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Hey frnds this is aditi.......the writer of 'pyaar impossible or it's possible?' and 'destined to love' coming up with a one shot............no its nt about AR............its a real life story tats all i can tell as of nw to knw more read further 
hope u enjoy reading it and yea do comment if u liked it
Pyaar Impossible or It's Possible?AR ff
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/1368542
arlover_aditi 2010-04-05 11:40:10
hope u enjoy reading it and yea do comment if u liked it MY FF'S
Pyaar Impossible or It's Possible?AR ff
Destined To Love (AR ff)
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/topic/1368542
THE DESTINY-WHERE WOULD IT LEAD????
She woke up as the chirping of the birds disturbed her sleep.
Stretching her arms she got up and went near the window. The atmosphere
outside was pleasant. Normally she wud love this atmostphere bt today
somehow the fresh air hitiing her face, the birds chirping outside
nothing absolutely nothing affected her. she was feeling
uneasy'..something was disturbing her. she knew something bad was going
to happen but WHAT? She didn't knw tat. She went in the terrace
thinking tat mayb some fresh air wud make her feel better. 'Is he
fine?' was the first thought tat entered her mind.
'he must be' she told herself
'then y didn't he call me today? ' her heart again asked her the question
'he must be sleeping' her mind tried to reason out. But she wasn't convinced. Since the past one year there hadn't been a single day since he hadn't called her. she knew something was going to happen today something that wud turn her life upside down.
asmani rang hooo.........
pyaaar ki boond hoo......
roshni hoo dhup hooo chahaton ki gunj ho .........
her cell phone rang bringing her out of her thoughts. She went in her room and looked at the caller and smiled. She picked it up only to hear some1 shout at the other end
"ayeshaaaaaaaa where the hell are u? kabse phone kar rahi hoon''.stupid idiot donkey u scared the hell out of me"
She sighed 'scared the hell out of me???' what did she think shez commiting suicide or wat. Well bt she cudnt blame her. she knew her best friend was crazy.
"hold on ria''.baapre kitna bolti hai. Who actually mein terrace pe thi isliye sunai nahi diya. Tu bol phone kyun kiya?"
"achaji toh ab hume aapko phone karne ke liye bahane ki jaroorat hai right?"
"shut up ria aisa kuch nahi hai I was juzz asking u like tat"
"okay okay acha listen get ready fast we need to go to college. Aaj result hai yaad hai na"
"freak!!! Shit man''result. Yaar pehle hi exam mein kuch nahi aa raha tha aage peeche se sab chapa hai pata nahi aaj mera kya hone waala hai???"
"hehehe''ayesha u are such a jerk'..jab kaha tha padhle tab toh nahi din bhar ya toh phir IIT ki padhai karegi ya aashish se baat karti rahegi" she teased her frnd
Hearing his name all the thoughts again came back to her. usually this wud be the name tat wud manage to bring a smile on her face bt today she was feeling uneasy. What's happening out here she thought
"hello'ayesha u der?"
"huh!!! Haan haan bol''acha listen abhi phone rakh mein abhi tayaar hoke aati hoon tere ghar"
Ria sensed that something was wrong with her. otherwise usually Ayesha wud be really excited at this time of the day. It was this time tat she loved the most.
"kya hua?" she finally asked her
"kya?????" ' oh god nahi phirse nahi isse humesha kaise samajh jaata hai ki theres something wrong? Mein isse kya bolungi jab mujhe khudko hi nahi pata kya hua hai' she thought
"Ayesha u knw wat I m talking bout''.ban mat'''kya hua bata'itni chup chap kyun hai 'hi good morning' kuch bhi nahi kaha aaj tune'''.kya baat hai jhagda hua aashish se???"
"nahi yaar aisa kuch nahi hai'''ab tujhe kya bataon mujhe khud nahi pata. Subah se m feeling really low" she answered honestly
"ohk kal aashish se kuch baat hui thi kya???"
"haan par kuch khaas nahi''." Bt thn she remembered the conversation and tears started flowing from her eyes
"ria can u come here plzzz I really want to talk to u'..be here in 15 min I will freshen up till then" she said sobbing which scared ria all the more
"hey listen baby dnt cry ok I will be der in 15 min n u stop crying everything will be fine"
"hmmm'..okay bye juzz come here fast"
Ria was at her doorstep in 15 min as promised. They both went in her room and Ayesha hugged ria.
