that )they don't know and will never understand what all this means to me i myself dont understand why this affects me so much emotionally after all its just a show i and shud be watching it keeping that in mind but i dont know when i watch it i feel so connected to it that i loose control over my emotions and loose touch with reality. I am very scared i shud be happy that on eid episode shalam filed complaint against suraiya and zaya are dancing and things r becoming better between them on eid episode but that happiness isnt lasting because firstly there are possibilities of the hot dance being a dream because there is a costume change secondly if suraiya gets arrested and zain sees gets to know that alia signed the complaint papers he will possibly be angry with her and thirdly even if things get sorted out between the two and they patch up, when the truth about rizyat engagement by zain unfolds things will definitely not be okay between them and perhaps things will b back to square one i hope that these fights dont last for weeks otherwise there'll be a flood in my room @9 pm
SORRRY fr the long post guyss but pla do comment
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