Raesha OS : Tu Jane Naa

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was missing you all loads 😭😭 actually i have almost read all the stories and i am following few of them, and no upates still.. was missing the commenting and to get my reviews i am really sorry for not updating but do trust because of my hectic schedule i can't have much time + i can't think better far is that first i want some inspiration to write well.. so please but do trust me i'll try my best to update as soon as possible sachi muchi..
well not munching your minds much so don't be angry because i am not going to a start a new story i am writing an OS... for Raesha
as yaha per arakshi and ariya bohat hai arni bhi mil jayegi but Raesha are few and that's sad.
so i thought to write on them... 😳😳😳

part 1 A:

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He was angry on himself, his guilt was visible in his eyes, and he was blaming himself for her absence. The past few days made his life to destine a new journey. His silence was the loudest outburst of his frustration, guilt and pain. His tears were screaming out his aggression.

Sameer's POV :

I love you Ayesha, I am sorry, me sachi me bohat bada idiot hoon, I didn't recognize my feelings, but I swear, tum jahan bhi hoo me tumhe dhoondh looga, bohat pyaar karta hoo tumse, Please do forgive me, I swear I am dying every second, your absence kills me, I really don't want to hurt you, I promise I will not hurt you ever, I will not made you cry, I promise...

Please come back, tum jahan bhi hoo, jis haal me hoo, sirf meri wajah se hoo, but me uska karan nahi banna chahta hoo, trust me, I love you...

Janta hoo ki um mujhse naraz hogi, maybe ghussa bhi karogi, per you can't hate me I know. And I promise me tumhe manaoga, or mana kar hi rahoga, Your just mine. Just mine.

Saying this he hug the photo frame more tightly, it was folded in his hands, secured.

He looked at it again, he missed her a lot, he was starring at the picture blindly, her speaking eyes which was enriched with a little amount of kajal, her decent breath taking smile and her. Shre was the most beautiful girl on the earth for him.He remember the first time when he was starring at her mindlessly, admiring her feminine beauty.

We both were acting as getting married in just a week, I skip a beat when she called me jaan, it was different, she was looking beautiful no doubt, but her stubborn feminine antics, was something different I experienced, but still... She was looking cute. She selected one necklace, and admired it, and I took it to enrich her slender neck with that beautiful necklace.

I was going to tie it, when the shopkeeper showed the mirror and I miss-innocently looked at her, she was busy in setting her look, while I was lost in her feminine look, her beautiful eyes, her soft lips, and the beautiful she. She was looking just perfect; one can't recognize that she was the Ayesha Kapoor who was better far in the western outfits. Showing out her hot look, And today her eastern avatar was snatching out my heart.

She noticed that I was starring at her blindly, when she looked at me, silently, she starred me too. I was lost in her eyes, trying to figure out the feeling, unspoken words. My heart skipped a beat again when she looked at me too, accepting my gesture. That moment was something different I shared with her. She was the most elegant, matured and loving girl I had loved.

Maybe that was the first step when I was growing my steps further for our compatibility. Later it become friends to special friends, she was the when one with whom I shared my time, whenever it comes to me spending time on myself, it was behalf to hers. I start comfort with her, she was adoring personality, and one could get ever addicted towards her. And even if it comes to her maybe she was feeling the same.

We start attracting towards each other, unknowingly. It was magical with her, her fragrance, her smile, her coffee, her voice everything was being perfect for me. Her different avatars, was something new to experience, we explore and observe much difference and special feelings for each other, no damn it I am realizing them now, I mean I had recognize them few days before. GOSH I am such an idiot. I didn't realize them before. But I promise I will raise them every day, more passionately. And will keep her happy ever after .I'll show my all love and feelings to her, wasting none second and for this I have to find her.

Saying this he kissed the frame and put it on the cupboard, he had fling himself down on the floor for 1-2 hours, he just need her, her sympathy, her concern, and the whole her. He wants to hug her and to outburst all the burden he has collects inside. The burden contains the guilt, pain, frustration, aggression and love. He just wants her to let her feel the same again for her.

