9th feb 2013...
Ram-Aaj maine usse hamesha ke liye kho diya...
Why me only..hv to suffer everything..
kya galti thi meri...?
kyu usse kho diya...!!
"khone ka dard hi kya..
jab paane ka ehsaas hi nahi...!! " uss ek pal ne mujhse zindagi ki saari khushi cheen li...
kismat se haar gaya uss din... nahi bacha paya apne pehle pyar ko... !!
kho diya maine uss din apni Ritu ko... !! Nahi jaanta tha "The Ram Kapoor" hone ke baad bhi.. nahi bacha paaya apne pyaar ko...
Jis din maine Ritu ko khoya.. ussi din Priya ne apne Nitin ko".. Mein aur Priya dono jante the ki hum kho denge inhe.. par hum kuch nahi kar paaye...!!
From Last 6 months Nitin & Ritu were in same Cancer ward... Suffering from lung cancer last stage..!!!
I cant fight from God for my LOVE..!!!
I want to spend my whole money in her treatment.. but its said money cant buy everything...
This happened with me..!! The day Ritu & I know abt her Cancer.. was the worst day of my life.. The only thing I could do was to pray God.. But he havnt shown mercy on my Ritu.. If have .. today I havnt loss her...
We wanted to live together.. but fate doesnt wants that...
Present...
Ram have tears in his eyes.. reading this.. Priya sees tears in his eyes... She quickly comes to him.. & wipe his tears & snatches his diary from his hand...
Priya- Ram How many times I have said u.. Plz dont read ur past.. I cant see u in tears..
Ram- Priya ...We cant fight from our past..!!! pulls her near him.. which makes tingling sensation to Priya..
Kisses lightly on her forehead.. cheeks ..& hug her...
Both hugs each other passionately... And rest leave on them.. !!!😳
Its around 3:00 AM.. Ram is not feeling sleepy... He sees Priya & smile comes on his face.. He kisses her on her cheeks... She smiles in her sleep..
When Ram sees that she is in deep sleep.. He quietly comes out from bed & wear his clothes.. & takes his dairy from table & silently moves out from there to hall..
He opens his diary..
date- 10th July 2013..
Love U Priya...
"Hum to Dard ke sath jeena sikh chuke the...
Dard batna sikhaya apne..!!
Hum to jeena bhul chuke the..
Jeena sikhaya apne...!!
Hum to Pyaar karna bhul chuke the...
Pyaar karna sikhaya apne..!!"
Urs Ram..!!..
I wish everyone gets a girl like Priya in his life... but dont want that there should be anyone who suffers like Ram-Priya..
Priya has given me my life back... I want to live again for my Priya... Maine to uss din ke baad se jeena hi chod diya tha.. Agar Priya nahi hoti to aaj mein shayad ek zinda laash hota..
Priya ne to apne dard ko chupa kar sabko khush karna sikh liya..Par mein nahi kar paya... Hum Dono ne apne-apne pehle pyaar ko marte dekha tha..
Nitin ke baad Priya ne to react karna chod diya.. Sab maan chuke the ki vo mentally prepared thi..
Sirf maine dekha tha dard priya ki aankho mein.. Aur shayad vohi dard Priya na meri aankho mein dekha..
Aur uss Dard ne hamein aaj hamesha ke liye khush kar diya...
Pata nahi kyu mjhe Priya se baat karke sukun milne laga tha.. Shayad hamara dard ek tha.. Isliye hum dono ek dusre to samajhne lage the.. Bhul chuka tha Pyaar kya hota hai.. Sirf Priya ki vajah se apno ke liye sambhla tha phir se.. Maine to kayi baar Priya se apna Dard share kiya tha..Par Priya vo to chehre par haasi lekin ankho mein Dard lekar sabko apne khush hone to ehsaas dilati rahi.. Aur shayad issi Dard ne mjhe Priya se Pyaar karna sikhaya.. I love u Priya..!!
Ram closes his diary..and closes his eyes... he remembers the day when Priya first time shared her pain too him...
He quickly opens his diary.. & opens the 9th March, 2013...
Flashback...
9th march, 2013..
Aaj Ritu ko gaye ek month ho gaya.. Aur mein abhi tak zinda hu..!! Aaj Priya pehli baar mere samne apne dard ko nahi chupa payi... Kyu uske shabd.. mujhe inta dard de rahe hai... Sach hi kaha Priya ne.. shayad hamare pyaar mein koi kami reh gayi thi isiliye bhagwan ne hamse hamara pyaar cheen liya...
Why do Priya & I am suffering same pain.. which has no end.. Wish atleast I could have less down her pain...
Kyu mein Priya ke baare mein itna soch raha hu...Priya ke baare mein sochna matlab apne pyaar se dhoka...
Nahi mein aaj bhi Ritu se pyaar karta hu.. aur hamesh ussi se karta rahunga...
Par Priya.. vo bhi to apne pyaar ko kho chuki hai.. Sirf sochne se mein koi dhoka nahi kar raha.. She is my good friend only...
Present... Ram slowly opens his pen... And writes "My Love too".. infront of the last line of 9th March, 2013..
Now line is.. "Sirf sochne se mein koi dhoka nahi kar raha.. She is my good friend only...My Love too"❤️
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