Chapter 18

 

Part 17

 

J- hello simone , I think it's working , S- hey hang on a second , after a few minutes, S- hello, J- yeh was there a problem, S- ah no had to get away you know Rohan was there, J- okay so there is some good news , kripa came home in a bad mood, S- really?, oh and thanks for telling me josh that kripa and Rohan were seeing each other is it, I was so shocked i mean he looks so different from school right?, J- yes and well as for kripa and Rohan , kripa is only doing this to hurt Angad but she's actually hurting herself. S- True I hope Rohan feelings don't get hurt in the end, J- I know that's what I'm trying to tell her, S- yeh …hey josh I'll call you back okay I don't want our secret be out  bye she said laughing. And she walked back to the table and continued to enjoy her night with Rohan. Josh walked up the stairs and knocked on Kripa's door a few times, but left shrugging his shoulders, kripa however was on the bed, she didn't want to talk to any one right now, she needed to be by herself.

 

The next morning , Angad opened the door to kripa, A- hello kripa he said smiling, kripa just lowered her eyes to the ground and waited for him to move so she could come in and get straight to her work, Angad sighed thinking , " does she really think I planned it all yesterday? With no choice he just moved and she came in closing the door behind him angad followed kripa. He grabbed her wrist losing patient, about to speak when his phone rang; he picked his cell phone up still holding on to kripa who tried her best releasing herself from his grip. A- Hello, oh hey Simone he said letting go of Kripa's wrist and walked off to talk to her. Kripa just turned around angrily, when she stopped and waited for him to finish his conversation with simone.  A- okay bye, he said turning around, shocked to see kripa still standing there. A- kripa I wann…., K- I'm not willing to waste my precious time listening to I have made my mind up that I will be quitting this job and don't try to stop me after all it was you that said I had choice. A- don't worry kripa I won't your free to go , I'll just get simone to find someone else to finish the job up he said turning around , not wanting kripa to see he was going to cry any moment. K- well I guess bye and she turned around to leave , when angad stopped her , giving her a tight embrace. Kripa at first struggling , K- let go of angad, A- please kripa I said was sorry please, why are you doing this to both of us, K- angad just left me go, A- no kripa my heart won't let me, I love to much I'm sorry please he said sliding down onto his knees hugging her waist, I'll do anything. K- fine Angad fine prove you really love me by letting me go, never interfering with my life. A- but, K- I knew it, your so called love for me is nothin…., a- fine kripa go he said letting her go, A- it was nice knowing you , bye he said walking into the kitchen, while kripa stood there shocked , why this is what she wanted?, she slowly turned around confused with herself and closed the door behind her.  Angad banged the fridge door , at the sound of the door closing , and slowly broke down again , why was being in love so complicated? The next day angad left for a business trip.

 

A week passed and kripa was getting ready wearing an emerald green sari with silver working and silver jewelry, she was going to a business party with Rohan as well as josh. She was done doing her hair, which was left out straight.  Soon all four including krish left for the party.  As predictable for kripa the party was boring, Rohan and josh had left to socialize with a few businessmen and colleagues. Kripa stood in the corner with krish who was quite bored as usual. He continued to look around when his eyes lit up with excitement and he began to pull on Kripa's sari. Kr- kripa aunty look over there, K- hmm, Kr- look it's Angad uncle yay let's go over to him please I'm getting bored, Kripa looked up and her heart missed a beat she hadn't seen him in a week. He looked quite tired she could tell by his eyes , a sudden guilt hit her, was she at fault?, Kr- come on aunty let's go to uncle what are you waiting for, before kripa could say something krish had already grabbed her hand and dragged her towards Angad. Kr- angad uncle he said with joy, Angad turned around smiling and then bent down to pick him up. A- how krish doing, Kr- I'm doing fine , angad smiled until his eyes fell on kripa, making his heart beat twice as fast, she looked just as beautiful she did the last time he saw her. kripa lowered her gaze  when simone came up, S- oh hey kripa hi krish, Kripa just smiled, Kr- hello simone aunty how are you, S- I'm fine my little superman, krish just laughed shyly. S- Angad come on let's dance , A- uh not today please simone, S- what uuh fine come on krish let's go dance and leave these two boring people alone she said laughing taking krish with her. it was quite for a couple of seconds until Angad spoke. A- so kripa how are you, K- good she said with a soft smile, A- that's good , well I'm fine as well he said laughing, but kripa just looked down. K- well I think I better go uh by…….before she could finish she was being pushed onto the dance floor with Angad as well as other people, the lights were dimmed and the music play. Angad looked at kripa who looked back into his eyes lost. A- I'm sure a dance won't harm anything will it he asked smiling. Kripa looked down at his hand and then back at him. After a few seconds she slowly placed her hand in his. He placed his hand on her waist as she automatically placed her hand on his shoulder. He turned her as their eyes met , slowly they both drifted into a trance.

 

Darling-saathiya

 

saathiya saathiya......... ishq bedardi mujhko pata haiisaki chaahat mein milati saja haibekaraari mein mar hi na jaauna samajh ko main kaise samajhaaudil hai ki maanata nahi haibechaini jaanata nahi haimain karuun kya bata jaraasa yaar

saathiya saathiya

 

He turned her again not leaving each others eyes, kripa  slowly moved her head and placed it on his chest taking her eyes away still in a trance. Angad closed his eyes and automatically placed his hands around her waist embracing her and they sway slowly living the moment.