He almost rush towards the car and merged towards the E.T.F office. He entered the conference room, his swelled eyes, was speaking out his pain for her; everyone had come to knew that he loves her. He was restless in every second since he comes to know that Ayesha was missing. His growing frustration, restless behavior, negative attitude and outburst were showing his passion for her.

He sat on his chair and looked at everyone in an inquiring impact, hoping to have some clues about her absence. Shree passed a file to Rathore nervously. Rathore take it and looked at him while he continued.

Shree said in his officer avatar," Sir ye Ayesha ke phone records hai, isse maloom hota hai ki last time Ayesha apne ghar per thi when it was switched on, but she left for phone in his room, jab humne uski Mom se contact karne ki koshish tit u wok eh rahi thi Ayesha was dressed in Nadia's avatar and she said ki usko ek case ke lie jana hai and hum sab uske saath hai, not to worry kiu ki wo shayad late hojayegi. Subah jab yaha phone aya tu pata chala ki wo ghar nahi poohanchi thi or wo yaha per ayi hi nahi thi."

Arjun cut in between with confidence in his voice," Matlab jo kuch hua hai club me hua hai. Zahir si baat hai Nadia ka avatar le kar wo kisi garden me tu jane se rahi. Shree pata karo Ayesha usually kin clubs ko visit karti hai."

Sakshi asked with a hesitation and nervousness is her voice," Per aisa bhi kia hua tha ki Ayesha ne jhoot bola or wo iss tarah bina bataye.. I mean...

Sameer almost fumed in anger and shouted on her," That's none of your business Miss. Sakshi Anand, and iss sawal ke jawab se hume ye maloom nahi hojayega ki who kidnapped her, so please."

Everyone was expecting this, it was being 4 or 5 time he shouted today, but it wasn't his rigmarole, he was being a calm person, his anger use to take place when it is needed, of course his concern was just but his frustration and outburst on little things were showing his passion for Ayesha, he do have feelings for her and these feelings weren't small or professional.

He was attracted towards her, and his attraction was becoming his addiction, he was addicted towards Ayesha, he wants her every time, for his persona, for his coffee, for his concern, as his friend and as his mate. And sometimes these person presence makes s attract towards someone so specially that we don't want to let them go, or to have the same with anyone else.

Arjun left with Shree, chotu was still busy in inquiring about her, Sakshi was also figuring out the same with her sources and Sameer was sitting in his cabin, after a while he rested his head on the chair, he closed his eyes, feeling the breeze his ears were ringing her voice in his mind.

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She was clad in a simple short black sleeved dress. Her loosened wavy curls with floating strands on her face, was enriching her face, her eyes were glanced with a little amount of kajal and mascara, her soft lips were beautifully glossed with her lip balm.

She was looking simply elegant; his words almost trailed off to define his feelings for her beauty, he eyes were stuck on her, when he saw her glance. She bites her lips nervously, trying to read his minds when he was starring at her blindly.

I was drooling over that adorable gentleman who was starring me blindly, he smiled and It was breathtaking. My heart skips beats, he stepped forward and said three words adorably," You look beautiful" these words were not just words. It was a beautiful compliment by him. I blushed at his words, and smiled sarcastically, not making sure him about my feelings, or else he will read my face.

His sharp smoky eyes can read the expressions, but still not feelings... I chuckled to myself that I have loved the person who a version of love, an adorable person who is pretty charming and charismatic but a very shy personality, n I'm lost when he shy's his white milked cheeks become crimson red, he is... he is difficult to ignore. His charming antics, his beautiful thoughts, and his loyalty towards his promises. What more a girl could wish for??

I was a very lucky person to love him, thank GOD. I was proud of myself to the person who doesn't have negative attitude, non-sense nature, he was always matured, adorable, charming, a gem like person. He has his own dazzling persona in everyone's eye.

I break the chain of thoughts and was going to sit in the car when he adorably opened the door of the car and I sit passing smile and he passed his charming smile too. Starring at him I was lost, he was dressed in a white shirt with a stylish black coat.

I started thinking that where are we going, I looked at her astonish and she smiled naughtily looking at me with the corner of her eye, and I understood that it was a surprise but what kind of?? I was confuse and was thinking what was it going to be... Let's see... it was visible that she was enjoying my confused state. But me naah.. Why should I be confused??? She's not a lioness to eat me up, but yeah I was in a lady dabbang's assailed.

