Anandi, Shiv and Marriage(SS)Prt 26-Pg 31(May 13) - Page 7

Originally posted by: Hope

This sucks. The CV's are showing what i wanted to write. I mean i was planning on Jagya coming back (Ok to be clear not to settle with Anandi) and don't hit me😲 but CV's are spoiling my fun 😡. I keep telling myself it will be different from my interpretation to get the motivated. I am heart broken. Help😭

Aww don't stress...this just goes to show that gr8 minds think alike! 😉 Just continue how you had planned and it will work out! The story-line is far is awesome and you have developed it so well! 👏 👏

P.S songs for AnSh:

Tujhe Sochta Hoon from Jannat 2

Paani Da Rang - Vicky Donor

It's the day of sagai and everyone in haveli were up early as there was lot of work to be done. Anandi was still sleeping in her room. She suddenly opens her eyes and jumps on the bed as if she saw a ghost. She looked shocked and confused at what she just saw. Was it just a dream? she thought. The same image flashed again in front of her eyes. "She was crying holding Shiv". She was not sure what to think of it. As she thinks hard to know if its her dream or reality she remembers talking to Shiv about something and crying before hugging him". "What's happening to me. What was I doing. Is this all real". She was almost sure now it was not just a dream. " Did this really happen. If so when, why don't i remember anything? Answer came to her as an attack "Yesterday afternoon! that's it, something happened then. Shiv is not telling me the truth as I thought". "Why was I crying so badly? What happened to me? What happened between us? What is he hiding?" she held her head as if it will explode any second. As she was more and more desperate to know what happened, she was becoming more agitated. "What did we talk about? Damn it! remember Anandi" she thought. Gehna who walked into the room shattered Anandi's thoughts. "Tu wut gai Anandi. Ab kaise hai tu? Hath muh dokhar neeche aaga, nastha kar ki thayar bhi hona hai". "Mai ab theek ho" replied Anandi. As Gehna left Anandi became aware of the day. "It was not any other ordinary day. It was her sagai today". Her head started spinning again with flashes of bits and pieces she remember. She was feeling helpless. She was getting angry, "At her for not being able to remember. At Shiv for lying and hiding from her". "Why do collector sab always interfere in my matters. Why did he enter my life. Why is no one bothered about what I want?" she got frustrated as she was asking herself all these questions. She almost ripped the towel from its hook and went into bathroom thinking of taking a long bath to clear her mind.

In Circuit house Iravati comes and wakes up Shiv. "Shiv beta vutho. Bahut kam hai vutho please" Iravati was pleading him. "Mom please mom 5 more minutes" Shiv was pleading back. After trying few more times she says "Theek hai. Tumhari sagai hai tum kab bhi jasakthe ho. Anandi wait karegi tho kya?" she giggles. Shiv jumps from the bed realizing today was his sagai. "Nahi mom i will get ready soon. We will be there on time" Shiv looks at mom. Iravati smiles and say "I know we will be on time because there is lot of time for us to leave. I need your help with few things first. Fresh up and come out". Shiv gazed at Iravati for playing him and goes to fresh up.

