Mera dimaag kharab ho gaya hai cause there is no other reason to explain this TS😆
time hai to padh lo yaar, nahi to koi baat nahi.
I guess i wrote this cause i desperately wanted to see KC on LakhAm and these kamine CVs didnt gave us , so i penned my thoughts down ,just a way to take my frustration out.
Poonam woke up to the voice of glass breaking and some one screaming.She had slept only an hour ago after having the customary early morning food.This was her first karwachauth fast for LakhanThakur after marriage.
She had woken early like all the other women in the family to observe the fast.She met maya bhjabhi, Amma and even Bindiya was there.BA guided every one with her instructions and for once every one followed without asking any questions.
Although there was nothing normal in her marriage , she made sure that she performed all the marital duties of being Lakhan thakur's wife.She knew he loved her but she never understood his definition of love.
For her love was always taking care of the person you loved, give all the happiness you could to that person, never allow any sorrows and pain to come in their lives but Lakhan's thakur love was different.
He never understood what she wanted, never trusted her and always punished her for wrong reasons or for no reason at all.
She sighed , she knew this before hand and had willingly married this difficult person.She had the food with others,prepared delicacies for every one else , performed all the necessary rituals and with every thing done it was decided
that ladies should have a sleep as every one had woken early.Amma was the happiest as BA asked every one to go to sleep, she rushed to her room.
Rest also followed her and she also went to her room.Lakhan was diligently sleeping on his side, she tip toed in to the room,reached her side, crawled into the bed and fell asleep thinking how lakhan thakur had never ever even tried to take advantage of her.She knew he respected her, she had no doubt on that but she wasn't sure on the rest of the relationship facets.
On being woken up by the screeching noise of glass breaking , she made out that some body was screaming also. She tied her hair with her hands and went out of the room.The vague voice started to sound familiar and it felt like it was Lakhan Thakur who was shouting at some servant.She sighed and desparealtey hoped it was not him.When she came down , she realised all her fears were true
and he was indeed shouting at hariya.Wearing mustard kurta over black jeans,red scarf hanging around his neck he was standing tall and shouting for his jeep keys.Apparently he was searching for them since morning and was unable to find it.
When Poonam came down, he looked at her.He always looked at her in the similar manner.His piercing eyes always made her feel vulnerable.It felt as if he could see deep inside her, stirring her soul.She still hadn't learned how to handle his penetrating gaze,so she did what she always did. She forced herself to break the eye contact.She felt his eyes following her when she moved across him and reached the veranda,opened some draws and again came back.She called one of the servants, asked the servant to give those spare keys to him.
She could see his nostrils flare with anger and with eyes stabbing daggers at her, he walked towards her , took the keys, turned around and walked out of the badi haveli without looking back.
As always , she had no idea how to react.
All morning she was busy preparing deserts, cleaning the haveli, supervising the servants and didn't realise that it was lunch time until maya bhabhi took the kids for lunch.
Her thoughts suddenly went to lakhan thakur and she remembered that he hadn't had breakfast as he had left in a fit of anger.
She prepared food for him, got it ready and waited for him at the dining table.
Finally he came along with bhushan thakur.
He didnt even spared a glance at her and went straight to his room.Every one who was not fasting sat at the table, had their lunch and went to their do their
respective chores.There was no sign of Lakhan Thakur.Worried she reached her room.
With only towel wrapped around his waist and bead of water adorning his chest and back she found him rummaging the room.
He was looking for something and had turned everything upside down.When she entered he was looking in the drawer next to his bed.
Instinctively she asked him what was he looking for and why didn't he come for lunch.
He continued searching without answering.Frustrated she came near him and asked him again.Annoyed at her constant nagging , he looked at her
with eyes boring into hers and started walking towards her.He didn't let her eyes wander this time and keeping the eye contact intact pulled her towards him
with both his hands.
Gripping her with both of his hands and bringing his face close to her temple , he asked 'Since when do you started caring about me'.
The accusation almost killed her.
Their proximity and his slow breaths on her ears had already taken its poll and made everything blurry.
Her hands went reflexively on his chest and she was totally clueless about her next action.Although he was all wet, the moment her fingers fell on
hard chest she knew she had landed herself in big trouble.Torrents of unfamiliar pleasure engulfed her completely and she found herself struggling for next breath.
It seemed to her that her fingers were on fire igniting every pulse of her body.
She didn't know what to answer, she didn't know what to do about the strange feeling which had overpowered all the rational thoughts she was capable of.
His touch always managed to evoke a fight within, a fight to keep her sanity intact.
She knew she was fighting a loosing battle but thanks to her stubborn geans she never gave up.She knew her arrogance always made him even more furious
but she couldn't let this small ounce of self respect slip out.The fight prevented her from collapsing helplessly in his arms.
She just could come up with 'I was just trying to help'.
Holding her with one hand , he pulled her even closer.
His other hand was now wrapped around her waist .Only entity between them was air simply because it was omnipresent.The jerky action made water drops from his wet hair fall on her collar bone.Every drop falling on her made her more restless , more aware of the raising turmoil with in her,tormenting her resistance.
She thought he is gonna taunt her again but instead he smiled and brought his lips closer to her lips, which send shivers of heat running right down her spine.'If you really want to help, try understanding me' were the only words that came out of his mouth and he dragged her out of the room and closed the doors.
She had no idea how long she stood there with tears trickling down her face.
baki ke liye bhaitwa karo for the next part..
once again thanks for reading, acha laga to comment maar dena nahi to like kar dena.
bura lage to bhi likh dena yaar 😉
Edited by girlTalks - 9 years ago