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Recap – Dm come near Santu the both shared sweet & their magical eye lock… when once again Meghna comes there & took Santu with her. Night passes & next day come Santu was feeling today very weak due to no rest on more responsibilities.

She is abt to fall on near satires on floor. She & Toral took Santu in room. Moti goes out from room but she is still there no one knows that she is on door hiding from all as she is worried for Santu. She hears all convey & feels guilty for her behavior with Santu.

Moti feels may be she is wrong abt Santu she is not like that what was she thinking she move on to her room while thinking that. Here all leaved Sanraj alone for some rest just b'coz of that SanRaj passes some quality time with each other & happy for that.

Part 61 – Guilt of mistakes.

Moti sitting in her room being very worried don't know now what to believe & what not. What is right what she thought abt Santu until or what she felt & sees today? Until now, she never failed while judged any person correctly then how can be she fails with Santu.

How could she get her that much wrong may be b'coz she wants too. B'coz she always hates choti jati's (lower cast ppl) b'coz of what happen to her (means kanji matter) more on that Santu turns out kanji's niece that men's niece who until yet just gives her pain.

That man whom she hates a lot in her life & took revenge of that pain. She harasses Santu a lot in that she never thought that she is also a human she also suffers from pain without thinking of that she just causes her more & more badly way.

She never cares for her feelings but Santu never ever rise her voice against her always she bare her all injustice with her while keeping mum. When I said against abt her & nanka's kid that first time she talk to her in loud voice until yet she never raise objection on her the way she always treats her like a non living thing.

Moti now feels guilty whatever she done with Santu. Now slowly, slowly but she were realizing how much she was wrong. She always hurts Santu still after that she always considers Maulik as her own son not just that even she never did difference in any kids.

Wither it's her or Shubhi's. All were always been equal for her. She always so much devoted to family for that she thought abt neither herself nor her own baby.

Family always comes first for her in each & every part of her life. She from the first day she acme in house she become first mother of this house kids then nanka's wife & I always thought she just come here for nanka's money but I was wrong or I m wrong now. She was so confused that much she can't believe what r she thinking.

Moti: ohh god what is all this What is right or what is wrong. Why after lots of try still my mind says something else & heart say something else. What is true what my mind says or what my heart says. (She holds her mind in confusion)

Kanji: why u is asking to god? It is very simple to understand. (He comes in room & hears what she says)

Moti: what u mean? (He makes his move to her)

Kanji: see as if whatever we always see is not correct just like that, whatever we feel is also always not correct. Moti I know whatever we until having difference that staying together we did as much as less we can & to staying with u at least I come to abt u whatever u say or whatever u do but u r not that much bad from heart. It is just that whatever the hide & seeks life's plays with u b'coz of that u lost trust on anyone. However, I know u know very well what is right n what is wrong but I will tell u one thing always listen's heart b'coz it's never wrong b'coz it says what our soul feel. So always, try to believe it & I have full faith u will take right decision while thinking abt everyone's happiness. (He says all this standing in front of her Moti just listing him seeing in his eyes both lost to looking in to each other eyes)

Kanji: gud night. (He smiles & moves to go)

Taru: Kanji thanks… (He confused) thanks for to help me out from my confusion & to be with me.

Kanji: don't thanks me Taru b'coz I was… I m… & I will be there for help u always don't worry & it's my promise.

Moti smiles & hugs Kanji being happy. Kanji also wrapped his arms around her with sweet smile. Time passes & both get ready for night event here in SanRaj room they also get ready for event. SanRaj come down soon as everyone were waiting for Santu to starts the mehandi event. Dm was welcoming to guest.

There was very limited person's call here so some just some very close ppl came so there was not much rush. Expect Hiten & Maulik some girl & boys with Baa & Shasahank went to Sanjana's house for giving her shagun mehnadi. After some time they also back to home.

