Chapter 87

Hot delicious ---

“Its pretty good actually, its gluten free bread” he said chewing with a mouthful

He was fixing some fancy breakfast the next morning, brunch actually around Noon

She could not believe how “normal” he was being

They had kissed each other at least twice each last nite, who was counting… she was… no she wasn’t… she was…

He probably felt her shuddering form in his arms, as they stayed still savoring each other

Their teas went cold, and after like 20 minutes or so, she had gotten up self consciously pulling her teeshirt down over her knees and stumbled away from the couch

They remembered exactly how to kiss each other, they knew each other’s lips like they did their own fingerprint. They reveled in each others’ scent and sounds. They both realized there was something there, waiting to be discovered

She was a nervous wreck always afraid of consequences and fearful about her child it was easier for her to pull away

He had released her immediately, but the minutes she lay in his arms were warm and protective. She was certainly racking up a lot of memorable firsts the last four months or so she realized. She lay in bed the rest of the night reliving the fear and excitement tangling up inside her as he pulled her closer to his chest, at one point she lay perpendicular on his chest, his tee shirt plunging all the way down her chest, his thumb stroking the valley without touching or cupping, the brush with danger so arousing for her she refused to allow common sense to take over, letting him drink her intoxicating taste to his heart’s content, his tongue spearing into the silky depth of her mouth, just straight up passionate savagery.

“It tastes like whole wheat bread” she said quietly, she had showered and changed into her dress from last night

Just being around him was making her ovaries swell she realized. Like that stupid 22 year old in Lonavala, she had sought him out, which was easy to do because of his height, something about his eyes tho

“Come” he had said his smoldering voice thick with promise, he had kissed her from post to post of that luxury farm house, exercising some pretense of control until they stumbled into that beautiful room upstairs, she knew her eyes were beautiful but she had no idea she was so wildly sexy

“Mrunalini” 

“Yes?” she looked up at him in daze

He was handing her a cup of coffee and a generously buttered toast

“Thanks” she grabbed it “When did he wake up?” she asked ashamed

“7?”

“Umm” she was more ashamed

She was in her fantasy orgy of two until about 7 she thought falling asleep beautifully afterwards

“I am so se---ually frustrated I would have gone all the way actually” she realized turning around to leave the kitchen

“Just my whole name alright” he had warned when she had uttered “Atty” with a sigh after a kiss

“Aatreya?” she wanted clarification

He was overjoyed to even hear the confused questioning, The most intimate thing he did done last night

Jaidrith sat in the middle of a big Lego mess, there were many unfinished creations on the center, a few complete ones stood by the wall

She ate quietly wondering how she could leave unnoticed

“I will see you this evening Shakkara?” she muttered in Marathi as she crouched by him on the floor and ruffled his hair

“Can u stay one more night?” he countered

“Umm.. no” she mumbled hiding her flaming cheeks in the coffee steam

Never imagined a man would strip her visually so slowly sensuously, without taking his eyes off her, admiring her shocked fascination with amusement, that amused smiled had not changed in 10 years she realized, he smiled that way whenever she went of on a anxious overprotective rant about Dhru

Tantalizing, postponing as his fingers skimmed under her bikini top gliding his fingers over her curves back and forth, back and forth without undoing the shoestrings

She had arched and shook and had thrashed in pleasure…

“Mrunalini” some one was calling her

“Yeahh?” she looked up at him

He was standing there with a plate of something that looked like upma

“Brunch?” smiling

“OK”

“Still not quite awake?” he laughed

“No reliving the hot se- from 10 years ago” she responded in her mind

“I am awake” she lied

“want to go rock climbing?”

“I haven’t changed into clean clothes” she worried

“Do it when u get home”

“Umm”

“Or on Sunday evening” he laughed

“Yeah sure that way I can completely totally seduce you “ she thought

He walked with her to her car after an hour

“Thanks for all the fun activities you plan for him” she muttered looking at his feet

“Any time, I love it too, I am stuck between my three monitors otherwise staring at numbers”

“I just catch up on work letting him read anime” she said guiltily

“I am sure he loves to be left alone” he laughed supportively

“He wouldn’t want to be if you keep this up”

“I wont do too much, I will begin ignoring him soon” he flashed a smile

“You should send me links to these places to I can take him too sometimes”

“Surely”

“Thanks umm..”

“What are your plans?”

“Go home crank up the AC lay in bed and make love to u in my imagination”

“Laundry, lunch for next week, and watch my daytime shows” she lied

“Which ones”

She named the three Marathi ones

“Wow!! Cool!”

“If you learn Marathi u can watch too”

“If u find a teacher let me know” he smiled

She turned red self consciously, as she managed to pull out without running over people

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Cut to Sameena’s at 5 PM Saturday evening

“U think I should not have s—with him?” Mrunal was mad at Sameena for even hinting that

“Umm.. I am not saying that Mrunal I am just saying are YOU OK with that?”

“I use TOYS I mean why would I not be OK with a man?” Mrunal was being petulant

“You were an engagement ring too Mrunal, you don’t want to be with random men”

“HE is not a random man” she begged  sitting down in despair

“I get it” Sameena sat by her and rubbed her back

“He is the father of my child, I KNOW I mean I KNOW how it feels to be with him, I KNOW how he makes u know” “I think I know I know he knows” she blabbered

“If you want to have boundaries in your co parenting this will not help you”

“HE started to kiss me do you want to ask him why?” Mrunal did not want to hear anything she did not like “I did not pounce on him” 

She was nervous, agitated and restless

She wanted what he had offered last night

She knew she was vulnerable and weak and unpredictable

She knew she was overprotective

She knew Sameena was RIGHT

But she still wanted Aatreya

“I am NOT marrying him dude… I just want s--, he is not married he is dating too… so why cant I have s—with him?”

“Will you be OK getting pregnant again and seeing him married to someone else his parents pick for him?”

“I WONT I can even tie my tubes”

“Mrunal….” Sameena stopped pacing and sat down and soothed and comforted her

“Its just mindless delicious s--- dude”

“