Kal !
Ever wondered why the same word is used to define both, the past and the future? Maybe, it is because you can never truly move towards your future unless and until you make peace with your past. It becomes mandatory to tie all the loose ends, wrap all that has remained unwrapped or even vice versa. Sometimes, going back to the start becomes a necessity. Unless you unravel your past, rediscover, reinterpret, and forgive, you will undeniably, be still stuck within the shadows of your past, especially if it had been an unpleasant one. Take that one step and embrace your past with your entire being, forgive others and more importantly forgive yourself. This ride will be a bumpy one, no less than a rollercoaster, but I promise you, once you have done this, it will not matter which “kal” is being referenced because it will only bring you optimism in this journey called life.
This story is about the fierce Sai Joshi's journey from pain, suffering and toxic relationships to independence and self-love.
Author's Note:
Just a few things to let the readers know:
I speak about 5 languages and that basically means, now, I suck at all of them equally (not kidding). I was going to write this entirely in English but, for some reason, I wanted to keep its natural feel, so opted for Hinglish. Hindi is not my first language. I learnt it in primary school and of course through dramas and movies. So please forgive me if I mess up something in the language or in translations. Feel free to correct me. I definitely don’t bite 😊
I enjoy penning down my own thoughts and emotions (yes, this also happens in multiple languages), but I have never written such fictional stuff (this is my first). I have absolutely no idea why I had written this in the first place (wrote it during the accident track) but I did, and it was lying in my tab so thought to just put it here with a little bit of editing here and there. Also, I have no idea where this track will lead to. Most of the time it will not be immediately proofread because the writing usually happens in a state of insomnia but I'll try to get that done soon after.
I usually have a hectic schedule so will not be able to update frequently. In fact, when I was writing this, my respect for all the authors grew by 100-fold because I realized how difficult it is to write something by investing time and energy. It is nerve-wracking. So please accept my massive respect.
Last but not least and also probably the most important point of all; keep your expectations waaaaaayyyyyy below the ground level, please. As I said, first timer here and probably my last too.
That would be all for now =)
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