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He is standing near Door with bowed head , & just folding his hands... people comes & seat & goes... but he just stand there... complteley lost... today he lost evrything , when he lost her.. his half... his betterhalf... she suddenly leave him alone in the world...
" Bahut bura laga sunkar beta... bhagwan uski aatma ko shanti de.. " Visitor says & he just fold his hands agin... Visitor hold his hands for sometime & caress his shoulder to console him... & goes.. he just look at side & sees her photo... she is looking at him with twinkle in her eyes... toady dn't know but he can't meet her eyes... is he feeling guilty???? yes he is... she love him so much.. she gives everything , in true senses she loves him & he ... he just run behing world not knowing... she waited for him til her last breath... only to see him... & when he comes... she only hear his voice but can't see him...
" My friends used to say , mai uske layak hi nahi... sach hi ketehe the... " he thinks & comes hall. slowly all persons goes to thir Homes & he seat on Sofa.. His parents requeted him to come with them & lock this House .. but he refuse... is their Home... thier dream home...
He goes near her photo... & seat on ground , just looking at her...
" Yakeen nahi aata... tummm... chali gayi... tumne vada tod diya.. " his eyes just feel with tears... he try wipe it & look at her , but tears dn't stop... he close his eyes ... and open after minute...
he starts fan & goes to kitchen... open fridge & get water bottole & drinks it like is never get to drinks water.. He goes to room ... their bedroom & sees , her make up kit lying there... cloths are still in bucket... he seat on bed... & look at room...
He just look at mirror & founds both of them standing there , shouting on each other...
" Per tumne promise kiya tha " she ask in dejected voice
" Ha kiya tha , per last time meetina aa gyai to kya karta?" aur vaise bhi sirf bahar hi jana tha na , to kal jaynge?" He says
" Per ye hamara Anniversary ke liye tha... kal to nahi hogi na Anniversary?" she says in sad tone ..
" to????? ek minutes tumhe laga raha ki ye mai jaan buch kar kar raha hue???? tum aakhir karna kya chathi ho ha????? apni job to chod di tumne???? ab mia kuch kar raha hue , apne craeer ko , ache makaam pe leke jaa raha hue , to tum??? " he says in angry tone..
" mera matlab vo nahi tha.. kabhi nahi.. per agar aaj ruk jate to..." she says in hope...
" Oh God... ( he says & hold her shoulders ) dekho hame kahi nahi jaa rahe... hum sham ko chanlnge ok?"
" Hmmm.. " she nods her head & about to hug him but he goes Hall.
" I Luv You... " she says to him.. but no one hears...
He just throw himself on bed & close his eyes...
" Kya hai ye? ye saree kyu? maine specially kaha tha ki koi westrn dress ... " he says angrilly
" pata hai , per mere dress. bahut chote hai... aur tumne hi to kaha tha ki aise kapde mai sirf tumhare saamne pehen sakti hue.. " she says
" ha to... ab maine hi kaha tha na ki westrn dress ke liye ... "
she just nods his head .
" va... tumhe to meri koi chinta hi nahi hai... " he says & goes to bedroom while she just silently seat on sofa wiping tears..
He somehow get up & smiles to himself
" Kitna pagal tha mai , aisa duniya ke peeche bhag raha tha , jo mujhe meri Jine ke vaja se dur kar gaye.. "
he sighs & look at clock its strikes 3pm in noon... he wips his face & goes to hall. he sees that agarbatti he litghs infront of her photo , its end ... he litghs another agarbatti & then again look at her..
" hmmm... kabhi... itne pass se dekha hi nahi tumhe shadi ke baad , aur aaj jab dekhna ka muaka mila hai to... to sirf ab photo mia dekh sakta hue tumhe... " his eyes again feel with tears .. he bend down & kiss her forhead... he still remeber , or I says he never forget that call...
" Kitni der hai?" she ask over call
he sighs.
" mai Office mai hue ... "
" ha , per jaldi aa jaao na.. "
" kyu? aaj kya hai?" he ask irritatedly while writing somthing in file...
" pata nahi , per kuch ajjeb lag raha hai." she says
" Tumhare paas Dr. khanna ka no. hai na , so just go to him ... " he suggest coldly
" per... tum... "
" plase yaar I just want to complete my work... just stop it " he yells & she immeadtly put down cell.
after an hour
his cell again rings
" ab kya?"
" nikal rahe ho ghar ke liye? "
he just close his eyes
" baat kya hai ? kyu mere peeche padi ho ?"
" tum aise kyu bol rahe ho ? mujhe bookh lag rahi thi , bas isiliye.."
"to????? yaar ghar mai khana to hoga na to kha lo... mujhe kyu chaat rahi ho?" he angrily yells
" itan ghussa theek nahi hota sehet ke liye... " she slowly says
he just cut call & again resume his work...
after 15 mins he receives msg
" plz jaldi aa sakte ho? bahut bhookh lagi hai... "
he rub his temple & types something... but never in a dream he thinks that she takes it so seriously...
Now his hands shivers when he open msg folder & reds msg he sent to her.
