Chapter 4

We were already sad to lose our twins and on the top of dat the doctors informed ue dat she can never conceive. That news broke her into million pieces dat even my love failed to remove that one single fact off her senses. Maybe the face of mine make her remember the sight of our lifeless babies lying infront of her. At times she puts blame on herself saying dat she cant give me the biggest happiness of the life of a man but what kills me is seeing her helpless and craving for a child whom she could love & look after and who wud call her mom and me dad. But what kills me inside out is seeing her helpless and lifeless. Every second I feel like killing myself out of my helpless situation where I am not even able to console my wife, who is actually my lyf! She just doesnt understand. And seeing her lifeless without any happiness, it just stabs my heart with thousands of knives. But, unfortunately, even I cant do anything. I have accepted it. And now, even she need to accept this ugly truth of our lives..
The EndTaaRey_VD_AJS2014-07-06 11:18:03