Waiting for the destination we finally reached, she stopped the car and I dismounted, opening the gate for her, she dismounted too. It was a beautiful place, calm and quiet, the soft cold breeze was adding dizziness to the environment, it was a back yard, and there was a table for two. It was beautifully decorated. And within few minutes I recognize it was the back yard of her house. The table was decorated with my favorite mouthwatering dishes and the beautiful roses; their fragrance was delighting the mood. It was simply amazing.

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We both had an amazing moment. Within just minutes the yard was echoing with her chuckles and giggles, some silent stares were capturing his smile, his eyes, him. I love the way use to chuckle adorably, and his strands hayeee when they touch his forehead it makes him more handsome, his clothing was elegant. And he himself was a man of charm. I was falling for him more.

I can't stop myself, my steps were forwarding for him, still I knew it that It's risky, a person like him can never love someone deeply, but still I had a faith that if I had stepped so I have to conquered my destiny, but it still depends upon his company too.

Finally the diner ended and now it was the time to reveal the surprise, real surprise or a shock for him. I breathe heavily, and utter "Sameer" heavily. It was the toughest moment of my life, he looked at me as if striving to read my face.

I said very calmly, telling my feelings," I Love You" I said this three words, looking straight in his eyes, and then I looked down abruptly, I was very nervous, shivers were passing down my spine, and the shivers was visible in my voice too...

I... I don't know how. Per I start feeling for you. Falling for you. Day by day it was difficult for me to ignore you. And now I can't let it go like this. Sameer I love you. And I want you...

He give his adoring smile while remembering the beautiful moments.

It was an amazing moment which split in to the worst one, she proposed me so beautifully, but I can't accept it, I felt guilty for it, but how can I eventually accept the feelings she had for me which I ever didn't feel for her, she was feeling and passion In her eyes, but I can't play with her heart. I can't pay with her innocent request.

I looked down declining her proposal with a stone heart," I'm sorry Ayesha. I really didn't ever feel this for you, I can't play with your emotions," A diamond tear escaped her eyes when she listened this. I was hurt but still I was helpless, can't stop her tears, even I don't have the right to wipe them because these were cause of me, I don't know how did I said that but completed it," me.. me tumse jhoot nahi bologa but still we are good friends..." with a pause looking at her silently I said having guilt in my voice," please don't cry... I stepped forward to come close to be his strength as a friend but she stepped backward and wipes her tear hurriedly. She passed a fake smile pretending to show that she wasn't break but just hurt.

Her lips were shivering because she wants to outburst her pain but her few sentences arrested me in the prisons of guilt," It's ok... Sameer it's beyond of our control, we can't help it. Me... mein chalti hoo it's late. Thanks and sorry." Saying this she left from there, I can't even stop her.

Dammnittt...!! I almost banged the table. What the hell take place in between us, the fragile relation was break, nothing could be like before now, and everything is vanished. Because of me, how could I?? I break her heart, I break our friendship, I break her.

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On the other side...

A man entered the room and said obediently," Boss ab kia karna hai?? Wo tu badhaal padi hui hai. Or jitni jaldi ho sake humein kuch karna hoga warna E.T.F kuch bhi kar sakti hai. Kia kehte hai ap isko bech do??"

His boss shouted in a huskily voice," Nahi...!! Bada shouk haina isko double cross karne ka? Tu hum bhi isko double cross kar ke hi duniya se vida karege."

The man was amused at his statement and he asked in a confused manner," Matlab??"

The person said a revenged voice," Zinda dafna do isse"

The person was shocked and gulped his saliva," per boss ye kaam risky hai, hume koi sunsaan jagah dhoodhni padegi, or agar E.T.F ko iski bhinaak bhi pad gayi tu wo hume chodegi bhi nhi...