Shiv comes wiping his face and saying to himself "Aj say Anandi meri hogi". His happiness was short lived as he realizes he didn't talk to her yet. He picks up the phone and calls Anandi. No answer. He looks at the time its 7:00 am. "Is she still sleeping? No, she is not the type to sleep late and aj tho bilkul nahi. I hope everything is ok. May be she is busy" he told himself. He calls her again after 10 minutes. No answer. He starts getting worried. "A lot happened yesterday, Saanchi blaming her and Anandi's outburst" he stops. "Is she worried about her past. Yesterday she looked to be in lot of pain when expressing herself. She must be feeling suffocated within herself with this engagement. I really wish she is ok and did not fall sick with the pressure she was taking" he was getting more worried. This gives him even more reason to call and make her know she still has choice. He calls again but no reply. His senses were occupied by the fear of something happening to her. "What if she fainted in her room and no one noticed. I know her state of mind, I listened to her pain" he was not able to stop himself anymore. Image of Anandi lying unconscious alone in her room was giving him chills. He has to know she is ok. He called her cell again and no reply. He thought for a second, lifted his phone and dialed the number. Shiv, "Dadiji, mai Shiv. Sorry mai ne ap ko subha subha disturb kiya". "Nahi Shiv beta bathao kya bath hai" Dadisa hoping everything was ok. "Woh mai Anandi ko phone kar raha tha aur woh vutha nahi rahi. Mujhe laga ki ap se pooch lo ki sab theek tho hai na. Kal bhi vuski thabiyath theek nahi thi na isliye" he asked her. "kuch samay pehale Gehna gayi vuske pas tho tab teek hi thi. Nahi tho Gehna batha thi humko. Tum chintha math kar mai dekhongi. Woh kuch kam mai hoke phone na deki hogi" she smiled as she kept the phone. Thinking "Kithna chintha hai Shiv ko Anandi Ka" she was about to leave for Anandi's room when Basant come to her asking about some work. They sit and start discussing.

Shiv is a bit relaxed now. Gehna saw Anandi today and she was ok. Thats all he wanted to hear "She was OK". He feels silly for how he reacted. When it comes to Anandi he can't think straight. He gets worried for simple things and his commonsense stops working. He decides to SMS her incase he doesn't get a chance to speak to her. It was important for her to know he was with in her every decision. He thought for a moment and wrote "Anandi Ji, Mai bahut dino say aap ko ek bath bolna chahatha tha. Kal himath bi juthaya lekin aap Saanchi ki vajah se pareshan thi aur behosh hogayi. I will come straight to point as SMS mai jyada nahi lik saktha". "Mai ab bhi nahi chahata ki aap kisi dabav mai akay shaadi ki decision ley. Aap ki life hai, Apko haq hai decision leneka aur koi yay haq apse nahi cheen saktha. Its never to late". He realizes he can't compress everything in one SMS, so sends first one and writes another. " Mai yay nahi kah raha hu ki aap apki ma ki vach na nibao. Mai tho ye bolraha hu ki thodi dhin rukhengi tho aap ke liye acha hoga. Ek ke bath ek aap sari tension aap par le rahe hai. Abhi bi late nahi hui. Agar aap shaadi abhi nahi karna chahati tho mujhe bathayia. Mai sab ko manavunga and mera decision kahunga. No one will know it was your decision. Thab Koi aap par dabav nahi dalengi. I will be waiting for your answer. I just want you to be happy and 'I am sure aap ki MA ko be wahi chahiye'". After he sent the message he feels very light and goes out to.

