No Sorry ...nothing direct update .. Coz ...Sorry is not enough now..
Part 40 -
Mehendi Night -
After our dinner .. all guest were heading to their home.. wishing us again ..and the rest only the family members .. of course including Vikam and Neha di .. as they are in family we planned to enjoy their wedding video in our living room..
But only after 30 minutes.. when the jaimala was done.. the seniors members retired to their respective rooms ..and once again..my in- laws blessed me ..and moved towards their destination..
So we had to shift to our room ...Vikram bhaiya and Neha di were so excited to remember their Dday again . they took the front place at my bed ..and .. setting the video once again in my room. I took the place on bed resting my head on the head rest ..as I was feeling a lil bit tired ..Ram sat beside me ...
Being the opportunist couple .. we were utilizing the moment fully.. coz Vikram and neha di were so engrossed to wander in their memory lane .. and I was resting my head on Ram's shoulder.. be a caring partner ..RAM was caressing my hair ..as he could sense I was feeling so tired ...but I did not wanna say No to them ..they were so excited ...
we did not pay a lil bit attention to the video ..just talking so softly with each other ..
Ram caressing my hair ..softly asked: feeling tired na ?
Moving so close to him and replied hmmm...
Nind aa rehi hai ??????????
Ha thori si to ..but feeling so tired ..
To so jao ...I am here na no problem..jab neha and Vikram will go I will wake up u first .then main bhi...
first time I felt ..Ram's voice not usual ..some depressed feeling ..when he uttered the last...
What happen..why r u feeling low..
Pulling me towards him.more ..taking my hands , giving a light peck on its ..he expressed his feelings..: don't wanna go Priya .today I don't want...just want to spend my full time with you only ..i smiled only though I knew my Eyes was speaking a different .. it was filled with water ...
some how I was craving for the same..and more over .. I was touched with my man and his feelings ..but I did not wanna show my exact feelings ..I knew RAM so well may be more than himself..coz ..If i show him my feelings then he cant go...and its not good for us,before two days of our marriage,..Our feelings, craving are important ..but our respect to each other respect to our relationship is much more important than our craving to spend a few hours with us ..
Rammm..only 2 days more na ...after that no one can't say anything ..u know what ..
What ..I want to mean..again kissing my palm, he said..I love the smell very much ...
it was nothing just to divert his mind and mine..
We were totally lost in each other ..suddenly heard some shout ..and of course it was came from over excited Neha di...
Vikram please rewind karo na...
When Neha di's loud voice made us aware about the video .. why she wanted to rewind ..the only way for was to make an excuse and move from there ...
With stammering voice I said..Mujhe ... Wo... Wo ... meri Mehendi .. ho gayi hai .. mujhe.. mujhe wo... fresh ..and litterally I tried to leave the place asap.. and my dumbo husband...soryy .. but this word was perfect for him .. that he wanted to help me that moment ..he said ..main .. main wo Priya ko help karke ata hu..
Uff hats of to the man ...they were seeing a video where Ram was kissing me on my cheek.. which one is so clear on the video .. and still he is saying that he wants to help me ...
Just we are so fool still we were behaving the way that we were waiting to listen their teasing more ...
In unison .. the newly wedded couple said.. wo .. both of u r not satisfied with this little na.. that's why wanna more ..and winks at us..
I just rushed towards washroom as already made a comments.. to freshen up .. but within a moment I found RAM was behind me..
Aap yeha .. uufff.. jaruri tha.do u know they will tease us more ...
But when I looked at him..just totally opposite Ram .. not at all the shy one,...with so much love ..he looked at me ..and said.. Priya.. we did not do any wrong na...officially ..we are husband and wife...and they are teasing being friends of us .. they have right na..
I was lost in his eyes the most charming eyes.. and where I can find only love .. ocean of love for me ..only me.. and what ever he said... .. I just ignore ..coz for me what I cant ignore the way he looked at me with full love ...
