Ram Kapoor, my husband. It sounds so strange. I never thought that life and past would allow me to become someone's wife.
I don't know how to hide if I see something wrong, I don't keep quiet if I see mistreatment, arrogance, selfishness, or something that my principles cannot accept. I don’t have a smile on my face, if I’m not happy, I know only one thing - to be the way I am, not expecting great joy, understanding or that love from fate that is not connected with family ties.
Even they didn't provide it for me, Mr. Sood... He only gave me a last name and great pain.
I rejected all this, thanks to Ram, my husband, He was with me because of love, but not for me, for his family. For me it's so clear. So I agreed, with difficulty, pushed my fears aside and embarked on this marriage as a difficult journey. But Ram, his oceanic eyes, unrestrained emotions and hyper-moving manners became very close to me. What is even more unusual, I believe him, yes, I am afraid, but not of him, but of the circumstances. I believe him absolutely, his words reach my heart, touches awaken something in me that I have never experienced, even when I thought I loved Neeraj. Yeah, I just thought, now I know it wasn't love. The wedding with Ram showed me the difference, he is naive as a child, he eats as if for the last time, and he is so devoted to the one and those he loves that at a difficult moment all his childhood evaporates. He is full of fire that protects. And me too, I didn't expect it, but I got it. I did not hope that I would be looked at as a woman or that I would see someone as a man. But with him ... My body and my soul seem to burn, melt under his soft male onslaught, I'm not afraid, I want it.
I started to hear music, although I never liked it, it became my music. I love to hear him, now I understand everything, the fear of losing him in that accident revealed the truth to me, but I don’t even tell it to myself. But now I hear music. Every minute. You are my music - Ram Kapoor.
Kumkum Bhagya
