Chapter 1
Deewana dil toot jaye josaath choot jaye jo
Zindagi khud se ruth jaye jo
"Boondein jo aag banke dil ko jalayen jo
Har lamha yaad sataaye jo
Mohabbat Rooth jaaye to
Arnav Singh Raizada
was lost in his sea of thoughts like every other night hiding his pain and
tears from his own self 'after all in these 4 years if it was anything he had
learnt it was the art of hiding '.he hid from his family locking himself in the confines of his room or his office , he hid from the outside world by being making himself almost unapproachable '.and he hid from himself using the darkness of the night as a tool''.he loved the darkness around cause he cud no longer bear to see himself in the mirror
'such was the sorry state of affairs 'Arnav Singh Raizada who was known to be the strong emotionless practical kind of guy 'had lost out to his heart so badly that he was completely broken shattered inside '.and she was to be blame for it ..really ?'..no this was his doing 'completely his own doing .
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Arnav Switched on the LCD tv before and put on the news channel to catch night out '.he usually never watched television forget programs of that genre but today was an exception cause tonight was special
Riya- Welcum toanother edition of night out where today we r coming straight n live from Day 1 of the prestigious Fashion Week.In today's 2
hr special we will be featuring all of the days events , the back stage
happenings , interviews with the stars gracing the event , features with the participating models and designers '.but before we start a quick preview of whats in store of you in todays special
Riya:Well so without much wait lets get u to meet out first guest for the night 'now this is reallyspecial ..cause she is a new kid on the block'who has really set the fashionworld on fire with her very first solo show '.and not surprisingly enough shehas set quite a few tongues wagging with her having been chosen as the designerto kick start the prestigious event'..but nevertheless she hasn't disappointedanyone with her creativity '..lets welcum Khushi Gupta
Riya :Hi Khushi 'welcum to the show
Riya::-Nervous?
Riya:- before I ask u about yr experience today 'let me ask u abt u came into this field 'what made u go for it ..cause I have heard yrs is quite an inspirational story
Khushi- Well 'not really that inspirational 'but ya started out from Lucknow , moved to Delhi bec of Family issues rather financial crisis '.had some struggling times in delhi even had to open a mithai shop cause I had no formal training for any field
Riya:-So how did the world of fashion happen then 'did u go for formal training>And how?
Khushi- Well the first brush with fashion happened when I worked for Raizada Fashion House'.I use to be Arnav Singh Raizada's secretary ..so I picked up quite a few things there while working for him '.i mean no one no's the fashion industry better than ASR '..
Khushi :- Well things happened and bec of personal issues I had to leave that job but then I got a very gud training contract with another fashion house 'and I trained with NIFT '.and there has been no looking back
Riya:-But the training contract wasn't it with one of ASR's backing ?
Khushi- I think whatever bright has come my way initially was because of me having worked with ASR and Raizada brand name 'and ever since I passed out of NiFT its been my own hard work and the past association with the Raizada Grp has helped
Khushi-Well what can I say abt the rumor mills 'I was anyhow selected and slated for the second day opening show but almost 3 days prior to the event I was asked if I wud like to kick start the event 'cause the sample designs I had submitted they thought they were gud enuf to start the event '.and I was quite tempted yet nervous and finally decided to take it up bec someone once said to me that"in a challenge lies yr biggest opportunity"'and at this moment I can only hope that I have not let ne one down 'and have kept the faith intact with my show .
Riya: Well u certainly have kept the faith 'and u r being touted as the next big thing in the fashion industry so whats next?
Khushi :- The designer Khushi reflects the real Khushi and the background I come from 'so whats standing before u is the real me.
Riya- Bright ,beautiful n grounded so is there a someone special in yr life?
Riya: Thoda mind kiya but not really 'any way Khushi before we wrap up is there nething you 'd like to say to anyone or everyone whose tuned in
Khushi:-Well I'd just like to thank all those people bec of whom I am here today 'and specially that one person 'though I doubt they wud be watching this'who has made me what I am today 'thankyou so much I hope you know who u are
Khushi-thankyou so much for having me here and I certainly hope to be back soon
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The show was long over but the floodgates had opened and her words thronged his mind'he just cudnt let go of them specially the bit abt her having some one special in her life''what had he expected '..he had finally lost her forever ..and it was his doing ..no one is to blame '.he had hurt her ,pushed her away 'pushed his life away and chosen a daily death for himself 'then why were the tears refusing to stop 'why was the pain inc every second''he shud be feeling happy for her then why was he was feeling as if he had been robbed of his last very ray of hope
Anjali was observing Arnav he was crying buckets ..she had known things were seriously wrong with him for the last so many years but she cudnt ask and nor cud she find out on her own 'but today his room was open and she saw the most unexpected sight before her '..he was crying with his head in his hands'she tiptoed inside and stood close to where he was seated on the bed '.and as if sensing her he hugged her tight and said
Sab kuch khatam ho
gaya 'main toot gaya hoon' bikhar gaya hoon '.he sobbed
Arnav looked at his
form in the mirror the swollen eyes were much better after the ice pack
treatment '..last night had left too many marks and it took a great deal of
effort to get himself back into a presentable state so that questions wudnt be raised
He was brushing his hair when Anjali peeped in and said "Chotte cum for breakfast"
Thanks Di'.was all he said
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He stepped out of his room and noticed the unusual commotion outside '.must be some puja di has kept he thought 'as he moved forward towards the dining area a familiar figure caught his attention 'he tried to focus in that direction 'it hurt his eyes but he still did '.was it her 'it cudnt be and as he moved closer his worst fear started to shape up in front of his very own eyes and in his very home '.it was her ..why was she here 'he wondered 'must have come to thank Akash 'he thought a little hurt...he quickly decided to make his way out but the sad bit was he had to walk by her and that itself was so difficult'.why was he being tested he wondered.
He regained the lost composure and walked confidently towards the exit''and as he approached the place where she was when Anjali called out"Chotte breakfast to karo"
"Di , I am already late ..will leave now "saying that he made his way past
her only to be stopped by some ones hand holding on to his
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N thanks a ton Vrush for yr help
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