 

 

narm khwaabon ki baahon mein jaagengi aankheingarm yaadon ke saaye mein bitengi raateinyaad toh aayegi, bekhudi chhayegidard de jaayegi, tanhaayi tadpaayegidil hai ki maanata nahi haibechaini jaanata nahi haimain karuun kya bata jaraasa yaarsaathiya saathiya.........

 

It felt perfect to be in each other's arms, when someone tapped Kripa's shoulder she suddenly parted to see simone , S- hey you don't mind do you if I cut in, she asked smiling , kripa looked up at angad, she just smiled K- sure and she left to walk outside.

 

saare aalam pe aahon ka chhaayega jaaduapane hi jajbon pe toh hoga na kaabujakhm yeh jigar ho gaye sau asarna rahegi khabar bechida hoga safardil hai ki maanata nahi haibechaini jaanata nahi haimain karuun kya bata jaraasa yaar

saathiya saathiya.........

 

 

Kripa walked around the garden finally leaning on a railing, and before she knew it tears were falling from her eyes. All she could think right now was why was she crying?, why did she feel as if something was wrong , why did she want to be in his arms. Suddenly she felt a pairs of arms around her , she turned around and hugged him back , K-An. when she looked up to see Rohan. K- Rohan she said parting from him, R- what are you doing outside kripa, it's getting cold I've been looking for you, if your bored then we can go home he said hugging her again, kripa just closed her eyes and stayed still, opening them up she was about to say something when she saw Angad standing behind watching them, she tried to stop him with her hand but he had turned to quick, wait it didn't matter , what was happening to her tonight.

 

Angad went back into the party grabbing a drink , and then another , he was about to take his third drink when a hand stopped him, he looked up to see kripa, and then a flash ran through his mind of Rohan and kripa hugging and before he knew it anger took over him. He grabbed her hand taking her to a empty room. 

 

 

K- angad let me go , Angad let go of her hand, A- kripa why are you doing this to us please, I've tried so many time but you're just not listening to me, I know kripa I've hurt you but why can't I get another chance please, K- angad we've talked about this before , there is no point talking about it over and over again when the outcome will be the same and i told you if you really love me than you won't interfere with my life or... A- but there is a very well damn good reason to talk about this, come on kripa I know when you were in my arms tonight you felt perfect, we felt complete, than why kripa please I promise that you'll never have tears in your eyes again. Please kripa give me another chance he pleaded. K- angad she said wiping his tears that escaped when he moved her hand away. A- kripa why do care if I'm crying you should be happy and why did you stop me from drinking he said looking at his glass , why do your care ...see kripa I know you do , please kripa stop denying it and accept me.

 

 

Simone walked down the hall way looking for kripa and angad when she heard them talking, she snuck behind the door and listened , thinking of something.

 

K- angad why are you doing this , how do you accept me to forget everything I just can't , fine I admit you have changed for the better but I just can't come to you , I'm scared everything will turn back. A- kripa life is about taking risks, K- it's easy for you to say but has your heart been broken twice I don't think so , A- you're right kripa , I haven't had my heart broken twice but I rather my heart be heart broken then in one piece still beating for the one I want, do you know how that feels , K- well I 'm sorry angad I've been through to much to trust you with my heart but I'm willing to try and be friends she said softly.

 

Angad looked at her,  A- friends kripa, OF COURSE KRIPA I'D LOVE TO BUT HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE ONLY FRIENDS WITH THE PERSON WHO HAS MY HEART AND MOST IMPORTANTLY BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE he said clenching the glass breaking and drops of blood start to fall from his left hand , K- ANGAD she screamed looking at his hand running towards him, unfortunately before kripa could reach him simone ran into the room and to Angad. S- omg angad look at your hand what were you doing, I don't know if you care about of yourself or not but I sure do she said glancing up at kripa waiting for her reaction, she turned back and grinned to herself as she saw Kripa's face turn pale, S-kripa please can you get some tissues , kripa nodded  and left to get tissues . Kripa came back into the room stopping at the door when she simone sitting on the bed with angad , patting his back, kripa cleared her throat and walked in , K- here you and go, s- thanks, now Angad give me you're hand, A- no it's okay, it's just a cut, S- angad don't be silly it's definitely a cut but a very bad one, it could get infected if we don't clean your hand and we, A- no leave it I'll do it my self later on, S- angad stop being stubborn , A- I'm not just it's okay simone leave it , S- fine she said getting up throwing the tissues on the bed walking out with a smile on her face. Kripa slowly walked towards the bed and sat down taking the tissues in her hand, she slowly took his left hand in hers and cleaned it while he continued to look at her lovingly. K- Angad why did you do this, A- to punish my self for being such and idiot , when he hissed in pain as she removed a tiny piece of glass , K- sorry did it hurt , A- it's okay I'm used to it he said  looking the other way. Kripa sighed and then took his face in her hands , Angad looked at her beautiful face and then into her eyes, K- angad please stop hoping and move on I'm sorry but I just can't forget the past , Angad moved his face away as tears started to drop, kripa too his face again in her hands, and wiped his tears, when Angad suddenly hugged her tightly , A- please kripa let me just hug you for the last time…please for the last time. 

 

 Simone turned around very happy, patting her back , S- simone you're just too good , thank god some progress she said sighing walking off to inform josh.

 

okayy finally i have the next part!! umm! preview- someone proposes to someone and this time it's a marriage proposal