Chapter 9
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I somehow managed to get back into my room. The warden was very concerned about me. After all I am her favourite. I changed into Kurti and Pajama and ordered my dinner.
After some minutes there was a knock on my door and shouted aloud telling the person that the door is open and she can enter. Woah! The warden herself came here with my dinner and a wraper.
I was still on my bed and she seated beside me. She has always been there for me , since the day I started my new life. She is a mother figure for me. And I dont miss my mother anymore. May be because she have never had a daughter. She was at time rude and very strict but her softness is only reserved for me may be. Sometimes she'd just come into my room asking how is my study going on or would listen to me what happened in my college , with my friends and what not? I could not still understand how she manages to stay patience with me. And now she is feeding me with her own hands. She must have seen the stitches in my arm.
Sometimes we would just sit in silent like this time as we both love peace. I couldnt ask her more , she have given me a shelter and most importantly, I am not missing home. Well there was never a home , only some white painted walls and furnitures , inside working robots.
Later she opened the wraper and took out some tablets?
'open your mouth beta', she said holding the glass of water in front of my face.
'But Ma'am? Tablets.. See I am perfectly fine'? I asked confused. One more thing I hate after the C grade films. MEDICINES! Ughh
'Well I could see it, but someone was just too worried about you so I have to take care of you...', she said smiling.
'someone? Who? Who gave these medicines ma'am'? I asked guessing if it would be him? Huhh!
'you know beta... He seems a nice boy uh I mean a nice friend ! Isnt he'? She asked all the time smiling. Whats wrong with Ma'am ? I will ask what black magic he did to ma'am.
'Ma'am he is just.. I wont meet him again..I am sorry', I bowed down my head. I still dont know what she is thinking about me but I surely dont want to kicked out of hostel for him.
'Sshhh, I understand..he is still waiting down there.. Go'!! She caressed my cheeks after making me gulp the tablet and kissed my forehead.
I couldnt trust my ears? What did she just say? To go and meet him? Really! Sint she the one to kick out my other room mates who barge here in with their boyfriends? Then whats wrong today. I so wished the security to kick him out so that he wont interfere in my personal life ever.
What he knows about me? Just nothing ! How could he question me like that? He isnt pitying me by liking me. I am happy as single. There were only two people I have begged to stay in my life, Mom and Dad, but they didnt! And I dont want more persons like them in my life.
Its again I am thinking about him? Yes! Why is he affecting me too much. The way he looked into my eyes in the Cafe, I never felt that uncomfortable before. I felt exposed, I felt those walls breaking , each and every piece of bricks shattering..the wall I have created around myself.
The way he said he is falling for me. It seemed the ultimate truth of my life! I trust him but not the words he said. I know all the time I was lying to him and to myself too. But what can I do? How could I trust he is harmless? That he wouldnt hurt me? Relationships never go smooth and happy always. And he consider me as a disaster in his life, then how could he afford me in his life?
Within all insecurities in my mind , I still wanted to go down there but I could only walk to my window and peeped outside. And there he was standing staright looking up at my window . He waved his at me and I shut the window tight.
Thats it! He was right I am too falling for him but I cant be reckless like him. I will have to control my feelings. I will have to drag myself out of this feeling before I fall deep inside irrevocably.
Mom dad were deeply in love , they got married and what happened next? They accused each other for the changes happened in their life . They regretted the love they had in between ! In between where was I? Did they care for me? If they always wanted to stay indepentent and alone why they even started it? How mercilessly they fought to snatch me from the other! I am still a human, nope a piece of property they could divide in two. Yeah they couldnt tear me into two! How easily love faded from their life!
I dont want a life like mom & dad for myself. Its better to stay alone rather than expecting everything from the other person.Vampire-queen 2014-10-25 04:44:17
I somehow managed to get back into my room. The warden was very concerned about me. After all I am her favourite. I changed into Kurti and Pajama and ordered my dinner.
After some minutes there was a knock on my door and shouted aloud telling the person that the door is open and she can enter. Woah! The warden herself came here with my dinner and a wraper.
I was still on my bed and she seated beside me. She has always been there for me , since the day I started my new life. She is a mother figure for me. And I dont miss my mother anymore. May be because she have never had a daughter. She was at time rude and very strict but her softness is only reserved for me may be. Sometimes she'd just come into my room asking how is my study going on or would listen to me what happened in my college , with my friends and what not? I could not still understand how she manages to stay patience with me. And now she is feeding me with her own hands. She must have seen the stitches in my arm.
Sometimes we would just sit in silent like this time as we both love peace. I couldnt ask her more , she have given me a shelter and most importantly, I am not missing home. Well there was never a home , only some white painted walls and furnitures , inside working robots.
Later she opened the wraper and took out some tablets?
'open your mouth beta', she said holding the glass of water in front of my face.
'But Ma'am? Tablets.. See I am perfectly fine'? I asked confused. One more thing I hate after the C grade films. MEDICINES! Ughh
'Well I could see it, but someone was just too worried about you so I have to take care of you...', she said smiling.
'someone? Who? Who gave these medicines ma'am'? I asked guessing if it would be him? Huhh!
'you know beta... He seems a nice boy uh I mean a nice friend ! Isnt he'? She asked all the time smiling. Whats wrong with Ma'am ? I will ask what black magic he did to ma'am.
'Ma'am he is just.. I wont meet him again..I am sorry', I bowed down my head. I still dont know what she is thinking about me but I surely dont want to kicked out of hostel for him.
'Sshhh, I understand..he is still waiting down there.. Go'!! She caressed my cheeks after making me gulp the tablet and kissed my forehead.
I couldnt trust my ears? What did she just say? To go and meet him? Really! Sint she the one to kick out my other room mates who barge here in with their boyfriends? Then whats wrong today. I so wished the security to kick him out so that he wont interfere in my personal life ever.
What he knows about me? Just nothing ! How could he question me like that? He isnt pitying me by liking me. I am happy as single. There were only two people I have begged to stay in my life, Mom and Dad, but they didnt! And I dont want more persons like them in my life.
Its again I am thinking about him? Yes! Why is he affecting me too much. The way he looked into my eyes in the Cafe, I never felt that uncomfortable before. I felt exposed, I felt those walls breaking , each and every piece of bricks shattering..the wall I have created around myself.
The way he said he is falling for me. It seemed the ultimate truth of my life! I trust him but not the words he said. I know all the time I was lying to him and to myself too. But what can I do? How could I trust he is harmless? That he wouldnt hurt me? Relationships never go smooth and happy always. And he consider me as a disaster in his life, then how could he afford me in his life?
Within all insecurities in my mind , I still wanted to go down there but I could only walk to my window and peeped outside. And there he was standing staright looking up at my window . He waved his at me and I shut the window tight.
Thats it! He was right I am too falling for him but I cant be reckless like him. I will have to control my feelings. I will have to drag myself out of this feeling before I fall deep inside irrevocably.
Mom dad were deeply in love , they got married and what happened next? They accused each other for the changes happened in their life . They regretted the love they had in between ! In between where was I? Did they care for me? If they always wanted to stay indepentent and alone why they even started it? How mercilessly they fought to snatch me from the other! I am still a human, nope a piece of property they could divide in two. Yeah they couldnt tear me into two! How easily love faded from their life!
I dont want a life like mom & dad for myself. Its better to stay alone rather than expecting everything from the other person.
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