Chapter 1

Hey guys today i thot of jus writin down some feelings by kriya s pov.. I know my ss is pending its update.. But cudnt wait to pen this down..
Hope u like.. Its my first os
N sorry i dont know if sumbody has already tried something like this..
Apologies..

So here it goes..


LEHREIN- OS

FROM KRIA's pov..

Kria is in d rehersal hall.. Thinkin abt her life n how it is twisted as if sum1 seriously had no pity on her.. She was broken.. She was alone.. She had no one.. Except herself and her dance..

So she stood up n started the perfect song for d situation..
(ill not explain d dance.. Imagine kria doing contemporary n ballet)

'Khoyi khoyi si hoon main
Kyun yeh dil ka haal hai'

She started swaying on the music.. She laughed sarcastically on the first line.. Ya she is definately lost.. No destination... No moving back.. Just here.. Frozen in a situation which jus makes herself question abt y her heart is in this pitiful state..

'Dhundli saari khwaab hai
Ulja har khayaal hai'

Her dream to go to london school.. She sacrifized tht.. Her dream to fulfil rey's dream.. Again a sarcastic laugh bcoz she was being blamed to b the reason his dream wasnt near his reach... N by whom?? The one she loves?? Irresistably.. Irrevocably... Without anything in return.. Jus unconditional love.. N here she is confused that y r all her thots ending up saying nothing can be right ever again?? Hope.. How much??? Control.. Till when??? Be strong.. Till wat limits!!?? N finally the tears which were resting on the corner of her eyes,,, made their path out..


'Saari kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein reh gaye
Saare gharaande reet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi'

No hopes.. No expectations.. Just one.. Let the pain be a little less.. Okay fine if not less then just take the pain atleast that much low that it could be bearable..
She first lost her family.. Which she dint even need coz tht family was now her mom.. For mom she left her friends.. Her love... Her dreams.. And the irony of her life.. Her mom also left... She came back to maybe acheive her love and tell him how much she needed him.. Missed him.. Wanted him... But no... How could destiny give her something she wants.. Can it!?
Everything went away when the waves came.. Everything.. Everyone.. Even her soul..



'Raah mein kal kitni chirag the
Saamne kal phoolon ki bhaag thi'

She remembers every single moment with her mom.. Her friends.. And.. And rey.. How they both used to fight.. How he used to be around her wenever she needed him.. N now he was running away from her.. All her memories where there wer no worries.. No sadness,. No regrets.. No pains.. Wer now crushed to a place wer only darkness prevails..


'Kis se kahun kaun hai jo sune
Kaante hi kyun maine hai chune'

Is there any1 who wants to know y she left?? Anyone!??? Anyone who wants to know her side of story?? No.. No one..
But she chose this.. Y?? To reduce others pain.. But wasnt now her decision taking her too far? Wasnt she now deserving a little happiness.. Not even happiness but a little ray of hope?? Rey.. Now she cannot even cry without thinking abt him..


'Sapne mere kyun hai kho gaye
Jaage hai kyun dil mein gumm mere'

Every dream shattered.. Check
Everyone avoiding.. Check
No support.. Check
No ones shoulder to cry on.. Check
No way out of this pain.. Check
Body without soul.. Check..
Life hell.. Not check...
WORSE THAN HELL..!


'Saare kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye
Saare gharaande reet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi
Na na na ..

'Kya kahun kyun yeh dil udaas hai
Ab koi door hai na paas hai
Choo le jo dil woh baatein ab kahan
Woh din kahan raatein ab kahan'

Now she was confused of the reason for her tears. Coz there were innumerable reasons.. Not one reason to smile.. But every reason to cry..
No one wanted her... No one was there to wipe her tears.. No one to tell her to stopr crying.. No one far.. No one near.. NO ONE..
Not even a single heartouchin word by the people near her heart.. Definately many heartbreaking ones.. But nothing which could tell her that maybe she should try once more.. She should give it another chance.. But again.. She had already given innumerable..


'Jo beeta kal hai ab khawab sa
Ab dil mera hai betaab sa'

Ya.. Maybe all those memories were just a dream.. Her most beautiful dream.. But now a nightmare.. Bcoz that beautiful dream was squashed.. Crushed.. Broken.. SHATTERED.. N by none other but the main characters of her hearttouching dream..
But now her heart could only wait.. Bcoz she was sure it couldnt worsen.. It was already worst.. It cant get more painful.. Coz already the pain in her was breaking her.. In infinite pieces.. Such tht she herself cant join them.. Rather didnt want to by the fear of getting crushed again..


'Saari kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye
Saare gharaande reet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi, beh gaye'



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The song ended.. And she landed on floor gracefully with her face wet.. Not with sweat but with tears.. Her expressionless face gave her condition.. She stood up.. Didnt try to clear her face bcoz she knew it was being filled up again.. She took her belonging and walked to the door.. But stopped..
She saw sum1 standing at the door with the same eyes.. Same painful expressionless face. Same miseries.. N no words.. That figure walked towards her.. She could see his face but hardly had any strength to react.. She stood there frozen.

He came near.. His breath hit her face.. She finally felt something beating.. Maybe the organ which used to beat blood in her body... Wat was it called?? Ya heart.. Maybe she heard her heart after wat seemed like ages.. She felt his fingers entwining in hers.. N she felt her breath back.. The blood rushed in her.. It wasnt the proximity btwn them.. It was the feeling of knowing what the other was suffering..

'REY..,'
Was all she could say.. Bcoz no other words wer needed.. She felt both his n her eyes again pouring like a waterfall..
'BAATCUTTER..'
Was all she could hear..
Rather it was all she wanted to hear..
She dint know it was him or her but she felt her eyes close and their lips merged..
No explainations.. No questions.. No arguments...
Bcoz they both knew they needed this.. They both knew how they had survived away from each other for so long.. How they blocked their feelings..
They dint want to ruin this moment.. It wasnt a kiss.. It was just merging of their lips making the other realize it wasnt a dream.. Making each other promise to reduce n heal their pains.. Making each other aware that they were not alone.. Bcoz their soul never was alone.. It was always accompanied by each other.. N now.. Its their turn.. Its their destiny.. Its their time.. THEIR TIME.. FOR THEIR LOVE.


The end... No..
THE BEGGINING..
Lovelylavender2013-12-27 02:17:43