"Ayesha'.kya hua??? Y are u crying?"
"''''.."
"ayesha bol bhi kya hua???"
"w'woh ria'w'..woh" and she started crying again
"shhhh''wait pehle shant ho phir bata kya hua"
She wiped her tears and took a sip of water
"ria who aashish ki mom ka transfer ho gaya hai west Bengal"
"kyaaaa" ria was shocked to hear this bt thn calming herself she asked "toh tu isliye ro rahi thi?"
Ayesha shook her head and again sobbed
"bas bacha temme kya hua? Tu ro kyun rahi hai???"
"who ria usne kaha ki hume break up kar lena chahiye"
She said and looked at ria expecting her to be shocked bt instead she was calm
Ria knew this was coming the moment she said tat aashish's mom had got a transfer''and tat did make sense so she kept mum and decided to listen to Ayesha first
"we talked for about 3 years'''he asked my opinion n I told him. I told him tat we cud atleast try to work it out bt still if it wnt work we can end our relationship. Bt still the final decision wud be his. If he is fine with it I wudnt stop him. he just said tat we wud try it out."
"toh problem kya hai''jab tum dono ek last try dene ko tayaar ho toh tu ro kyun rahi hai?" ria asked her confused
"pata nahi ria bt mujhe kuch theek nahi lag raha'''.aaj kuch toh boora hone waala hai and I juzz knw it"
"oho tu aur tere intuitions''kabhi aaj tak sahi nikle hai kya jo aaj niklega nw shut up and get ready hume jaana hai"
In college''.
Ayesha was talking to ria about the result. They both had scored decent marks and were happy about it. Bt then they heard a voice
V : hey ria ,hey ayesha
Ayesha smiled on hearing that voice. She knew it was him she turned around with a wide smile playing on her lips
"hey aashish''.so u scored 85% haan'''.cool yaar"
"Ayesha I need to talk to u'''it's important"
Ayesha knew it wasn't the casual conversation which they mostly had'..she knew something big was coming her way. She looked at ria and ria understood
"okay u guys carry on'''.mein tujhe baadmein milti hoon" she told Ayesha and bid thm good bye
"so kya baat hai?" Ayesha looked at aashish directly in his eyes searching for an answer
"hmmmmm'..chalte chalte baat kare?"
"sure'."
"Ayesha woh''how was ur day?" he asked
'come to the point aashish I knw tats not wat u want to ask or say' she thought, "hmmm'it was good. Nothing much happened accept for the result" she smiled at him'..a smile tat didn't reach her eyes. On a otherwise normal day she wud have told him all the little things tat happened since morning bt today was an exception and both knew it.
There was an awkward silence between them till aashish decided to break it
"Ayesha'ummmm'.promise me u wud listen to whatever I will tell u right nw"
She looked at him, her eyes depicting unsurity''.yea she wasn't sure wat is he gng to ask bt she nodded anyways
"Ayesha lets break up" he finally said
She went numb for a moment'..not believing wat he said. Yesterday everything was fine wasn't it. He did tell me yesterday tat we wnt break up. If he wud have told me tat we wud have broke up thn and there. Why the hell is he doing this with me???? First giving me the hopes that it could work and then the next moment breaking it all
"are u sure?" was all she cud manage to say
"yea I m" he said with a little determination in his voice
"can I knw the reason" she asked even though she knew it
"yea the only reason is I got bored of u''..i didn't want to tell the actual reason so told u that long distance relationship might nt work bt since even that didn't affect u I have no other option left"
She knew he was lieing coz he didn't look into her eyes even once while saying it bt still she wasn't sure looking at the way he was telling all this. She was shocked to hell on hearing those words from him
"bored? Did u say bored? Hw cud u even say that" she asked him tears threatening to come out any moment bt she cudnt go weak today
"obviously I was bored''..like initially I loved ur company bt later on wen u went upto marriage and all I was like totally nt interested n thn slowly it started getting irritating and bori'"
"hold on'.wen did I ever talk bout marriage????? It was u who always used to talk bout it like we wnt run away and we wud convince our parents and so on'''I never even thought bout it"
"ohhh''did I???? sry I dnt remember'''.neways wud take care of it tat I dnt talk bout it with ne1 else" he said with a smirk on his face which Ayesha wanted to punch right away
"tell the truth aashish'.." she said
"what???? M telling u the truth''.u were getting boring'..and dnt even cry like tat infront of me''..its ur mistake tat u trusted me so much'''.i used u n my work is over nw''.so please leave I dnt want to create a scene nemore'''"
Tats it she cudnt control her tears nemore 'used me??? Wat the hell does he mean by that'
"what the hell are u talking bout aashish???? U used me???? I never even let u come near to me thn from where did u use me'..?"