He didn't complete as the person said in between," me ne in sab ka intezaam karlia hai, hum isko koi aisi jagah nahi balke qabristan (grave yard) me dafnaege, mene waha ke owner se baat karli hai or unho ne iske lie ek qabar bhi banawadi hogi ab tak, kal bus hume ja kar sko dafnanana hai, isko kafan pehna do take kisi ko shak na ho, or tum sab bhi kal kurte shalwar me ana take hum sab musalma lage, or jesi hi dafnaege phir humara kaam khatam, jab iski eke k saans haram hogi uss qabar bhi tab use ehsaas hoga ki humse double cross karne ki kia saza milti hai. Ab bus kal ka intezaar hai." Saying this he left the place.

Sameer entered the conference where Arjun and shree was waiting for him, while Sameer settled himself on his respective place.

Shree said anxiously," Sir Ayesha sky night club me gayi thi, and waha ke records check karne per ye maloom hua hai ki kal raat waha Jojo or uske baki mates bhi the..."

While Arjun cut in between and said with confidence in his voice," Yaad hai Rathore ek baar ek case ke douran Ayesha Nadia ke get up me gayi thi or ussi ke baad humne waha raid ki thi, shayad jojo ko ye maloom hogaya ho ke Ayesha hi Nadia hai or shayad islie unho ne usko kidnap karlia."

Shree continued," sir hume Ayesha ke room se nadia ka phone mila hai, matlab Ayesha do cell phone's use karti thi or ye Nadia ka phone hai, jisme Jojo or uske baki mates ki bhi numbers hai, kia pata ki un mese koi ek number lag jaye or hume Ayesha ka pata chal jaye."

Sameer took a deep sighed and thank GOD sending a silent whisper, and nodded his head and looked at them and then said," good job shree, so check it or agar koi information mile to tell me, humein jald se jald Ayesha ko dhoondhna hoga," saying this they all start to check the numbers.

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At another side...

It was just few hours left for the sunrise, they were preparing for their plan, and they clad Ayesha into a shroud, and lay her in the coffin box. After few hours they were all disguised as Muslims, and their plan was ready to be succeeding. Their Boss entered the room and checked everything by himself, checking Ayesha's nerves; he again ordered them to inject her, because if by chance she got conscious so their all efforts will be crushed.

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They were checking every single number in her contact list, and after few hours, E.T.F has interrogated few people's, who really don't seemed to know about Nadia's absence, the case was getting complicated. And it was being more curious second by second, everyone's anxiousness was increasing. Everyone's tension and stress were pretty visible on their faces. Every passing second was growing negative feelings towards their mind.

After few hours...

Sam was sitting in his cabin, shree and arjun has found a number which was switched on and was track at a mosque. And he was also found to be with Jojo last night, Shree rushed towards Sameer's cabin and inform him about the info, they all were following the traced phone.

They reached the shrine it was the shrine and in its basement it was a mosque, they all reached the shrine and start checking out the area, carefully. Not disturbing the peoples and other devotees. After few minutes the Muslims start taking the dead body out of the mosque after reciting the (Namaz-e-Janaza) [clearing the confusions they were Jojo's mate and were taking Ayesha out from the mosque].

The goons recognize E.T.F and as fast as they can were trying to move out, Arjun and others were busy in searching. Sameer looked at the mosque, it was the time of Fajar, and he prayed to the GOD for the safety of his love, he silently prayed, a lone tear escaped his eyes, reminding him a lot of memories, of her, And them.

He looked towards the shroud unknown to him why he was starring at it silently, the way they were laying it on the bus, and were crying (Shedding crocodile's tears to clear on doubts.). The air was in his moist breeze, and he was just remembering Roshni at that time, trying to realize Arjun's pain, Ayesha is just missing and he was out of his mind, then what will be Arjun's feeling when he saw Roshni getting brutally murdered in front of his eyes.

And he blamed Arjun for her dead, Sam was feeling disgust on all his acts and behavior towards Arjun. He misunderstood him, blamed him, neglect him. He neglects him when Arjun needed him the most. Roshni was his best friend but she was Arjun's first love, his wife, his mate, his family. Sameer was dying just to see Ayesha and Arjun what about him?? How is he living without Roshni?? Without the person whom he has loved the most.

Arjun and the whole team come outside because the device was tracking the place, but still they were figuring out the area.

