Today and decisions made

guyz todayz episode broke me into a million pieces. i fell in love with riya. i fell in love with her bond with arjun. i fell in love with the whole show. this is the first time a show has made me so emotional. my mother keeps on asking me whats wrong. but im not telling her becuz i know she will make me stop watching the serial since it is making me so depressed. i know many r hating the fact that arjun seemed so unemotional about the whole thing. but i have a feeling that he will burst in an upcoming episode. i felt like crying but i think it will make it worse for me. to all the people who gave me great reviews on my FF Dilone ne pukara, thnx for everything but i cant keep on writing it. i cant keep writing about something that will never happen and cause pain to myself and others. i will continue watching the show because of my darling arjun, shaleen malhotra, and the rest of the team. plus our darling riya, sana, would want us to shower the story with love and care. she would want us to watch arjun get a chance at happiness. keep watching the show. love u everybody!

im totally heart broken..i would have accepted anything else, i would have accepted having less of Riya/Sana, but killing...