"ohhh'well if nt physically I atleast used u emotionally honey''..and tats all I cud do at the moment"
She felt disgusted on hearing that
"I cant believe I chose u as my boy friend aashish''.i trusted u blindly damit"
"tats ur mistake I didn't tell u to trust me"
"u knw I was wrong tat i thought u were a nice guy'''u dnt deserve my frndship''..u dnt deserve my love"
"who the hell wants ur frndship nw??? juzz get lost"
"ohk I will'''.as it is am feeling disgusted to talk to u nw''.i hpe u never shw me ur bloody face again''I feel disgusted tat I ever loved u"
Saying this she went away nt looking back even for once. She reached her house and thnked god tat no1 was der at that time. She cried her heart out''..the person she had loved the most'.the person she trusted the most had said the most disgusting thing about her. how cud he do that??? She remembered all their moments when they talked to each other fought with each other''.yes those were the moments she wud cherish forever and she knew it'''.bt for him this was just for passing his time''.he found it boring???? No tat cudnt be he cudnt be faking it all this while'..she thought he was dng this coz he was gng away bt wat he told her was totally unexpected'.. she cried there for hours together until she heard the door bell ring. She knew it was her mom. She got up ,composed herself bt her eyes were bloodshot red due to constant crying and promised herself tat she wud never cry for him again bt still she wanted to hear the truth from him and she knew she wud wait for him to come and tell the truth one day
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A year had passed since he had left her''..ppl say time heals all the wounds. She didn't believe it'..her pain was increasing every passing day'.n the worst part was tat she cudnt tell this to ne1. She looked at the calendar and saw the date''yes its been exactly one year since they broke up. She closed her eyes and a tear escaped her eye''only she knew hw difficult the whole thing had been for her'''.her hopes were being shattered with every passing day as he never came back''..nt even once''..she wud have been happy even if he wud juzz come and tell her the truth''..one damn truth that's wat she actually wanted to hear nothing more. She knew her frnds wud call her mad if they come to knw that she dying to knw juzz one damn b****y truth which wudnt help her in anyway bt only she knew how important it was for her. 'didn't he remember me even once in this whole year??? Did he even think once whether I was fine or nt????' there were many questions gng on in her head which she didn't knw the answer of and she didn't even wana knw she juzz wanted an answer to one question'''bt nw she knew he wud never ever come n tell her tat
'mayb he was telling the truth mayb u juzz need to move on in lyf' she thought and wiped the last tear flowing through her cheeks
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She sat there crying again cursing her fate'..why the hell is this happening wid me???? Temme god wat do u exactly want???? Here I had decided to move on in life thn y did u bring him back in my lyf''I dnt care bout the bloody damn truth nw thn y did he have to say it all nw????? she cried her heart out remembering how the past few hours had again broken her down
-flashback-
She opened her mail to chat wid sum1''she was bored''.hell bored''bt she was hell shocked to see a msg from aashish
'why the hell is he msging me nw????'
(aashish ' aa
Ayesha ' a)
A a - hey
A - ohh hii''..so how come u are online today???
Aa - y??? cant I be online???
A - y u can be''.as If I care''.
Aa - u knw wat Ayesha stop faking it
A - wat? M nt faking it mister
Aa - yea u are faking it Ayesha''my Ayesha never ever hates ne1 and I knw her
A - hold on!!!! What do u mean by my Ayesha??? And u knw me right???? So wat had happened tat day wen u were saying all the f*****g bullshit???
Aa - u knw u never tried to knw the truth''.tats ur prob u juzz think too much''cudnt u have tried to knw the exact reason y I did all that???