Pondering and looking at the shroud, Sameer was realizing everything, but slowly the shroud start uncovering the dead bodies (Ayesha) face, due to the breeze. He looked amused, he recognize her eyes, but still was confused but when the shroud was uncovered, her face was shown but then hurriedly the goon covered it. Sameer almost rushed towards the bus because he recognized it was Ayesha.

Seeing Sameer running towards the bus, they all followed him, Sameer without any fear or focus he entered the bus and uncovered the shroud. And the goons were shocked they let out their guns, but they were surrounded by E.T.F .Arjun has covered the way, through the SUV. And they caught everyone.

(Okay so clearing the confusions, dead body ka jo coffin box hota hai wo opar se covered nahi hota hai bus uske four sides surround hote hai jo dead body hoti hai usko shroud se covered kia jata hai, lekin agar hawa ziada tez chalet u chehra per se shroud hat bhi sakta hai, bus wohi hua or kiu ki peeche se log opar chadh rahe the Bus ne chalna shuru nhi kia tha or bus wala tu innocent tha usko kia pata tha ki wo koi dead body nhi zinda insaan hai or na hi isme koi or shamil tha kiu ki Jojo ne muslim ki roop me disguised ho kar Moulana or un sabse baat ki thi jisse Ayesha ko aise dafnaya jar aha tha jese she is dead, and moulvi se ye baat hui thi ki bus unhe bus chahiye grave yard jane ke lie baki kafan, ghussal ka intezaam wo khud karlege. You know na dead body ko grave yard poohachane ki service. Bus wohi hua unho ne Ayesha ko tayyar kia or usko waha se bus se direct Grave yard le kar ja rahe the.)

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Part 1 B:

After few hours...

I slowly opened my eyes, to see myself lying on a bed. On getting conscious I realize that it was a hospital, a drip was attach in my nerves, and the room was empty.

I looked here and there, and then my eyes caught the rising sun, rising slowly, the birds were wakening, the colors were adding beauty to the nature, literally and beautiful it was looking more beautiful, I was similar to life, the more colors we add the more we enjoy it, learn from it.

But therefore also we have to understand that:

If it is good; it's wonderful, if it's bad; it's an experience.

A single tear drop out my eye lid, when I remembered the past, oh shit..!! Damn I was drunk and?? And then what?? Where was I last night??? And how do I suppose to be here?? Who took me here.

Pondering here and there I tried to remind myself, torturing myself from the worst past.

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He was feeling guilty, more than ever. Seeing my tears he tried to wipe them, but I don't know what made me to step backwards, I fisted my palms tightly, because I want his hands to held mine, I was crying, actually I was ready for this, 50% we say naah never lose hope, but at the same it was expectations leads to disappointments, so I was ready 50%, it was a risk, because he experienced it badly. And eventually I started crying, because my heart was broken, his words itched me. Of course in I loved in fact everyone love someone in owe, everyone wants to be love back, but really lucky ones got that beautifully written destiny.

I somehow managed myself to speak and to end the conversation between us, and ran from there, I entered from the back yard so then no one will know about my presence what I really wanted to, I rush towards my room and shut the door, it sounds horrible. My parents knew now that really I have come, I fling myself on the ground, like a shadow which is vanished due to the evening, tears were shedding from my eyes, I don't know what made my cry, my proposal?? His decline.. Or the fear to lost him.

He was a good friend, a loyal mate and a faithful person. I always love and adored him, and maybe he also admires my presence, but now due to this moment, it will be horrible for us, to even eye each other, what will happen now?? These questions were eating me out, and I want to be lost. To be vanished from there, It was all haunted, I wish to have a time machine and to reverse the time, or I wish he would accept my feelings and we would be together... The most complicated thing was the burden, it was all upon me, I want to share it with someone but at the same time I really don't want anyone to give my sympathy or show kind nature or some ishqi bashan...

I just want to vanished, after half an hour, I was tired of crying, my tears were dried as well as my throat, I drink one glass of water and washed my face, looking myself into the mirror I observe a new my, a new experience it was, I never ever cried like this, I wasn't a stubborn girl, I just to wish for the things I can get because I know if I can't get so it will try to addict me, what I really hate. ADDICTION..!!