Santu, Kaddu, Toral, Birwa, Monghi, Khemi & Meghna with some other girls sit for mehandi. Other girls were taking out mehandi on their hand. All were so happy & in joy & passing gossip & enjoying the beautiful night. Moti to comes down with Kanji & sees all girls taking out mehandi. She smiles & goes there. All sees Moti & smiles to her.

Kaddu: are Taru fui what r u doing alone there come here sit with us & put up mehandi see they r putting up so beautiful mahendi. (With joy)

Moti: but before that I will put up some mahndi in ur everyone's hand. (She is smiling in happiness)

Toral: what really Taru fui it's great. (She also comes in joy)

Birwa: so Taru fui put up on my hand first plz. (Insisting her)

Kaddu: no on my hand Taru fui I know u put up mahndi so beautifully & I m the eldest daughter so plz Taru fui me first plz. (Making puppy face)

Toral: as that wise Kaddu I m the eldest girl of this house so Taru fui will put up mehandi on my hand first right Taru fui. (Try to convince her)

All girls were saying me first… me first but Santu were quite also little upset as she knows either she will ask Moti will never do that. Moti sees Santu's upset face.

Moti: ok now all will quite now I will do but as per my wish now, no one will shout.

All become quite Moti took mehandi con all girls were waiting for her but she sees Santu sitting there lowering her face & eyes. Santu wants that Moti to do mehandi on her hand but she don't want to spoilt her mood while asking. Moti smiles & sits on bad were Santu sitting next to her. Santu be shock to see Moti next to her she that ever expected that.

Moti: I will put up mehandi on Santu's hand first. Ae Santudiii wills u like to put up mehandi on ur hand with me? (With sweet smile)

It was as if dream comes true for Santu. She nods her head in yes with joy like small kid. Santu hold her one hand & starts do the mehandi on her hand with smile. Dm sees while passing from there not & just he but complete family members were shocked with this.

No one believing on this much change in Moti even when Santu feeling tired & she also can't sit properly b'coz of mehandi on her hand. While sitting with Santu Moti sees at her & she understand her situation. Then she also helps her to sit comfortably there.

Dm sees this while watching them & smiles. Dm feels happiness in Santu while staring on her face broad smile. Kanji also comes to near Dm seeing Moti caring for Santu full heartedly. Kanji placed his hand on Dm's shoulder while seeing his eyes witted with happiness tears. Dm sees at Kanji's smiley face.

Kanji: malik Taru is ur sister like u she also knows very well to took out diamonds between stones today at late but finally she recognize the true diamond of ur life now there is no need of worry now everything is all right. (Both seeing at Moti proudly)

Moti do whole mehandi of Santu's both hand not even this she also writes Dm's name on her hand in mehandi with her own wish for what Santu were so happy with that, Moti also feed Santu with her hand after mehandi. All were so happy with this change.

Still party was on & after had dinner Moti too sit for meahndi took out on her hand. Dm comes near Santu & makes her gets up to go in to her room for rest now. They were making their way to go to their room when while running here to there with playing other kids Suraj bumps with Santu in the middle path while eating ice cream cup b'coz of bump whole ice cream pours on her sari & her whole sari massed with ice cream. Nothing happen to Santu as Dm were holding her

Dm: Suraj what u did? (Being angry)

Suraj: sorry maa… sorry papa. (Making innocent face)

Santu: it's ok malik he didn't did with cause. (Making him claim)

Dm: but b'coz of it ur whole sari massed up.

Santu: don't worry we r going up I will changed it. Suraj did u had ur dinner?

Suraj: Yes, maa I had. (With sweet his smile)

Santu: ok then go & play.

Suraj goes to play & SanRaj again make their way to room.

Precap: She again starts knocking door. Dm gets up from bad & goes to open door. He makes his cloth correct then opens door & Baa ruses in. she sees at Dm & then looks at Santu her sari, hair & sindoor were messes up during in sleep last night. Baa smiles naughtily.

To be continue…