Anandi comes out of bathroom feeling refreshed. She tries to sustain her emotions and think about something else. She gets ready to go down grabbing her phone. She notices missed calls from Shiv. It runs chills down my spine as she flashes on the pieces of memory from previous day. Her frustration from morning starts kicking in as she remembers Shiv lying. She decides to ignore the calls for now but then again changes her mind looking at 4 missed calls thinking what if its something important? Shiv runs to his room as his phone rings. He was waiting for Anandi to call, listen to her voice, to know if she was ok and to know her decision. "Anandi ji, aap theek tho hai na?" says Shiv. Anandi baffled by the question answers "Ji theek ho" thinking "Why does he care?". Shiv gets himself together and explains "Woh kal rath bath adhoori rah gai tho subh socha aap se bath karu. Aap phone nahi vutharahi thi. Tho pareshan hogaya". Anandi was not much interested in the conversation. She wanted to know what happened yesterday afternoon between them. She wanted to ask him but was out of words. "Ji woh mai kuch kam mai thi tho nahi sune phone. Abhi dheki missed calls" she said without much energy. "Dadiji nay bhi yahi kaha ki aap kuch kam mai hongi" Shiv answered innocently. He has no idea of a volcano building inside Anandi. Anandi confused "Mai kuch samjhi nahi". Shiv explains how he was worried she was not picking up and called Dadisa. Anandi is fuming now "Phir wohi bath. Ya meri bhare mai kyu chintha kartha hai. Why doesn't he leave me alone. Agar really chintha hoti tho why lie to me, unless something wrong happened between us". Controlling as much as possible she says "Kal kya hua tha?". Shiv gives the usual answer that nothing happened and everything was as he said. She knows something happened and not knowing was getting on her nerve. Anandi at that point snaps. "Aap ko mujh se kya chahiye? Mere ithna parva kyu karthe hai aap? I can look after myself collector sab. I have been taking care of myself long before you were here. Mai nae phone nahi vuthaya aur aap ne Dadisa ko phone kiya. Ek minute be nahi socha ki wo kya sochangi? Agar vunko kuch galath mathlad suji tho? Sukhria ki aap mujhse shaadi kay liye man gai. Aap ka ye 'EHSAAN' mai kabi nahi bhoolungi. Aap ko bi vahi chahiye tha na "SHAADI'. Aap dhariye math mai apse shaadi karungi peeche nahi hathungi. Aap kush rahiye aur Mujhe meri halat par chood dejiye. Vinathi karthi ho aap se". She keeps down the phone. Gehna enters the room just as Anandi keeps the phone down and says "Anandi tu nashta karne kyu neche nahi ayi. Lo ab jaldi ka lo. Mai tumhari madhat karungi thyar hone mai" giving her the tiffin plate.

Shiv was still holding the phone trying to grasp what just happened. His heart was paining as if he was stabbed in his chest. "She thought I was afraid she will back out of marriage. That I agreed to this marriage as a favour to her. She doesn't know me at all. Why can she not understand that 'I LOVE HER'". He felt his whole world crashing around him. He was not able to breath. Something was hurting him so bad but there was no injury on his body. "All I wanted was for her to be happy. I was asking her to think again about this marriage and SHE". "What went wrong? Why was she so angry? he had no answer. Choti ma walks into the room asking if he was ready or needs some help? Shiv was just standing there like a statue with phone in his hand. Choti ma sees Shiv standing without any reply and was not ready. She goes and taps on his shoulder bringing him back to reality. Shiv "Choti ma! bathayia kuch kam tha?" She can see something was terribly wrong with Shiv. "Beta kya hua? Sab theek hai na?" asks Choti ma. Shiv was taken by surprise at her question. Choti ma ko kuch shaq nahi hona chahiye. "Ha sab theek hai. Aap kyu aise pocha?" he said gathering himself. She explains she was talking to him a minute back and he was not listening. Just then Dadu enters the room saying "Ab wo humara kya sunega, ye tho apni hi duniya mai hoga". Maahia and Saanchi enter saying "Bhaya aap badh mai dream land jana kyu ki ab ap ko thayar hoke babhi ke pas jana hai". Shiv struggles to put on a smile on his face as everyone leave his room. Choti ma comes back and asks "Are you are happy beta?" Shiv nods yes smiling. As she was leaving the room she thinks to herself "I know something is not right. Just give me a sign that you are not happy beta and i will stop this wedding". Once everyone left Shiv tries to explain to himself that there must be some reason behind Anandi's anger and she would never mean anything she said. He crashes on the bed without noticing the phone. Music starts playing as he falls on the phone.

Tujhe sochta hoon main shaam-o-subah
Isse zyada tujhe aur chahoon toh kya
Tere hi khyaalon mein dooba raha
Isse zyada tujhe aur chahoon toh kya

Bus saare gum mein jaana
Sang hoon tera
Har ik mausam mein jaana
Sang hoon tere
Ab itne INTIHAAN bhi
Na le mere

He sits there listening to the song for few minutes. He gets up and starts getting ready. It was his sagai and he is in a lot of pain.