And he was being my addiction, that's why it hurts me. People always say true," Addiction hurts."

It wasn't me, naah..!! I had never cried nor I will cry for a person who really didn't ever feel for me, why Ayesha? You were expecting this s why are you feeling so unexpected..?? You always know that what was his experience towards love, it was a bad one, no doubt. But he was also a foolish person, always the first experience is not correct to preach. I know everything and I am making myself understand and this is stupidity, OMG...!! I want to be lost. And I will be... Ayesha you never cried nor will you..!!

I stand up, and looked at my face wiping the tears again I got to my room, and let my strongest avatar out, who didn't ever waited for a person to understand her, or to tell her how does she look or anything else, I clad myself into Nadia's avatar, putting on my kajal and mascara I give that lioness look reminding myself of who I am, applying the little amount of glossy look to my lips I looked myself again.

And then again I remembered the moments with him, the first time when he raided and entered like a filmy hero in the club, and I was looking at him stunned, but his smoky and tiger look was superb hot. I was smiling maybe unknowingly and sadly reminding of the previous moments, again unknowingly remembering him, missing him. And then when the second time I was dressed I Nadia's avatar and he was concerned and scared, it was something stupid at that time, but he was caring for me personally not professionally, and we can't help it naah..!!

I pressed my lips and closed my eyes tightly scolding myself not to miss him but stupid me I can't stop myself because he is just... just... not so ignorable...!! I looked down gulping my saliva. I come out of my room, and was going out to be vanished, to be addicted or something else. And this time lost for myself, inside me...

Going out from their mom took an eye on me asking for where on this earth I was going for when I answered, lying to her that I am going for a case dressed in Nadia's avatar and will come safely and to order her not to be worried. She was satisfied because she also likes him as a E.T.F chief and as a person. He was always concerned and alert about his members and my mom ufff... she trusts him too. That's why she left me to go, and wait wait..!! Clearing him from the mind she knows me too that it wasn't to catch a shadow like me..!!

I almost rushed towards from there and entered the club, it was the first time different experienced I had, the first time I entered there for me, personally. I never go there. I hate these places, crowd, noise and drunken brats. Ignoring the filthy gazes and the lusty looks I moved towards the bar counter and ordered a cocktail. Gulping and gulping I gulped ... I don't know how much shot. And then it was all drizzly, I don't remember anything, the lights were unbearable... it was like a headache, falling here and there controlling myself, I looked around where that filthy Jojo found me.

Coming towards me he said in a amazed and cheer voice," Nadia...?"

As I was in a drunken state looking towards him a smile like an innocent child when he looks towards the whole chocolate pack waiting for him to be munched. I said in a very childish voice happily," Jojo..!!"

Saying this I also come towards him and hugged him, stupid me. He was amused by this sudden hug. And he hugged back, tracing my curves, that filthy cheapo. Not remembering the chit chat between us somehow I remembered the dance, we were dancing together and it was a blast. Dancing and dancing I start enjoying the moment with him, it was all fun around but still he hadn't done something wrong with me. I remember I was telling him something, blabbering around. Wait oh shit..!!! I told him everything, maybe.

I can't remember anything, did I tell him. No, yes... OMG..!! I don't know Dammnittt..!! ye ye sab kia kia meine..!! SHIT Ayesha...!!! Fir fir kia hua tha?? Haa wo mujhe le gaya tha naa?? Yes no injected me..

Brat guy..!! I promise I won't leave him with so ease... Remembering every incident a tear leaved my eye.

(okay so for clearing your confusions I'm telling the last night's scene.)

LAST NIGHT (in the club):

Nadia come forward running towards Jojo and almost hugged him tightly, and that filthy hugged her back with passion, tracing her curves. She break the hug and looked at him with tinkling eyes and said with a cheered smile," Hum log kitneee time baad mil rahe haina?? Chalo dance karte hai..!! bohattt maza ayega.."

She said in a drunken voice, like a cute child requesting and cheering. Nadia was twinkling and was happy like a child is having a full bucket of chocolate for only herself, And of course that brat how he could leave this golden chance. He lustily smiled and agreed with her.

