Originally posted by: saito
Hi Friends. I have come back. I know you might think so soon. But actually I have a very big issue dealing with this. I'm trying to cope up with it. I have a health issue that if I take stress then it affects me badly. I don't know why but whenever I hear any news about death I kind of feel like I can't connect with it at all. The feeling doesn't come to me might be because I'm still maybe traumatized by my father's death and I'm sure that I'm still not over it because the way I should have reacted didn't come out. I feel like the emotion with that situation had died within me that's why.
When I posted, we planned to travel to attend the funeral but were denied due to the new variant of Covid so had to stay back.
I like to thank you all who viewed and commented on my post. I truly appreciate it. Dil se Thank you.
Sorry for your loss.
Be strong, i can understand, our mind reacts in strange ways.
I too have often felt that i did not react right way in a situation. But trust me there is no right or wrong.
Often, when we are hurt most deep inside, we really don't know how are we reacting.
At one time, for few days despite being fully aware of situation, i acted as if there was nothing. I would just keep telling myself its dream. People around me wonder what was wrong.
Be strong and engage yourself in whatever helps. Be it following Anupamaa, talking to us or anything.
Love and take care.
PS: feel free to drop me PM if you need someone to talk. never know, talking to stranger, who wont judge, might help.