A - u are a jerk aashish''..even nw u blaming it all on me'''I didn't try to knw the truth huh???? B****y hell I asked u so many times even after tat day'''bt all the time u juzz ignored my msgs'..u didn't even think it was important to reply me once???? I sent u so may mails bt u didn't reply even once???? What do u think haan??????? Theres a line between self respect and ego''.i mailed u coz I thought if we cud solve everything and get back together thn it wudnt matter even if u insult me nw''bt that was enough''..i do have self respect aashish for hw long cud I have waited for u to tell me the god damn truth or to come back to me???? I tried every possible thing to make our relationship work''..bt u didn't respect me nor did u respect my feelings'......
Aa - I behaved rudely with u coz I didn't have ne other option left'''I knew our relationship didn't have ne future''..n I knew if I told u the truth u will find some way or the other to avoid our break up. At tat time I thought it was the best idea
A - no it wasn't'''hw cud u decide it all by urself''''.i had told u tat if u want a break up i m ready for it ''still u didn't think it important to atleast temme the real reason???? Your gng away didn't hurt me so much as ur words did'''.u owe me some answers aashish'.
Aa - not nw ayesha''..nd plzz go nw I like being lonely and keeping my thoughts wid me'''I dnt need u nor do I need any1 else''bye and take care
She tried to talk to him bt he didn't reply her back
She cried cursing her fate''..cursing him 'how can u be so stubborn aashish'''hw can u nt think bout me even once???' she mumbled between her thoughts'.she felt dizzy and the next moment she knew she fell on the ground lying unconscious''
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She got up and looked at her surrounding''she wasn't at home for sure''. She looked besides her to see her parents sitting besides her and crying''she gave thm a small smile reassuring thm tat she is fine and thn looked at the person who juzz entered the room wid the doc''.
"ria''.dnt cry yaar m fine" she said softly
"haan haan I knw tat u are fine"
She was about to say something when the doc interrupted her
Doc (talking to her parents) - plzz take care of her''she might have fainted due to weakness'''nothing serious 'u can take her home nw '''(turning towards Ayesha) and beta eat properly otherwise u wnt be able to recover soon
She smiled looking at him and mumbled a small 'jii uncle'
-flashback ends -
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"I juzz wont let it happen all again........i have to move on if not for me thn atleast for my family and my frnds who love me a lot'''.i juzz cant let them suffer coz of me'.." she said promising herself to be strong if nt for her thn atleast for those who loved her and cared for her. she didn't knw what destiny had in store for her''. Where it will lead her to'''bt as of nw she cudnt let herself go weak again''.. she signed thinking 'i will come out of this situation no matter what'.........
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Okay guys this is it'''I knw it didn't have a proper end bt something are juzz meant to be like this''
Loads of love
Take care
Aditi
'he must be' she told herself
'then y didn't he call me today? ' her heart again asked her the question
'he must be sleeping' her mind tried to reason out. But she wasn't convinced. Since the past one year there hadn't been a single day since he hadn't called her. she knew something was going to happen today something that wud turn her life upside down.
asmani rang hooo.........
pyaaar ki boond hoo......
roshni hoo dhup hooo chahaton ki gunj ho .........
her cell phone rang bringing her out of her thoughts. She went in her room and looked at the caller and smiled. She picked it up only to hear some1 shout at the other end
"ayeshaaaaaaaa where the hell are u? kabse phone kar rahi hoon''.stupid idiot donkey u scared the hell out of me"
She sighed 'scared the hell out of me???' what did she think shez commiting suicide or wat. Well bt she cudnt blame her. she knew her best friend was crazy.
"hold on ria''.baapre kitna bolti hai. Who actually mein terrace pe thi isliye sunai nahi diya. Tu bol phone kyun kiya?"
"achaji toh ab hume aapko phone karne ke liye bahane ki jaroorat hai right?"
"shut up ria aisa kuch nahi hai I was juzz asking u like tat"
"okay okay acha listen get ready fast we need to go to college. Aaj result hai yaad hai na"
"freak!!! Shit man''result. Yaar pehle hi exam mein kuch nahi aa raha tha aage peeche se sab chapa hai pata nahi aaj mera kya hone waala hai???"
