Good Morning people, I'm back after a days break
Vanraj loses the pen and Anupama gathers the courage to hold the pen. Everytime its Anupama who gathered the courage to collect the Mangalsutra or anything that Vanraj has spoilt. She holds the pen and the song that is playing "Jeete Hai Chal" from Neerja again my favourite because this is the song of liberation. It is saying that Gum Musafir tha Jaane De, Dhoop Aangan Mein Aane De. Darkness in the form of Betrayals and Light in the form of divorce. The light is just one sign away.
Finally she signs for the last time as Anupama Vanraj Shah to become Anupama. Vanraj with a heavy heart write every letter of his name. That expression Rupali gave when he signed was so beautiful. The song goes "Marna Kyun Jee Lena, Iss Pal ki Yeh Guzarish Hai" Her determination made the divorce successful. For this she cried, she yelled at Vanraj, she got angry, she was sad, she got anxious. But after the signature she got happiness. When the judge said "Divorce Granted" I was so much happy. It felt that these two words were giving more happiness than the words "I Love You"
It was playing Om Tryambakam Yajamahe. This is the Mahamrutyunjay Mantra for Lord Mahadev when we pray to him for Mukti and our better health. This is the song of freedom praying to Mahadev that make my life a fragrant one and a less painful one. Make me free from all the bondages. Considering the Godly thing aside, but she got freedom from the marriage. She looking at Mangalsutra her biggest Bandhan and the Mantra playing in the background. This Mantra is very emotional for me as I do 108 mantras daily. when she was untying the Mangalsutra, (Anupama herself gave the permission to worship this Mangalsutra, by considering Vanraj as GOD) then handed it to Vanraj saying it is as some ordinary thread (Now she herself removed all the faith in this thread) The below lines for Anupama
"HAR BANDHAN SWAYAM SE HOTA HAI, MUJHE BANDHNE KA HAQ SIRF MUJHE HAI AUR KISIKO NAHI, JIS DIN YEH SAMAJH GAYE US DIN HAR BANDHAN SE MUKTI MILEGI"
Now there is a beginning of new friendship. Anupama said she wants to stay alone, now she can't say this to Vanraj. But you can demand this from a friend, a need of space. She needed it alone without family. She alone and eating the sweet means she is congratulating herself for the success. There she finds a key chain of GOOD LUCK. And the song played "Aaj Sab Kuchh Kitna Alag Hai" and new beginnings are waiting for her. GOOD LUCK she read and looked upwards for the Almighty. She didn't pray at all to GOD "Mein mangu mera divorce ho jaaye" She prayed for the courage. If you want divorce then hard work to karna padega.
Anupama and Vanraj sitting and having a tea. This is what friends do. She wasn't able to tell her husband that it would have been better if you cared for me. But she easily told his friend this thing and Vanraj didn't feel bad also. I liked he said that for the time Anupama wanted something for Vanraj and so he was bound to give it. But he still ignoring Kavya and Kavya Madam dont like to discuss her today
Today I dont want to discuss about the family also. She is again Anupama now. That Anupama who liked to study and see dreams. How she follows her dream, we have to see....
MUST SAY CONGRATULATIONS ANUPAMA VANRAJ SHAH, ANUPAMA.......
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