" Ek kaam kar sakti ho????? kisi gaadi ke neeche aakar Suicide kar lo... mai bi khush... dono chut jaaynge... "
" Tumne maar diya use... maar diya... aahkhir kya chathi thi vo... Only one DInner with you... uska Bdy tha... Bdy jo tumne uske liye hamesha special Day banaya tha ... " he thinks & seat on Sofa but he smiles to himself again " Huh... tumne uska ye bady bhi specail hi kar diya... uska bdy per hi uska maut ka din bana diya ... jis din is duniya mai aayi , usi din tumne use marne per majbur kiya... " he says to himself
He look at her photo again & suddenely he hears one song...
someone played this song
" Bahut bura laga sunkar beta... bhagwan uski aatma ko shanti de.. " Visitor says & he just fold his hands agin... Visitor hold his hands for sometime & caress his shoulder to console him... & goes.. he just look at side & sees her photo... she is looking at him with twinkle in her eyes... toady dn't know but he can't meet her eyes... is he feeling guilty???? yes he is... she love him so much.. she gives everything , in true senses she loves him & he ... he just run behing world not knowing... she waited for him til her last breath... only to see him... & when he comes... she only hear his voice but can't see him...
" My friends used to say , mai uske layak hi nahi... sach hi ketehe the... " he thinks & comes hall. slowly all persons goes to thir Homes & he seat on Sofa.. His parents requeted him to come with them & lock this House .. but he refuse... is their Home... thier dream home...
He goes near her photo... & seat on ground , just looking at her...
" Yakeen nahi aata... tummm... chali gayi... tumne vada tod diya.. " his eyes just feel with tears... he try wipe it & look at her , but tears dn't stop... he close his eyes ... and open after minute...
he starts fan & goes to kitchen... open fridge & get water bottole & drinks it like is never get to drinks water.. He goes to room ... their bedroom & sees , her make up kit lying there... cloths are still in bucket... he seat on bed... & look at room...
He just look at mirror & founds both of them standing there , shouting on each other...
" Per tumne promise kiya tha " she ask in dejected voice
" Ha kiya tha , per last time meetina aa gyai to kya karta?" aur vaise bhi sirf bahar hi jana tha na , to kal jaynge?" He says
" Per ye hamara Anniversary ke liye tha... kal to nahi hogi na Anniversary?" she says in sad tone ..
" to????? ek minutes tumhe laga raha ki ye mai jaan buch kar kar raha hue???? tum aakhir karna kya chathi ho ha????? apni job to chod di tumne???? ab mia kuch kar raha hue , apne craeer ko , ache makaam pe leke jaa raha hue , to tum??? " he says in angry tone..
" mera matlab vo nahi tha.. kabhi nahi.. per agar aaj ruk jate to..." she says in hope...
" Oh God... ( he says & hold her shoulders ) dekho hame kahi nahi jaa rahe... hum sham ko chanlnge ok?"
" Hmmm.. " she nods her head & about to hug him but he goes Hall.
" I Luv You... " she says to him.. but no one hears...
He just throw himself on bed & close his eyes...
" Kya hai ye? ye saree kyu? maine specially kaha tha ki koi westrn dress ... " he says angrilly
" pata hai , per mere dress. bahut chote hai... aur tumne hi to kaha tha ki aise kapde mai sirf tumhare saamne pehen sakti hue.. " she says
" ha to... ab maine hi kaha tha na ki westrn dress ke liye ... "
she just nods his head .
" va... tumhe to meri koi chinta hi nahi hai... " he says & goes to bedroom while she just silently seat on sofa wiping tears..
He somehow get up & smiles to himself
" Kitna pagal tha mai , aisa duniya ke peeche bhag raha tha , jo mujhe meri Jine ke vaja se dur kar gaye.. "
he sighs & look at clock its strikes 3pm in noon... he wips his face & goes to hall. he sees that agarbatti he litghs infront of her photo , its end ... he litghs another agarbatti & then again look at her..
" hmmm... kabhi... itne pass se dekha hi nahi tumhe shadi ke baad , aur aaj jab dekhna ka muaka mila hai to... to sirf ab photo mia dekh sakta hue tumhe... " his eyes again feel with tears .. he bend down & kiss her forhead... he still remeber , or I says he never forget that call...
" Kitni der hai?" she ask over call
he sighs.
" mai Office mai hue ... "
" ha , per jaldi aa jaao na.. "
" kyu? aaj kya hai?" he ask irritatedly while writing somthing in file...
" pata nahi , per kuch ajjeb lag raha hai." she says
" Tumhare paas Dr. khanna ka no. hai na , so just go to him ... " he suggest coldly
" per... tum... "
" plase yaar I just want to complete my work... just stop it " he yells & she immeadtly put down cell.
after an hour
his cell again rings
" ab kya?"
" nikal rahe ho ghar ke liye? "
he just close his eyes
" baat kya hai ? kyu mere peeche padi ho ?"
" tum aise kyu bol rahe ho ? mujhe bookh lag rahi thi , bas isiliye.."
"to????? yaar ghar mai khana to hoga na to kha lo... mujhe kyu chaat rahi ho?" he angrily yells
" itan ghussa theek nahi hota sehet ke liye... " she slowly says
he just cut call & again resume his work...
after 15 mins he receives msg
" plz jaldi aa sakte ho? bahut bhookh lagi hai... "
he rub his temple & types something... but never in a dream he thinks that she takes it so seriously...
Now his hands shivers when he open msg folder & reds msg he sent to her.
" Ek kaam kar sakti ho????? kisi gaadi ke neeche aakar Suicide kar lo... mai bi khush... dono chut jaaynge... "
" Tumne maar diya use... maar diya... aahkhir kya chathi thi vo... Only one DInner with you... uska Bdy tha... Bdy jo tumne uske liye hamesha special Day banaya tha ... " he thinks & seat on Sofa but he smiles to himself again " Huh... tumne uska ye bady bhi specail hi kar diya... uska bdy per hi uska maut ka din bana diya ... jis din is duniya mai aayi , usi din tumne use marne per majbur kiya... " he says to himself
He look at her photo again & suddenely he hears one song...
someone played this song
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