I tip toed and lightly pecked on his cheek... After that . feeling so shy that I could not match my eyes with him...
Haye my lovely wife is becoming romantic ha .. kya baat hai ..and tried to grap me in his arms.. but lightly I pushed him and went to wash my hands...still RAM was with me..he was helping me too .
From the outside this time only Neha di shouted oye Love birds we are going with closing the door ..but its not locked one ,..so jo karna hai soch k..ok...and heard the sound of closing the door ..
Ram smiled and I gave him the same reaction...
After washing my hands..Ram was checking my hands so keenly...
Really a weird behavior .. we are alone in room.. no one is bothering where we are even married couple..but he is wasting his time on my palms..and this is the same man who said ...who wanna waste time behind mehendi ..Had hai yaar..
After a few minutes he said ..Priya ..mehendi ki rang deep kyun nehi ayi yaar ..
I know it takes time to show its colur but as I was in teasing mood so I said ..it means .. U don't love me so simple..
Yaar aise kaise ho sakta hai ...U know na how much I love u ..
To main kya bata rehi hu .. jo sab mante hai .. us hisab se hi to bol rehi hu ..mehendi ki rang deep nehi huyi hai it means only one thing na that u don't ...
I could not finish.. coz...I spent long 5 years without him..when he was not with me..and only with this thought that he does not love me .. never loved me ...so still before using this don't word before Love of my man for me.. hurts me.. coz I know how much he loves me.. and me too .. and don't wanna hurt him any more ..for my silly jokes...
Ram looked at me.. cupping my face ..I know it hurts when u used this don't word.. I can feel ur pain..coz I was in the same shoe.in these 5 years .but no..no more... this is time for celebration of our togetherness of our faith to each other.. faith on our love.. no past now..
And waise madam..I know it takes time to show its colur .i am not worried about it, isse to pakka deep hona hi hai .. .and winked at me...
I was feeling so shy that controlling myself with biting my lower lips..
Priya don't do this ...Have to leave for home now...
He Went from there ...
Next day was for final touch up for our shopping ...
And according to plan RAM was with me .. both of we re so fool in shopping matters though all say that girls are expert to do this.. they r Phd ..in shopping ..but I am failed to prove myself..and RAM got the chance to tease me...
With all of our seniors permission we got the chance to meet before our marriage day ..but with the restriction that he has to drop m before sunset ..and aftr sunset we cant meet..actually they said .. that we cant see any one's face..but iin this technology era..they knew its not impossible job.. we can see via sky pe...and always image is in front of us.. so just they said .. we cant meet...
Ram planned .our lunch date .. we went to our college site ..exactly not in front of our college ..but ...the first restaurant where first time as a friend we shared our lunch time and eventually it was our first lunch date ...and even RAM ordered the same ...Noodles my favorite one...
But id not get the same table .. we tried but .. could not already booked by another couple...seeing them ...ram clutch my hand.. and said.. lucky table right..taking my sit I said ..
Lucky I am .. to get u in my life..
So I am the luckiest as u r my life partner RAM uttered...
We shared a lot .lots of our past experience ...but so amazing that neither ram nor me.. uttered a single word about those 5 years ..not for a single moment we did .. just the happy moments we spent in our college..with friends ..and all ..
When he came to my home ..to drop me.. he said ..Priya thank u .. thank u for being each and every place with me.. do u know why I went to the particular restaurant to enjoy our last day as friend... tomorrow we are going to tie knot..may be the best one..with a promise to being with each other in every sorrow and happy moments .. so we are friend.. we will be .same before all.. but .. for world our relation is going to change..taking a new name .. with eternal meaning.. but I wanna give u all happy moments from our beginning so I choose...
As he chooses today he is not going to enter my house will bid bye from out side.. so I just missed the opportunity to hug him tightly...after his all explanation..only I wanted to do so...
Sorry For the mistake.. feeling so sleepy ..