"hehehe''ayesha u are such a jerk'..jab kaha tha padhle tab toh nahi din bhar ya toh phir IIT ki padhai karegi ya aashish se baat karti rahegi" she teased her frnd
Hearing his name all the thoughts again came back to her. usually this wud be the name tat wud manage to bring a smile on her face bt today she was feeling uneasy. What's happening out here she thought
"hello'ayesha u der?"
"huh!!! Haan haan bol''acha listen abhi phone rakh mein abhi tayaar hoke aati hoon tere ghar"
Ria sensed that something was wrong with her. otherwise usually Ayesha wud be really excited at this time of the day. It was this time tat she loved the most.
"kya hua?" she finally asked her
"kya?????" ' oh god nahi phirse nahi isse humesha kaise samajh jaata hai ki theres something wrong? Mein isse kya bolungi jab mujhe khudko hi nahi pata kya hua hai' she thought
"Ayesha u knw wat I m talking bout''.ban mat'''kya hua bata'itni chup chap kyun hai 'hi good morning' kuch bhi nahi kaha aaj tune'''.kya baat hai jhagda hua aashish se???"
"nahi yaar aisa kuch nahi hai'''ab tujhe kya bataon mujhe khud nahi pata. Subah se m feeling really low" she answered honestly
"ohk kal aashish se kuch baat hui thi kya???"
"haan par kuch khaas nahi''." Bt thn she remembered the conversation and tears started flowing from her eyes
"ria can u come here plzzz I really want to talk to u'..be here in 15 min I will freshen up till then" she said sobbing which scared ria all the more
"hey listen baby dnt cry ok I will be der in 15 min n u stop crying everything will be fine"
"hmmm'..okay bye juzz come here fast"
Ria was at her doorstep in 15 min as promised. They both went in her room and Ayesha hugged ria.
"Ayesha'.kya hua??? Y are u crying?"
"''''.."
"ayesha bol bhi kya hua???"
"w'woh ria'w'..woh" and she started crying again
"shhhh''wait pehle shant ho phir bata kya hua"
She wiped her tears and took a sip of water
"ria who aashish ki mom ka transfer ho gaya hai west Bengal"
"kyaaaa" ria was shocked to hear this bt thn calming herself she asked "toh tu isliye ro rahi thi?"
Ayesha shook her head and again sobbed
"bas bacha temme kya hua? Tu ro kyun rahi hai???"
"who ria usne kaha ki hume break up kar lena chahiye"
She said and looked at ria expecting her to be shocked bt instead she was calm
Ria knew this was coming the moment she said tat aashish's mom had got a transfer''and tat did make sense so she kept mum and decided to listen to Ayesha first
"we talked for about 3 years'''he asked my opinion n I told him. I told him tat we cud atleast try to work it out bt still if it wnt work we can end our relationship. Bt still the final decision wud be his. If he is fine with it I wudnt stop him. he just said tat we wud try it out."
"toh problem kya hai''jab tum dono ek last try dene ko tayaar ho toh tu ro kyun rahi hai?" ria asked her confused
"pata nahi ria bt mujhe kuch theek nahi lag raha'''.aaj kuch toh boora hone waala hai and I juzz knw it"
"oho tu aur tere intuitions''kabhi aaj tak sahi nikle hai kya jo aaj niklega nw shut up and get ready hume jaana hai"
In college''.
Ayesha was talking to ria about the result. They both had scored decent marks and were happy about it. Bt then they heard a voice
V : hey ria ,hey ayesha
Ayesha smiled on hearing that voice. She knew it was him she turned around with a wide smile playing on her lips
"hey aashish''.so u scored 85% haan'''.cool yaar"
"Ayesha I need to talk to u'''it's important"
Ayesha knew it wasn't the casual conversation which they mostly had'..she knew something big was coming her way. She looked at ria and ria understood
"okay u guys carry on'''.mein tujhe baadmein milti hoon" she told Ayesha and bid thm good bye
"so kya baat hai?" Ayesha looked at aashish directly in his eyes searching for an answer
"hmmmmm'..chalte chalte baat kare?"
"sure'."
"Ayesha woh''how was ur day?" he asked
'come to the point aashish I knw tats not wat u want to ask or say' she thought, "hmmm'it was good. Nothing much happened accept for the result" she smiled at him'..a smile tat didn't reach her eyes. On a otherwise normal day she wud have told him all the little things tat happened since morning bt today was an exception and both knew it.
