Chapter 19
Shiv was constantly thinking about Anandi on the way to Jaitser...He was thinking about all the things which have happened at the hospital...the one full week...the unbearable pain of missing his wife...how he was thinking about her each and every second...and cant concentrate on anything around him...cant sleep...cant eat...cant even fake a smile...always with a long face...and thinking pf their old memories which didnt help him to recover...but increased the sadness...the pics he was holding so close to him while laying on bed...and staring at her side of the bed...and touching the pillow imagining that she is there...and again...crying...shouting at the office people for silly things...which he never did...this was one of the worst situation in his life...he wanted to change all...but he cant...he was ashamed of himself...angry at himself...he cant even look at his face at the mirror...guilt too over him...as he recalled payal's words...that Sa was at fault and not A...tears were falling from him eyes unconsiously...he even started thinking negatively...whether she ll come with him..ll she talk to him...ll she be able forgive him...ll she look at him...his eye...with the same love...waht if she didnt do that...waht if she didnt come...waht if she ll not talk to him...ll not forgive him...ll never be like the same before...WHAT IF SHE HATE HIM...thinking this make him too shocked...he cant even imagine a second without her...and for the whole life...never...it is impossible..it cannot happen...he have to make things normal...he have to convince her...but how...what ll he say...sorry...oh...that was a very simple word for waht he have done to her...but he have no other option...he wanted to think more...but he cant..the thought of her is making him nostalgic...making him scared...to lose confidence...to lose her...
He was so lost in his thoughts and was about to hit the vehicle coming from the opposite lane...daddu who was observing him turned the steering towards the left..and saved everyone from the big accident...still their car hit the tree on the roadside..Eventhough, it was not a big accident shiv had hit hard on the steering, his forehead was scratched badly and...he was bleeding...
They immediately drove to the hospital nearby and the doctor treated his wound...its not a major wound...its very minor...The doctor prescribed him some medicines and they left from there...Shiv requested Daddu that he was ok and can drive..but Daddu said a strict No and mahi drove them to Jaitser