They both go to dance floor and Ayesha encircled her arms around his neck, moving and dancing, crazily. And he encircled his arms around her waist, tracing her curves, enjoying the moments with her, and then after an hour he dragged Nadia with her in their club room, He was sitting on the bed almost lying, and Nadia was hugging her, talking and talking suddenly she started crying, her tears shed like a child diamond tear.

He wipped her tears and looked at her asking her showing concern in his voice," Kia hua tu ro kiu rahi hai??"

She parted like a kid and said with pain in her voice," Jojo tujhe pata hai tune sahi kaha tha har mard ek jesa hota hai aurat ko chewing gum hi samjhta hai jab tak maza araha hai chabata hai or jab maza poora hojaye usko phek deta hai, dekho na wo E.T.F ka chief hai?? Wohi rajput khussaat kahi kaa kia naam tha haah..!! Sameer..!! mene uske lie kia kia nahi kia uske lie humesha apni jaan risk le kar disguise kia, 24 hours usko coffee chahiye, jab bhi usko zaroorat hui uski help ki or wo saala kehta hai ki use koi fark nahi padta.. ab me bhi dekhna usko coffee bhi nhi dogi or na hi uske lie koi risk loogi or na hi uska koi order manogi, phir dekhti kese use koi or milti hai..!!

Jojo was completely shocked, and he understood that she was a cop or a secret agent but to clear his doubts more he asked her," Yaani tu uske lie itni mehnaat karti hai??"

She nodded with politeness and pouting, and he asked her," tut um kia karti hoo mera matlab tum uski agent hoo ya phir.. before he could speak she said with confidence and trust," sshhh...!!! " she put finger on his lips and whispered in his ears..." ek secret batao??"

Jojo nodded and she said trustily," me naa ek cop hoo, jo dhishoom dhishoom karte hai" she chuckled by telling him and she whispered again," lekin ye baat tum kisi ko nahi batana thik hai." Saying this she forward her little finger in order to take promise for him and she said like a child,"promise??"

Jojo mingled his finger with her and said "PROMISE" saying this he caressed her hair and said," Cha lab bohat raat hogayi haina?? Tu soja.. Meine tujhe mana kia haina?? Yaha e nahi jaya kar..!! dekh duniya kitni buri.. ab soja baki kal dekhege.." She said "hmm" and in just few minutes she slept.

Jojo was hell angered by her double cross towards them, He injected her and kidnapped her.

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The door opened, I look at there to find the adoring guy, him...

He stepped forward towards me, his swelled eyes, dried tear marks, pale face, messy hair, and messed outfit was signaling towards his disturbance.

He looked disturbed but for what?? Guilt... frustration..?? Or to eye me?? I was damn confused but it was the same 10 times more difficult for me to eye him, for the very first time I was nervous to eye a person. I gulped, and looked at him, compressing my lips, he come towards me and looked me, asking with a hesitation.

Sameer with hesitation," Kesa feel kar rahi hoo Ayesha??"

Ayesha looked at him and nodded replying in a feeble tone," I'm fine sir"

He asked worried like a companion," Kaha chali gayi thi tum?? "

I looked at him, confuse but then I said sarcastically," Sir it's the past, or me past ko yaad kar ke time waste nahi karti hoo, I promise aaj ke bad apko meri taraf se koi shikayat nahi milegi."

Saying this I look down, feeling drizzly I wasn't in a state to calm myself down, my throat was dried and I want loneliness, and specially I don't want him right there, of course I need some privacy to maintain myself. Everything was almost dim towards me. Having strong headache and him in front of me was something which was irritating me badly. And I just want to run away from there.

I tried to compose myself, to sit and I was trying to do so, when he helped me. Hesitations were visible between us, he was too close to me, but still the distance between was cleared, His strands was messed and was flying with the passing breeze, I was looking at him, his swelled eyes was saying something to me, but my state wasn't too much conscious to understand them, He made me sit. And I was looking down.

He looked at me with a teary eye and asked like in a childish voice," yaani tum ab mujhse payaar nahi karogi."