There was an awkward silence between them till aashish decided to break it
"Ayesha'ummmm'.promise me u wud listen to whatever I will tell u right nw"
She looked at him, her eyes depicting unsurity''.yea she wasn't sure wat is he gng to ask bt she nodded anyways
"Ayesha lets break up" he finally said
She went numb for a moment'..not believing wat he said. Yesterday everything was fine wasn't it. He did tell me yesterday tat we wnt break up. If he wud have told me tat we wud have broke up thn and there. Why the hell is he doing this with me???? First giving me the hopes that it could work and then the next moment breaking it all
"are u sure?" was all she cud manage to say
"yea I m" he said with a little determination in his voice
"can I knw the reason" she asked even though she knew it
"yea the only reason is I got bored of u''..i didn't want to tell the actual reason so told u that long distance relationship might nt work bt since even that didn't affect u I have no other option left"
She knew he was lieing coz he didn't look into her eyes even once while saying it bt still she wasn't sure looking at the way he was telling all this. She was shocked to hell on hearing those words from him
"bored? Did u say bored? Hw cud u even say that" she asked him tears threatening to come out any moment bt she cudnt go weak today
"obviously I was bored''..like initially I loved ur company bt later on wen u went upto marriage and all I was like totally nt interested n thn slowly it started getting irritating and bori'"
"hold on'.wen did I ever talk bout marriage????? It was u who always used to talk bout it like we wnt run away and we wud convince our parents and so on'''I never even thought bout it"
"ohhh''did I???? sry I dnt remember'''.neways wud take care of it tat I dnt talk bout it with ne1 else" he said with a smirk on his face which Ayesha wanted to punch right away
"tell the truth aashish'.." she said
"what???? M telling u the truth''.u were getting boring'..and dnt even cry like tat infront of me''..its ur mistake tat u trusted me so much'''.i used u n my work is over nw''.so please leave I dnt want to create a scene nemore'''"
Tats it she cudnt control her tears nemore 'used me??? Wat the hell does he mean by that'
"what the hell are u talking bout aashish???? U used me???? I never even let u come near to me thn from where did u use me'..?"
"ohhh'well if nt physically I atleast used u emotionally honey''..and tats all I cud do at the moment"
She felt disgusted on hearing that
"I cant believe I chose u as my boy friend aashish''.i trusted u blindly damit"
"tats ur mistake I didn't tell u to trust me"
"u knw I was wrong tat i thought u were a nice guy'''u dnt deserve my frndship''..u dnt deserve my love"
"who the hell wants ur frndship nw??? juzz get lost"
"ohk I will'''.as it is am feeling disgusted to talk to u nw''.i hpe u never shw me ur bloody face again''I feel disgusted tat I ever loved u"
Saying this she went away nt looking back even for once. She reached her house and thnked god tat no1 was der at that time. She cried her heart out''..the person she had loved the most'.the person she trusted the most had said the most disgusting thing about her. how cud he do that??? She remembered all their moments when they talked to each other fought with each other''.yes those were the moments she wud cherish forever and she knew it'''.bt for him this was just for passing his time''.he found it boring???? No tat cudnt be he cudnt be faking it all this while'..she thought he was dng this coz he was gng away bt wat he told her was totally unexpected'.. she cried there for hours together until she heard the door bell ring. She knew it was her mom. She got up ,composed herself bt her eyes were bloodshot red due to constant crying and promised herself tat she wud never cry for him again bt still she wanted to hear the truth from him and she knew she wud wait for him to come and tell the truth one day
****************************
A year had passed since he had left her''..ppl say time heals all the wounds. She didn't believe it'..her pain was increasing every passing day'.n the worst part was tat she cudnt tell this to ne1. She looked at the calendar and saw the date''yes its been exactly one year since they broke up. She closed her eyes and a tear escaped her eye''only she knew hw difficult the whole thing had been for her'''.her hopes were being shattered with every passing day as he never came back''..nt even once''..she wud have been happy even if he wud juzz come and tell her the truth''..one damn truth that's wat she actually wanted to hear nothing more. She knew her frnds wud call her mad if they come to knw that she dying to knw juzz one damn b****y truth which wudnt help her in anyway bt only she knew how important it was for her. 'didn't he remember me even once in this whole year??? Did he even think once whether I was fine or nt????' there were many questions gng on in her head which she didn't knw the answer of and she didn't even wana knw she juzz wanted an answer to one question'''bt nw she knew he wud never ever come n tell her tat
'mayb he was telling the truth mayb u juzz need to move on in lyf' she thought and wiped the last tear flowing through her cheeks
**************************
She sat there crying again cursing her fate'..why the hell is this happening wid me???? Temme god wat do u exactly want???? Here I had decided to move on in life thn y did u bring him back in my lyf''I dnt care bout the bloody damn truth nw thn y did he have to say it all nw????? she cried her heart out remembering how the past few hours had again broken her down
-flashback-
She opened her mail to chat wid sum1''she was bored''.hell bored''bt she was hell shocked to see a msg from aashish
'why the hell is he msging me nw????'
