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Ananya entered into her room and locked the door behind. She took in a long breath to calm herself down "Ok Ananya, you can do this. Very simple. Just go to his room, hand him the papers and come back. As simple as that." Ananya tried and failed to calm her rapidly beating heart. What was she going to do about it? She was going to meet him! Aakash! Her Aakash! Well, probably not her cause that's what she realised in the past few days. She saw him changed suddenly and it took her a long time to make herself believe the truth that she was just simply another friend for Aakash, nothing special. But then why did he make her feel special before? What was all that? Those sweet flirting, those lovely moments- were they fake? No, they couldn't be. Then what went wrong? How did he change suddenly and that too so weirdly? Was he playing with her? Playing with her feelings? But why would he do that? Damn! So many questions! Ananya felt like death would have been easier than this mental torture. How the hell she was going to face him? Ananya decided to just get freshened up cause her brain had totally stopped working and so thinking wasn't going to do any favor. She took out her robe and headed to the washroom.
Aakash was just going to pick up his coffee cup when he heard a knock on the door. Walking up to the door, he opened it and found Ananya standing with some papers. His face glowed with clearly visible happiness. He stared at her while she looked away to avoid his gaze
An: Um...Captain, um...actually I uh...
Aakash didn't speak. He just moved aside; his gesture signalling her to enter. Ananya hesitated a bit and
then nodded. As she walked in, Aakash closed the door behind. Ananya's heart started a rapid race and she felt like she will fall down any moment. She looked at the door and then at Aakash and then immediately looked away. A smirk played on Aakash's lips as he was obvious of her state. As Aakash started to walk towards her, her breathing got heavier and she spontaneously took a step back. Ananya tried hard to hold herself and with trembling hands, she handled him the papers in a very weird way
An: Umm... Captain umm... Mr. Sen
told me to hand over these papers to you. Maybe something important.
Ananya could feel Aakash's intense gaze towards her. It was powerful enough to make her shiver. Ananya didn't dare to look into his eyes. She wished she could hide herself somewhere cause suddenly she felt like Aakash could read her thoughts. Ananya somehow managed to speak, but she was shocked to hear her own voice cause it had become so weird by then
An: I...I should leave. Have a nice day Captain.
She had just took a few steps towards the door when Aakash's intense voice made her freeze
Ak: We are not in the cockpit Ananya. Then why are you calling me Captain? Instead of Aakash?
Ananya remained silent. She couldn't figure out what to say or how to react. Aakash slowly walked towards her and grabbing her hand softly, made her turn towards him
Ak: Tell me Ananya. What is wrong with you?
An: Captain, what are you talking about?
Ak: Really Ananya? You really don't get it or you're pretending?
An: Captain I...
Ak: Will you stop with that Captain? My name is Aakash not Captain.
An: But Captain...
Aakash pulled her towards him with force, making her gasp out at the sudden contact of their bodies. He wrapped his one hand around her waist and with the other gently pulled her towards himself. The papers fell to the ground as Ananya found herself lost in Aakash's eyes
Ak: Aakash. Call me Aakash. The way you used to call me. Call me Aakash. I want to hear my name from you Ananya.
An: Not Ananya Captain! It's Captain Rawat!
Ananya freed herself from Aakash's grip with a jerk; shocking Aakash. Aakash looked at the girl standing in front of him- her eyes red, crying, seething and looking at him as he was her most hated person on the planet. Aakash blinked as tears brimmed his eyes and he uttered in sheer disbelief "Ananya!"
An: What is wrong with me? Really Aakash? What the hell is wrong with you? What do you actually think of me huh? That I am a toy that you can play with whenever you want and then just throw away? That's what you think?
Aakash stood rooted at his spot- without uttering a word. Ananya strode towards him and held his collar "Answer me Aakash? Whatever we used to share- was it merely a play, a drama? Were you just playing around with me? My feelings? Tell me Aakash? Why did you do that? To get revenge?"
Aakash looked up with a jerk right into her eyes and Ananya felt like she just slapped him
Ak: How could you possibly think that Ananya? Revenge? I can never think of hurting you Ananya. I can never think of playing with your feelings. I can't do that ever.
An: But you did hurt me Aakash. You did. You broke me into pieces. I needed you but you weren't there for me. When I needed you the most, when I needed your support, you weren't there. You just shut me out of your life just like throwing garbage into dustbin. Is that what I'm worth of? Actually yes I guess I am. And that's why dad also left me, my mom. Everyone leaves me. That's what I'm worth of. Getting dumped, abandoned. I should have known. I'm sorry. I am sorry Captain. It was all my fault. I am
sorry.
Aakash tried to hold her
Ak: No Ananya, you deserve to be loved. You are wrong. No one is going to leave you. You deserve love more than anyone else. Please listen to me please.
Ananya backed away. She attempted to wipe away the tears which seemed to not stop ever from flowing. She tried and failed to clear her throat and spoke up in a broken voice "Have a nice day Captain."
She didn't wait for a single second and with firm steps, left for her room. Aakash felt his heart aching seeing his love broken and he let the sobs free as he dashed on the floor "I am sorry Ananya. I am sorry. Please forgive me if you can. I need you. I want to give you all the love and happiness and make you feel special cause that's what you are and that's what you deserve. That's what you're worth of. And I will make that happen. I promise Ananya. I promise you that. I'll set everything right. I promise Ananya. We will live our dreams."
Aakash remained in that position until his phone ringed. Aakash wiped away his tears and picked up the phone clearing his voice
Ak: Hello Mr Sen.
S: Aakash, I told Ananya to hand you the papers like the way you told me to do.
Ak: Yeah she came. Thanks Mr. Sen. Thanks a lot. What you have done for me I am really grateful to you for that. Thanks.
S: What's going on Captain Aakash? Is everything alright. I'm not getting it.
Ak: I'll explain everything later Mr. Sen. I just need some time. We need some time.
S: Ok Captain Aakash. I think it's personal so I won't ask anything else. See you later.
Aakash: Thanks Mr. Sen.
Aakash sighed as he kept the phone on the bed side table. He went near the window and closed his eyes as the fresh air touched his face. Ananya's crying face constantly flashed in his mind and he again promised himself to bring his old Ananya back.
TBC>>>
Edited by akyalove0896 - 9 years ago
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