Mumbai, Oct 19 (IANS) Bollywood megastar Amitabh Bachchan, recuperating at home after being treated for an abdominal condition, has now got the blues as he is missing 'activity, work, camera'.
"Inactivity is a curse. Deliberate inactivity, even worse...You get up without an aim. You attend to papers and morning formalities without an anxiety of what is needed to be done next,' Bachchan Sunday wrote on his blog www.bigb.bigadda.com from his Prateeksha residence.
'You remain sluggish and carefree. There is no schedule. Nowhere particular to go. To see, to meet, to administer. Time, therefore, is insufficient."
"There is no routine...When will I do something that is routine bound... I must be in routine. In activity. In work. In camera," the blog further read.
He also condemned his idleness as a reaper of negative thoughts and wanted to get back to planned "activity".
"In idleness there is only thought which harbors destruction. It is passive. Negative and undesirable...I need to breathe activity. I shall become a lifeless morsel to be devoured, if not," he wrote.
The superstar slammed giving up in life due to various reasons as "failure" and termed it "abject resignation".
"I must resign only when my desire to not breathe prevails. Right now, I am desirous of a deep breath," he added.
Diagnosed with incisional hernia, Bachchan had been in the Lilavati hospital for a week and was discharged Friday.