(aashish ' aa
Ayesha ' a)
A a - hey
A - ohh hii''..so how come u are online today???
Aa - y??? cant I be online???
A - y u can be''.as If I care''.
Aa - u knw wat Ayesha stop faking it
A - wat? M nt faking it mister
Aa - yea u are faking it Ayesha''my Ayesha never ever hates ne1 and I knw her
A - hold on!!!! What do u mean by my Ayesha??? And u knw me right???? So wat had happened tat day wen u were saying all the f*****g bullshit???
Aa - u knw u never tried to knw the truth''.tats ur prob u juzz think too much''cudnt u have tried to knw the exact reason y I did all that???
A - u are a jerk aashish''..even nw u blaming it all on me'''I didn't try to knw the truth huh???? B****y hell I asked u so many times even after tat day'''bt all the time u juzz ignored my msgs'..u didn't even think it was important to reply me once???? I sent u so may mails bt u didn't reply even once???? What do u think haan??????? Theres a line between self respect and ego''.i mailed u coz I thought if we cud solve everything and get back together thn it wudnt matter even if u insult me nw''bt that was enough''..i do have self respect aashish for hw long cud I have waited for u to tell me the god damn truth or to come back to me???? I tried every possible thing to make our relationship work''..bt u didn't respect me nor did u respect my feelings'......
Aa - I behaved rudely with u coz I didn't have ne other option left'''I knew our relationship didn't have ne future''..n I knew if I told u the truth u will find some way or the other to avoid our break up. At tat time I thought it was the best idea
A - no it wasn't'''hw cud u decide it all by urself''''.i had told u tat if u want a break up i m ready for it ''still u didn't think it important to atleast temme the real reason???? Your gng away didn't hurt me so much as ur words did'''.u owe me some answers aashish'.
Aa - not nw ayesha''..nd plzz go nw I like being lonely and keeping my thoughts wid me'''I dnt need u nor do I need any1 else''bye and take care
She tried to talk to him bt he didn't reply her back
She cried cursing her fate''..cursing him 'how can u be so stubborn aashish'''hw can u nt think bout me even once???' she mumbled between her thoughts'.she felt dizzy and the next moment she knew she fell on the ground lying unconscious''
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She got up and looked at her surrounding''she wasn't at home for sure''. She looked besides her to see her parents sitting besides her and crying''she gave thm a small smile reassuring thm tat she is fine and thn looked at the person who juzz entered the room wid the doc''.
"ria''.dnt cry yaar m fine" she said softly
"haan haan I knw tat u are fine"
She was about to say something when the doc interrupted her
Doc (talking to her parents) - plzz take care of her''she might have fainted due to weakness'''nothing serious 'u can take her home nw '''(turning towards Ayesha) and beta eat properly otherwise u wnt be able to recover soon
She smiled looking at him and mumbled a small 'jii uncle'
-flashback ends -
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"I juzz wont let it happen all again........i have to move on if not for me thn atleast for my family and my frnds who love me a lot'''.i juzz cant let them suffer coz of me'.." she said promising herself to be strong if nt for her thn atleast for those who loved her and cared for her. she didn't knw what destiny had in store for her''. Where it will lead her to'''bt as of nw she cudnt let herself go weak again''.. she signed thinking 'i will come out of this situation no matter what'.........
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Okay guys this is it'''I knw it didn't have a proper end bt something are juzz meant to be like this''
Loads of love
Take care
Aditi
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