I looked at I's confused; I was mesmerized, completely shut. He asked like an innocent child, but what was his question for, what he really wants to ask?? What he really wanted to know?? I looked on other side, my face was opposite to him, he sat beside me, and asked again.

Sameer with the same painful voice," mujhe neglect karogi?? "

I was looking on the other side, ignoring his questions, it was paining me, but I wasn't getting his point, what he wanted to ask?? What answer do he wants from me?? I proposed him and he decline, so it was clear then why he is asking this, such non-sense questions??

I was mesmerized, completely, but this time I can't let it go like this, I can't let her go. I come towards her, seeing her conscious was the best bliss that time for me, it was like now she is safe, I was hell sacred, her silence was killing me, her closed eyes, gasped everything was fearing me.

Her ignorance, hesitations, mingled feelings, mesmerized mind, complicated behavior everything was just. And it was because of me, I had put her in that state, and now it was my duty to let her out from this confusions, she was lost because of me and now she is back because of me, and now I will never let her go, again. I will never dishearten her and will never leave her. I Promise..!!

Seeing the tears of aggressions in her eyes I was pained, badly. She was again crying because of me, but now I'll wipe her tears, I'll be with her. Anytime, anywhere.

I come to her asked sarcastically; trying to do so with my best, but couldn't as my voice dumped due to my dried throat because of crying so more. And she recognizes it, but this time she doesn't any hope, because she didn't believe it that I'll be with her. She thought it was my guilt, no doubt it was, but the half was also love, Love, a heart is filled is four chamber, one for love, second for trust, third for loyalty and fourth for being there anytime, and the heart belongs to the person we love.

Asking her for her absence and answered me professionally, like her first day in E.T.F, she said it and I was proud of her offence, but this time I was disheartened, because that time the past doesn't belong to me, but this time I cause the past.

I can't stop myself and asked her my point, that will she hate me, or else she will stop loving me.

Asking this he was looking at her, straight forward.

The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. - Audrey Hepburn

He said in a painful but cutest voice," I love you Ayesha, I'm really sorry, me such me bohat bada idiot tha, I don't know that why and what that happen, but I love you Ayesha, your silence kills me, your ignorance irritates me, and I'm addicted towards your coffee. I can't live without a single moment; I can't bear your absence. I know kit um araz hoo, ghussa kar rahi hoo lekin I know you can't hate me, I love you so much Ayesha I'm sorry."

He said in this one breath, proposing, ordering to accept, or maybe requesting. But whatever he was doing was cute, passionate and was adoring. I always wanted to hear these words and today no matter it's late but there's no right time to start a right time, if we know we want it and we want it bad then we'll find a way to have it, and I have him. I can't reject him at that moment, his childish rotu voice, his cute antic proposal and his concern and care was enough for me to spend the whole life him.

Looking at her I said everything in just one breath, I didn't know what I said, but I know I said what I feel for her, and I said it right. And I know she can't neglect it. Because she loves me to, her anger is just but her hatred, she can't do that. And if she's upset with me I promise I'll make her happy too. Forever and hereafter.

Ayesha also looking at him , a tear escape her eye and she said naughtily," Per meine tu aisa kabhi nahi kia." She said and smiled with twinkles in the eyes. Her sparkling smile was everything for him, what he always wanted to keep, he hugged her tightly, and she hugged him back, they both felt relief, felt completed. He parted and kissed her forehead softly, wiping her tears.

And said in a passionate voice," I love you Ayesha."

And she replied with the same passion," I love you too."

Saying this they both join their head and smiled. Closing their eyes and feeling each other. He looked at her and said in concerned voice showing his aggression," How could you Ayesha??" how can you go like this?? w bhi jhoot bol kar."

Ayesha lookedt at him and said with a little pain in her voice," Me toot gayi thi, i need some privacy that time, i wanted to be vanished, apne tu kehdia that u don't feel it but you know what i really feel that time?? i was almost finished sameer." saying this she looked down.

And he cupped her face and said with his faint smile," I promise i'll never hurt you again."

And she miled looking at him, trusting him, his promise.

****************THE END*******************

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Originally posted by: NATURESHIVANI

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